A review by nicolemhewitt
Ana on the Edge by A.J. Sass

5.0

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This book explores gender in a way that I've never seen in a middle grade book, and I loved every minute of this important story. Ana is a highly competitive figure skater, a sport that (like most of society) is strictly split into genders. She's always felt uncomfortable with the elements of figure skating that make people see her as a girl, but she doesn't quite understand why or what it means. Then one day she meets a transgender boy who, through a case of mistaken identity, thinks she's a boy too, and she realizes it doesn't feel wrong exactly. But it also doesn't feel exactly right? And because of this experience, Ana goes on the sometimes confusing journey of figuring out that she may not be either boy or girl at all. Ana's emotional journey is grounded in her figure skating training. The details of Ana's training are a big part of the book, and kids who are interested in figure skating will be fascinated by all that goes into learning a new skill and a new routine. It's quite obvious that the author is an accomplished figure skater himself and he understands the rigors (and financial burdens) of training at elite levels. Ana is torn: she loves skating and wants to do anything she can to succeed, but can she do that while still being true to herself and her new understanding of her identity? I love that the book shows Ana's struggles---Ana doesn't immediately understand who she is and what it all means, which is often (though not always) typical of kids who are non-binary or transgender. And, best of all, the ending gives her room to continue to figure herself out---there is no "one size fits all" when it comes to gender (or "two sizes"?). Ana doesn't have all the answers by the end of the book, and that's okay.