ikovski 's review for:

Siyah Damar by Tarryn Fisher, Merve Altıparmak
5.0

güncelleme: yine bir book slump yaşıyordum, leydilere sordum. halime önerdi önce, sonra hülya fırsatı kaçırmadı ve o da yalnızca ona ait olan bir heyecanla önerdi. kitap, biriciğim hülya ablanın bana "bunu okursun, bunu da okursun" diye diye koca bir koli yolladığı kitaplar arasındaydı. e ben de çıkarttım koliden kitabı, okudum.
ve işte paramparçayım.

“Because you are.”
.
I'm dying.

before everything, it was not a mindfuck for me. i wrote so many things that u can see at my updates for this book, i said the truth before reading half but i kept guessing maybe hoping... im telling this it's not a mindfuck,

B
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IT FUCKED MY MIND.

IT WAS

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I dont wanna talk about how fiction was great, how both character was great, even details of the place and objects and other stuffs was great. I dont wanna give spoilers either. JUST READ.

AND I read this book about "four and a half hours" while swimming in tears. read this.

sorry but even if i dont mind and pass everything, im taking this book for personal shits. and im not sorry.
I never called my self "insane" but i was "sick", im "still" sick but not as much as than before.
and WHEN I was, there was no Isaac Asterholder to give me Florence Welch. I found her songs by myself while i'd locked my own body in my room for days.

and for these shit too, I think I just loved because of Isaac.

I
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A
A
C

he is like a quiet tirades.

AND WITH ALL MY HEART i hate him for keeping away from her after restraining order as i hate actually happy ever after as i hate sad ever after too.

“You’re loved. I love you. From the moment you ran out of the woods, I’ve loved you.”
xoxo
iko