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If This Gets Out by Sophie Gonzales, Cale Dietrich
emotional
funny
medium-paced
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
3.5
The thing about your dreams coming true is that, for a gold-spun moment, you catch a glimpse of what life could be like. Then when you lose it, and you crash back to reality, it’s from such a great height, all you can do is lie there, winded and bruised, while you come to terms with the idea that a happiness like that isn’t meant for you.
Representation: gay main character, bisexual main character, mixed-race main character, Asian main character, queer side characters
This book may be YA, but it gets DARK at certain moments, as is clear by the abundance of trigger warnings. Although, if none of these topics is too difficult for you to get through, I think the heart-warming moments are very worth the heart-breaking ones. There were paragraphs in this book that brought me close to tears and some that made me laugh out loud, some it is definitely an emotional rollercoaster.
This book alternates between two perspectives: Ruben Montez (written by Sophie Gonzales) and Zach Knight (written by Cale Dietrich) as the two boys struggle through their personal and shared problems. They make up half of the popular boy band called Saturday and, although their lives may appear perfect from the outside, that could not be further from the truth. Ruben feels suffocated by his abusive mother and his inability to come out publicly, while also struggling to hide his feelings for a fellow band member; Zach is discovering new things about himself that he refuses to acknowledge and is realising that he may never be allowed to pursue his true passion, which is song-writing. But when everything seems to start crashing down around them and their friendship becomes something more, will they be able to take back control over their own lives and decisions?
I really enjoyed the way the two authors had very different voices, which made the perspectives easier to distinguish, and I thought all four boys were really well-developed - they were loveable, complex and very flawed. There were some moments that made me cringe slightly, like the descriptions of their fans and how omniscient they seemed to be (they seemed more like some magical entity rather than actual human beings sometimes), but all in all "If This Gets Out" is just a really good time and I can definitely recommend it for a quick read!
Representation: gay main character, bisexual main character, mixed-race main character, Asian main character, queer side characters
This book may be YA, but it gets DARK at certain moments, as is clear by the abundance of trigger warnings. Although, if none of these topics is too difficult for you to get through, I think the heart-warming moments are very worth the heart-breaking ones. There were paragraphs in this book that brought me close to tears and some that made me laugh out loud, some it is definitely an emotional rollercoaster.
This book alternates between two perspectives: Ruben Montez (written by Sophie Gonzales) and Zach Knight (written by Cale Dietrich) as the two boys struggle through their personal and shared problems. They make up half of the popular boy band called Saturday and, although their lives may appear perfect from the outside, that could not be further from the truth. Ruben feels suffocated by his abusive mother and his inability to come out publicly, while also struggling to hide his feelings for a fellow band member; Zach is discovering new things about himself that he refuses to acknowledge and is realising that he may never be allowed to pursue his true passion, which is song-writing. But when everything seems to start crashing down around them and their friendship becomes something more, will they be able to take back control over their own lives and decisions?
I really enjoyed the way the two authors had very different voices, which made the perspectives easier to distinguish, and I thought all four boys were really well-developed - they were loveable, complex and very flawed. There were some moments that made me cringe slightly, like the descriptions of their fans and how omniscient they seemed to be (they seemed more like some magical entity rather than actual human beings sometimes), but all in all "If This Gets Out" is just a really good time and I can definitely recommend it for a quick read!
Content Warnings
Graphic: Alcohol, Toxic relationship, Drug abuse, Car accident, and Emotional abuse
Moderate: Biphobia and Homophobia
Minor: Racism and Sexual content