A review by magicant
Abandon Us by E.T. Gunnarsson

Did not finish book.
I will admit, I struggled a little with this one. I want to first start off by thanking NetGalley for giving me a free copy of this book for an honest review. I will preface this by commenting that I read half of this book, as I started to struggle reading it in it's latter parts.

This is a book about how down and bad the world can get, Robert, the main character is struggling through a constantly changing world at the brink of destruction. War on a national and international level, and plague is the backdrop to this sobering story.

First off, this is a post-apocalyptic story, a dystopian world, it is meant to often be a warning for a possible future to come. This book is not for everyone just for that, you have to have a very good headspace to handle this kind of book. There will be death, suffering, and stuff that will remind you of the current day which can be too much for some readers.

The first thing I enjoyed quite a lot about this story was the amount of description given for all the elements within the story, always getting a real clear image what things look like in their world. The harsh winds, dirt lining the windows outside, it brought you deep into the world and left you there to sit on the possibility of that becoming our world.

This book has a very slow start, if you came into the book expecting to be hooked, you might find yourself waiting. The romance between the main characters, Zilv and Robert felt, daydreamish and childish. Much like two teenagers gushing over each other, and while I am sure that many people have a relationship like it, it just felt like we walked into something really private.

There was points where things were redundant and said multiple times, like the story about Robert not seeing flowers since he was eight and Zilv's mother having a flower shop. Which gave a feeling as if maybe this wasn't read very thoroughly by beta-readers, or simply not noticed.

I found myself wishing for a more confident main character or wishing he was a bit more dimensional with his feelings and wants. Often times he just fell into survival mode, which did a genuine disservice to his character even before the book got very far in, I didn't know who he was. What kind of hobbies he had outside the work he was doing for money. This may also be in relation to the amount of timeskips in this book, every chapter being a timeskip in some manner. It made things feel like an episodic tv show rather than a book.

Lastly I want to bring up that there was too much going on, the civil war and international war alongside the plague made this book overwhelming to comprehend everything going on and disconnected the reader.

I am sure that there are a lot of people who would love this book, and can follow it much easier than me. William was a nice breath of fresh air to the more passive Robert and Zilv, pushing them into better or worse situations. I would definitely love to read more about William's adventures.