A review by _onemorechapter_
Deep End by Ali Hazelwood

emotional funny informative lighthearted relaxing fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.25

โ€œFrom the very start, you had all the power. From the very start, I was in the palm of your hand.โ€

๐Ÿ’ญ๐ŸŠโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿ’ฆ Forbidden waters, Olympic-level tension, and a whole lot of missed potentialโ€ฆ Letโ€™s dive into this one.

๐—Ÿ๐˜‚๐—ธ๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—•๐—น๐—ผ๐—บ๐—พ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜: Olympic gold medalist, swim captain, and walking definition of โ€˜Iโ€™ve been waiting for youโ€™ energy. This man? Obsessed. Blunt. Hot. The way he sees Scarlett, understands her, and pushes her to be her best? Swoon. The tattoos, the dirty talk, the yearningโ€”10/10, no notes. He was the highlight of this book, and I will not be taking questions.

๐—ฆ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—น๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜ ๐—ฉ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ: I adored her passion for diving. Her struggle to overcome a career-threatening injury felt raw and real, and I ate that up. But when it came to personal relationships? Girlie had the backbone of a wet noodle. Lukas would go MIA, then waltz back in, and sheโ€™d justโ€ฆ melt. Stand up for yourself, queen!! The moments where she actually shined? Perfection. But I needed more of that fire.

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐—ฒ: For the first 60%, I was ready to stamp a solid 4-star rating on this. Their chemistry? ELECTRIC. The physical attraction? Off the charts. But somewhere along the way, their relationship started feeling more like a well-curated kink checklist than an actual romance. Where were the deep emotional beats? The big swoony moments?

๐—ข๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ช๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ฎ๐—ป ๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฎ (๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ต): This is where it lost me. Lukas is fresh off a SEVEN-YEAR relationship with Scarlettโ€™s best friend, Penelope. At first, Pen was cool with them hooking upโ€”hell, she encouraged it. Then BOOM, the last 40%? Sheโ€™s suddenly clingy, throwing shade, and acting like Lukas is hers on demand. This plot twist was unnecessary, messy, and a total buzzkill.

๐—ฆ๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฒ: The book hypes itself up like itโ€™s about to serve us gourmet BDSMโ€ฆ but itโ€™s giving mild spicy mayo. Not bad, but not what was promised.

๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด: Rushed. Sloppy. I wanted to see Lukas and Scarlett as an actual couple, without third-party interference, but the book didnโ€™t give me that. I feel ROBBED.

๐—ฉ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐˜: Bingeable? Yes. Unforgettable? No. Lukas carried this book on his broad, tattooed swimmerโ€™s back. But the miscommunication, OW drama, and lack of emotional depth? Oof. 

๐.๐’ If youโ€™re into sports romance, this still might be worth checking out for Lukas alone. Just... prepare for frustration.

๐.๐.๐’ Can someone PLEASE give us a dual POV? I need to be in Lukasโ€™s head ASAP.

๐Ÿ”ธ๐‘ด๐’š ๐‘น๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ: โญโญโญ.25 (๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ญ 40% ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ)
๐Ÿ”ธ๐‘ฎ๐’†๐’๐’“๐’†:  Contemporary Romance
๐Ÿ”ธ๐‘บ๐’‘๐’Š๐’„๐’š: ๐ŸŒถ๏ธ๐ŸŒถ๏ธ๐ŸŒถ๏ธ๐ŸŒถ๏ธ
๐Ÿ”ธ๐‘น๐’†๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’Ž๐’†๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’•๐’Š๐’๐’: If you love a possessive, obsessed hero and donโ€™t mind unnecessary conflict, you might love this. For me? Meh.

๐Ÿ”ธ ๐‘ญ๐’‚๐’—๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’•๐’† ๐‘ธ๐’–๐’๐’•๐’†๐’”:

โ€œThatโ€™s where it lives, my love for him. In the space between the things he could do, and what the chooses instead.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m afraid of the unpredictability of existing. Iโ€™m afraid of not being able to control the direction of my life. Iโ€™m afraid that no matter how much I plan, I wonโ€™t be able to avoid hurtful and sad things. But above allโ€ฆโ€ I take a deep breath and laugh softly, because what Iโ€™m about to say is ridiculous, even if itโ€™s true. Even if itโ€™s me. โ€œMostly, Iโ€™m afraid of attempting something and not being perfect at it.โ€

โ€œSometimes, when she's in deep sleep, a thoughtful little frown furls on her brow. Lukas cannot physically get out of bed until he has smoothed it over with his lips.
He used to want to prove to himself that he could thrive, even without her.
He has given up on that. Now he just wants her.โ€

โ€œScarlett. I canโ€™t be without you. And for the first time in my life, I donโ€™t care. I think of you all the time, and I want to make plans with you, I want to talk about the future, and Iโ€™m fucking happy about itโ€”โ€

โ€œScarlett.โ€ His fingers come up to my chin. Grab it gently, but tight. โ€œThe only time wasted is time we are apart.โ€

โ€œStay home for long weekends and have morally bankrupt amounts of sex with someone Iโ€™m in love with. Kinky, vanilla, I want it all. I want to adopt rescue animals with her. I want to take care of her, and watch her be cold in Sweden, and marvel every day at how much smarter than me she is, and . . . Scarlett.โ€ His thumb swipes under my eye. โ€œWhy are you crying?โ€

โ€œSometimes Iโ€™m afraid that this is the best thing Iโ€™ll ever have. For the rest of my life.โ€

โ€œIt takes him a while to answer. When he does, heโ€™s not looking at me. โ€œBecause sometimes I canโ€™t breathe when youโ€™re around.โ€

โ€œA minute later she's asleep. The entire universe is here, in his arms.โ€

โ€œThe thing is, I love reading Mafia erotica as much as the next girl with daddy issues, and my attraction for fictional guys making scenes in iconic, over-the-top ways is among my most virulent traits.โ€

โ€œThatโ€™s nice of you to say, because I live in fear of you seeing through my daily charades and realizing that Iโ€™m so numbingly boring, dentists inject me into gums before root canals.โ€

โ€œHis renamed contact reads 'Lukas Scarlett'.โ€

โ€œI may be at my worst, but I can masquerade as someone whoโ€™s doing perfectly fucking fine.โ€

โ€œbut the way he looked at you . . . I donโ€™t think heโ€™s ever wanted anything or anyone the way he wants you.โ€

โ€œThere's no reason for him to be here.
No reason for me to let him in.
No reason to take his hand and guide him to my bedroom.
no reason for any of this, but I still burrow into the curve of his throat, and fall asleep with his scent in my lungs after just a few seconds.โ€