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A review by _onemorechapter_
Deep End by Ali Hazelwood
emotional
funny
informative
lighthearted
relaxing
fast-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? No
3.25
โFrom the very start, you had all the power. From the very start, I was in the palm of your hand.โ
๐ญ๐โโ๏ธ๐ฆ Forbidden waters, Olympic-level tension, and a whole lot of missed potentialโฆ Letโs dive into this one.
๐๐๐ธ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐น๐ผ๐บ๐พ๐๐ถ๐๐: Olympic gold medalist, swim captain, and walking definition of โIโve been waiting for youโ energy. This man? Obsessed. Blunt. Hot. The way he sees Scarlett, understands her, and pushes her to be her best? Swoon. The tattoos, the dirty talk, the yearningโ10/10, no notes. He was the highlight of this book, and I will not be taking questions.
๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฟ: I adored her passion for diving. Her struggle to overcome a career-threatening injury felt raw and real, and I ate that up. But when it came to personal relationships? Girlie had the backbone of a wet noodle. Lukas would go MIA, then waltz back in, and sheโd justโฆ melt. Stand up for yourself, queen!! The moments where she actually shined? Perfection. But I needed more of that fire.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ: For the first 60%, I was ready to stamp a solid 4-star rating on this. Their chemistry? ELECTRIC. The physical attraction? Off the charts. But somewhere along the way, their relationship started feeling more like a well-curated kink checklist than an actual romance. Where were the deep emotional beats? The big swoony moments?
๐ข๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ช๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฎ (๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต): This is where it lost me. Lukas is fresh off a SEVEN-YEAR relationship with Scarlettโs best friend, Penelope. At first, Pen was cool with them hooking upโhell, she encouraged it. Then BOOM, the last 40%? Sheโs suddenly clingy, throwing shade, and acting like Lukas is hers on demand. This plot twist was unnecessary, messy, and a total buzzkill.
๐ฆ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ: The book hypes itself up like itโs about to serve us gourmet BDSMโฆ but itโs giving mild spicy mayo. Not bad, but not what was promised.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ด: Rushed. Sloppy. I wanted to see Lukas and Scarlett as an actual couple, without third-party interference, but the book didnโt give me that. I feel ROBBED.
๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฐ๐: Bingeable? Yes. Unforgettable? No. Lukas carried this book on his broad, tattooed swimmerโs back. But the miscommunication, OW drama, and lack of emotional depth? Oof.
๐.๐ If youโre into sports romance, this still might be worth checking out for Lukas alone. Just... prepare for frustration.
๐.๐.๐ Can someone PLEASE give us a dual POV? I need to be in Lukasโs head ASAP.
๐ธ๐ด๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐๐: โญโญโญ.25 (๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ 40% ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ)
๐ธ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐: Contemporary Romance
๐ธ๐บ๐๐๐๐: ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ
๐ธ๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: If you love a possessive, obsessed hero and donโt mind unnecessary conflict, you might love this. For me? Meh.
๐ธ ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐:
โThatโs where it lives, my love for him. In the space between the things he could do, and what the chooses instead.โ
โIโm afraid of the unpredictability of existing. Iโm afraid of not being able to control the direction of my life. Iโm afraid that no matter how much I plan, I wonโt be able to avoid hurtful and sad things. But above allโฆโ I take a deep breath and laugh softly, because what Iโm about to say is ridiculous, even if itโs true. Even if itโs me. โMostly, Iโm afraid of attempting something and not being perfect at it.โ
โSometimes, when she's in deep sleep, a thoughtful little frown furls on her brow. Lukas cannot physically get out of bed until he has smoothed it over with his lips.
He used to want to prove to himself that he could thrive, even without her.
He has given up on that. Now he just wants her.โ
โScarlett. I canโt be without you. And for the first time in my life, I donโt care. I think of you all the time, and I want to make plans with you, I want to talk about the future, and Iโm fucking happy about itโโ
โScarlett.โ His fingers come up to my chin. Grab it gently, but tight. โThe only time wasted is time we are apart.โ
โStay home for long weekends and have morally bankrupt amounts of sex with someone Iโm in love with. Kinky, vanilla, I want it all. I want to adopt rescue animals with her. I want to take care of her, and watch her be cold in Sweden, and marvel every day at how much smarter than me she is, and . . . Scarlett.โ His thumb swipes under my eye. โWhy are you crying?โ
โSometimes Iโm afraid that this is the best thing Iโll ever have. For the rest of my life.โ
โIt takes him a while to answer. When he does, heโs not looking at me. โBecause sometimes I canโt breathe when youโre around.โ
โA minute later she's asleep. The entire universe is here, in his arms.โ
โThe thing is, I love reading Mafia erotica as much as the next girl with daddy issues, and my attraction for fictional guys making scenes in iconic, over-the-top ways is among my most virulent traits.โ
โThatโs nice of you to say, because I live in fear of you seeing through my daily charades and realizing that Iโm so numbingly boring, dentists inject me into gums before root canals.โ
โHis renamed contact reads 'Lukas Scarlett'.โ
โI may be at my worst, but I can masquerade as someone whoโs doing perfectly fucking fine.โ
โbut the way he looked at you . . . I donโt think heโs ever wanted anything or anyone the way he wants you.โ
โThere's no reason for him to be here.
No reason for me to let him in.
No reason to take his hand and guide him to my bedroom.
no reason for any of this, but I still burrow into the curve of his throat, and fall asleep with his scent in my lungs after just a few seconds.โ
๐ญ๐โโ๏ธ๐ฆ Forbidden waters, Olympic-level tension, and a whole lot of missed potentialโฆ Letโs dive into this one.
๐๐๐ธ๐ฎ๐ ๐๐น๐ผ๐บ๐พ๐๐ถ๐๐: Olympic gold medalist, swim captain, and walking definition of โIโve been waiting for youโ energy. This man? Obsessed. Blunt. Hot. The way he sees Scarlett, understands her, and pushes her to be her best? Swoon. The tattoos, the dirty talk, the yearningโ10/10, no notes. He was the highlight of this book, and I will not be taking questions.
๐ฆ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐น๐ฒ๐๐ ๐ฉ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฟ: I adored her passion for diving. Her struggle to overcome a career-threatening injury felt raw and real, and I ate that up. But when it came to personal relationships? Girlie had the backbone of a wet noodle. Lukas would go MIA, then waltz back in, and sheโd justโฆ melt. Stand up for yourself, queen!! The moments where she actually shined? Perfection. But I needed more of that fire.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฐ๐ฒ: For the first 60%, I was ready to stamp a solid 4-star rating on this. Their chemistry? ELECTRIC. The physical attraction? Off the charts. But somewhere along the way, their relationship started feeling more like a well-curated kink checklist than an actual romance. Where were the deep emotional beats? The big swoony moments?
๐ข๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ช๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฑ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐บ๐ฎ (๐๐ถ๐ด๐ต): This is where it lost me. Lukas is fresh off a SEVEN-YEAR relationship with Scarlettโs best friend, Penelope. At first, Pen was cool with them hooking upโhell, she encouraged it. Then BOOM, the last 40%? Sheโs suddenly clingy, throwing shade, and acting like Lukas is hers on demand. This plot twist was unnecessary, messy, and a total buzzkill.
๐ฆ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฒ: The book hypes itself up like itโs about to serve us gourmet BDSMโฆ but itโs giving mild spicy mayo. Not bad, but not what was promised.
๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ด: Rushed. Sloppy. I wanted to see Lukas and Scarlett as an actual couple, without third-party interference, but the book didnโt give me that. I feel ROBBED.
๐ฉ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฐ๐: Bingeable? Yes. Unforgettable? No. Lukas carried this book on his broad, tattooed swimmerโs back. But the miscommunication, OW drama, and lack of emotional depth? Oof.
๐.๐ If youโre into sports romance, this still might be worth checking out for Lukas alone. Just... prepare for frustration.
๐.๐.๐ Can someone PLEASE give us a dual POV? I need to be in Lukasโs head ASAP.
๐ธ๐ด๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐๐: โญโญโญ.25 (๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ง๐ช๐ฏ๐ข๐ญ 40% ๐ด๐ข๐ช๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ)
๐ธ๐ฎ๐๐๐๐: Contemporary Romance
๐ธ๐บ๐๐๐๐: ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ๐ถ๏ธ
๐ธ๐น๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐: If you love a possessive, obsessed hero and donโt mind unnecessary conflict, you might love this. For me? Meh.
๐ธ ๐ญ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ธ๐๐๐๐๐:
โThatโs where it lives, my love for him. In the space between the things he could do, and what the chooses instead.โ
โIโm afraid of the unpredictability of existing. Iโm afraid of not being able to control the direction of my life. Iโm afraid that no matter how much I plan, I wonโt be able to avoid hurtful and sad things. But above allโฆโ I take a deep breath and laugh softly, because what Iโm about to say is ridiculous, even if itโs true. Even if itโs me. โMostly, Iโm afraid of attempting something and not being perfect at it.โ
โSometimes, when she's in deep sleep, a thoughtful little frown furls on her brow. Lukas cannot physically get out of bed until he has smoothed it over with his lips.
He used to want to prove to himself that he could thrive, even without her.
He has given up on that. Now he just wants her.โ
โScarlett. I canโt be without you. And for the first time in my life, I donโt care. I think of you all the time, and I want to make plans with you, I want to talk about the future, and Iโm fucking happy about itโโ
โScarlett.โ His fingers come up to my chin. Grab it gently, but tight. โThe only time wasted is time we are apart.โ
โStay home for long weekends and have morally bankrupt amounts of sex with someone Iโm in love with. Kinky, vanilla, I want it all. I want to adopt rescue animals with her. I want to take care of her, and watch her be cold in Sweden, and marvel every day at how much smarter than me she is, and . . . Scarlett.โ His thumb swipes under my eye. โWhy are you crying?โ
โSometimes Iโm afraid that this is the best thing Iโll ever have. For the rest of my life.โ
โIt takes him a while to answer. When he does, heโs not looking at me. โBecause sometimes I canโt breathe when youโre around.โ
โA minute later she's asleep. The entire universe is here, in his arms.โ
โThe thing is, I love reading Mafia erotica as much as the next girl with daddy issues, and my attraction for fictional guys making scenes in iconic, over-the-top ways is among my most virulent traits.โ
โThatโs nice of you to say, because I live in fear of you seeing through my daily charades and realizing that Iโm so numbingly boring, dentists inject me into gums before root canals.โ
โHis renamed contact reads 'Lukas Scarlett'.โ
โI may be at my worst, but I can masquerade as someone whoโs doing perfectly fucking fine.โ
โbut the way he looked at you . . . I donโt think heโs ever wanted anything or anyone the way he wants you.โ
โThere's no reason for him to be here.
No reason for me to let him in.
No reason to take his hand and guide him to my bedroom.
no reason for any of this, but I still burrow into the curve of his throat, and fall asleep with his scent in my lungs after just a few seconds.โ