A review by starfleckedsoul
Turtles All the Way Down by John Green

5.0

"Your life is a story told about you, not one that you tell."

Okay, no more zigzags. I do understand that the main plot being Aza Holmes trying to survive her inner demons while trying to find a corrupt billionaire with her best friend is sort of pointless and ugly. And yes, I do agree that Aza's life story would've been stronger without her and Daisy poking into some detective business. HOWEVER, I still love the book. Maybe I'm that kind of person who falls for the writing more than for the plot. Anyways, I love this book. I really do. It was like watching someone on another side, not realizing that that someone is me. I don't have OCD, and I hope whoever out there that has it is surviving, but I do understand how it's like to be in that ever tightening gyre–spiral. John Green has captured anxiety into a language that I understand and for me, that's enough. Also, the characters are incredible. Aza is just too me– sometimes I hate her, sometimes I don't– but either way, hers is a compelling character whom I will always cherish. Daisy, on the other hand... She's just so vocal and confident that I can literally hear her in my head. If Aza's in this spiral, I feel like Daisy's that steady bright light across the tunnel. I love her. And Davis, damn. His imagination is something I'd love to wander into. And he's a great guy, we can't deny that. All in all, this novel gets four stars. Would've gotten five if it weren't for Pickett Sr. going missing. Lots of love, xxx.