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A review by miabdour
Special Delivery by Heidi Cullinan
5.0
Heidi Cullinan you’ve gone and wrecked me.
Special Delivery is a conundrum. At first I was convinced this was a literary erotica, writing that rivals the work of Anais Nin and Henry Miller. This is partly true, but Special Delivery is so much more than a story about sex that will rattle you to your very core.
The story of Sam Keller ( 21 year old, nursing student) and Mitch Tedsoe ( 33 year old, trucker) unfolds during a 10 day ride from Middleton, Iowa to Vegas in a long-haul truck.
For Sam this is an opportunity to escape his life in Iowa and explore the sexual fantasies that have riddled him with guilt. Mitch being on a similar sexual wave length and experience to boot takes Sam on a ride neither will forget.
“ Because it felt so good to have you watch.
Because it was so dirty and awful to do all that with a stranger.
Because it was hot and it was wonderful, and it’s everything I’ve always been afraid to be.
It’s difficult for me to believe someone actually wants to see me that way”
Cullinan will take you on a vivid adventure of the grand canyon, Navajo Nation, Vegas…
“ The rocks opened before him in layers of more colors than he could count or name, a whole world…”
There are so many twists and turns to Mitch’s character you’ll find yourself torn and confused.
“ I’m not a real nice guy, Sam. Not usually. I’m gruff, and I’m rough, and I don’t have many friends… The only time I’m charming is when I want a job or want to fuck somebody, and even then I think it’s probably a dubious claim”
Randy will enter into the fold, a character that will mess with the MC’s and your own mind until you do not know which way is up and which way is down. Even after everything Sam and Mitch will put you through, Randy will unnerve you, anger you, disgust you and twist you up until you’re convinced the knots will never unravel.
Heidi Cullinan is a special kind of writer. One that tackles different dynamics in each of her work and goes at it with some serious dedication to deliver it stripped, bare and unapologetic. My comfort level was shoved and wrecked in this book. I recommend being mentally prepared for some dark erotic scenes. Personally I was torn between finding them hot and feeling depraved. However, Cullinan will not disappoint. Her talents at describing sexual scenes cannot be rivaled, she moves and twists body parts until you’ll feel like you’re sitting in the same room, you as the voyeur of the scene before you.
Though I felt like I went through the wringer, the level of relief I felt in the end was a fully body experience. There is such a personal growth with both MC's and a sense of peace that blankets the story. The HEA is like a balm soothing all the trauma Cullinan has inflicted.
This story isn’t for everyone, but if you’re up for a wrecking you’ll never forget… well, I highly recommend Special Delivery.
Special Delivery is a conundrum. At first I was convinced this was a literary erotica, writing that rivals the work of Anais Nin and Henry Miller. This is partly true, but Special Delivery is so much more than a story about sex that will rattle you to your very core.
The story of Sam Keller ( 21 year old, nursing student) and Mitch Tedsoe ( 33 year old, trucker) unfolds during a 10 day ride from Middleton, Iowa to Vegas in a long-haul truck.
For Sam this is an opportunity to escape his life in Iowa and explore the sexual fantasies that have riddled him with guilt. Mitch being on a similar sexual wave length and experience to boot takes Sam on a ride neither will forget.
“ Because it felt so good to have you watch.
Because it was so dirty and awful to do all that with a stranger.
Because it was hot and it was wonderful, and it’s everything I’ve always been afraid to be.
It’s difficult for me to believe someone actually wants to see me that way”
Cullinan will take you on a vivid adventure of the grand canyon, Navajo Nation, Vegas…
“ The rocks opened before him in layers of more colors than he could count or name, a whole world…”
There are so many twists and turns to Mitch’s character you’ll find yourself torn and confused.
“ I’m not a real nice guy, Sam. Not usually. I’m gruff, and I’m rough, and I don’t have many friends… The only time I’m charming is when I want a job or want to fuck somebody, and even then I think it’s probably a dubious claim”
Randy will enter into the fold, a character that will mess with the MC’s and your own mind until you do not know which way is up and which way is down. Even after everything Sam and Mitch will put you through, Randy will unnerve you, anger you, disgust you and twist you up until you’re convinced the knots will never unravel.
Heidi Cullinan is a special kind of writer. One that tackles different dynamics in each of her work and goes at it with some serious dedication to deliver it stripped, bare and unapologetic. My comfort level was shoved and wrecked in this book. I recommend being mentally prepared for some dark erotic scenes. Personally I was torn between finding them hot and feeling depraved. However, Cullinan will not disappoint. Her talents at describing sexual scenes cannot be rivaled, she moves and twists body parts until you’ll feel like you’re sitting in the same room, you as the voyeur of the scene before you.
Though I felt like I went through the wringer, the level of relief I felt in the end was a fully body experience. There is such a personal growth with both MC's and a sense of peace that blankets the story. The HEA is like a balm soothing all the trauma Cullinan has inflicted.
This story isn’t for everyone, but if you’re up for a wrecking you’ll never forget… well, I highly recommend Special Delivery.