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eetree 's review for:
True Crime
by Samantha Kolesnik
i'm not entirely sure what it says about to me to admit the fact that i related to suzy on so many levels. not just the abuse part, but goddamn that feeling where you feel like you are a monster and nobody around you recognizes it.
i'm not saying that i'm an actual monster but it's so frustrating when you have negative thoughts and everybody around you is just like wow you're so sweet. and you are like bitch i am an onion with lots of layers. don't underestimate me. it's this weird thing where you want to be recognized for the darkness inside of you because it's the part that feels victorious and feels like it belongs to you.
oh gosh it's also kind of like how you have all of these people around you that are doing these horrific things and your whole life you can't really understand why people are that way. but then like maybe you do a bad thing too and you get this power you never knew you had. or even just a bad thought feels like you're taking some of your life back.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
what a strange thing.
anyway.
i'm not saying that i'm an actual monster but it's so frustrating when you have negative thoughts and everybody around you is just like wow you're so sweet. and you are like bitch i am an onion with lots of layers. don't underestimate me. it's this weird thing where you want to be recognized for the darkness inside of you because it's the part that feels victorious and feels like it belongs to you.
oh gosh it's also kind of like how you have all of these people around you that are doing these horrific things and your whole life you can't really understand why people are that way. but then like maybe you do a bad thing too and you get this power you never knew you had. or even just a bad thought feels like you're taking some of your life back.
I don't know if that makes any sense.
what a strange thing.
anyway.