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The Fact of a Body: A Murder and a Memoir by Alexandria Marzano-Lesnevich

challenging dark sad slow-paced

5.0

⚠️ TW/CW: Child Sexual Abuse, Murder⚠️
 
The Fact of a Body: A Murder and a Memoir by Alexandria Marzano-Lesnevich (2017)
 
"The past already has its hold on me. There’s nothing to do but face it." What a difficult and necessary book to read. This nonfiction book follows two paths. One written by the author, Alex, who was molested as a child by her grandfather and then grows up to work for a law firm that defends a child molester and murderer, Ricky Langley. The other part of this book follows Ricky Langley and the terrible day in which he took the life of a six year old boy, Jeremy in Louisiana. And Langley's struggle with controlling his urges, trying to seek help in prison, in mental health clinics and doctors, and ultimately going back to his old ways. 
 
Child abuse will and is hard to read about but I found this book so cathartic to read from the author's perspective. I knew what the after effects of child abuse could have on an adult but I had no idea to what extent. This trauma as a child can effect not only future relationships but your education, your world views, and careers. For so long I was so angry at the parents who knew of this abuse by the grandfather and as lawyers, did nothing about it. It was buried deep into their minds so much so that only the author was the one to act on the memories. Reading about Langley and his childhood and terrible acts were difficult also to read. But it was so scary to see how this murder could have been prevented at so many points! Langley with the right resources and support might have turned his life around and the death of Jeremy could have been prevented.
 
This book also helped me to see how molestation can affect not just families, but communities, laws, memories, neighborhoods, and mental and physical health. So go into this book knowing it is hard to read but do not turn away from it because it is important to understand the lengths trauma can reach.
 
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