A review by aecidyk
Mockingjay by Suzanne Collins

5.0

a masterpiece. writing this review after i just cried my eyes out. i have no more words.

my favorite quotes/moments.

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Positioned on my dresser, that white-as-snow rose is a personal message to me. It speaks of unfinished business. It whispers, I can find you. I can reach you. Perhaps I am watching you now.

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But I don’t know what to tell him about the aftermath of killing a person. About how they never leave you.

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“Fire is catching!” I am shouting now, determined that he will not miss a word. “And if we burn, you burn with us!”

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Not only does he hate me and want to kill me, he no longer believes I’m human. It was less painful being strangled.

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I am Cinna’s bird, ignited, flying frantically to escape something inescapable. The feathers of flame that grow from my body. Beating my wings only fans the blaze. I consume myself, but to no end.

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Trapped for days, years, centuries maybe. Dead, but not allowed to die. Alive, but as good as dead. So alone that anyone, anything no matter how loathsome would be welcome.

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Gradually, I’m forced to accept who I am. A badly burned girl with no wings. With no fire. And no sister.

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My name is Katniss Everdeen. Why am I not dead? I should be dead. It would be best for everyone if I were dead….

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“It was the waste of a trip. She’s not here,” I tell him. Buttercup hisses again. “She’s not here. You can hiss all you like. You won’t find Prim.” At her name, he perks up. Raises his flattened ears. Begins to meow hopefully. “Get out!” He dodges the pillow I throw at him. “Go away! There’s nothing left for you here!” I start to shake, furious with him. “She’s not coming back! She’s never ever coming back here again!” I grab another pillow and get to my feet to improve my aim. Out of nowhere, the tears begin to pour down my cheeks. “She’s dead.” I clutch my middle to dull the pain. Sink down on my heels, rocking the pillow, crying. “She’s dead, you stupid cat. She’s dead.”

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On the night I feel that thing again, the hunger that overtook me on the beach, I know this would have happened anyway. That what I need to survive is not Gale’s fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire myself. What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruction. The promise that life can go on, no matter how bad our losses. That it can be good again. And only Peeta can give me that.