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Horse Barbie by Geena Rocero
challenging
emotional
funny
hopeful
informative
inspiring
reflective
tense
fast-paced
5.0
It's always hard to rate memoirs because it is someone's personal experience and how do you really judge one's life? That said, Horse Barbie made it easy for me. This memoir follows Geena Rocero through her years as a Trans Beauty Pageant Queen in the Philippines through her experiences modeling in the United States. This was emotional, informative, and quite interesting. Really, it has a bit of everything that you'd want in a memoir.
I will say that there were some moments in this book that were very hard to read, but they are meant to be that way. When Geena is trapped into hiding her identity by the fear of losing her career, it feels like a gut punch. You want her to be able to be open and honest about who she is, but you also understand the risks that come with that honesty. Its heartbreaking and frustrating.
I also really loved the way that this book compared perspectives on Trans people in The Philippines versus in the United States. It was interesting that in The Philippines there was no legal recourse for gender or identity changes, but generally there is social acceptance where as in the US, there is legal recognition, but existing comes with the potential of physical danger, loss of jobs, and discrimination. We often think of the US as quite progressive, but this really highlighted how in a lot of ways we're still quite far behind.
And I loved the representation of Filipino culture in this book too. I grew up in a predominantly Filipino neighborhood in the States, so for me elements of this book reminded me a bit of home. In particular, I love the discussion of the role of Catholicism alongside Trans acceptance culturally. The discussion of beauty pageants as a national sport was also amusing/interesting.
All in all, if you want a look inside the world of modeling and pageantry, deep understanding of one individual Trans experience, and a bit of Filipino culture, you'll likely find this book enjoyable. Rocero is an excellent speaker and storyteller and her voice makes this a very enjoyable memoir.
*Thank you to Netgalley, Geena Rocero, and Random House for the E-ARC of this book. Reception of an ARC in no way affects the objectivity of my review.
I will say that there were some moments in this book that were very hard to read, but they are meant to be that way. When Geena is trapped into hiding her identity by the fear of losing her career, it feels like a gut punch. You want her to be able to be open and honest about who she is, but you also understand the risks that come with that honesty. Its heartbreaking and frustrating.
I also really loved the way that this book compared perspectives on Trans people in The Philippines versus in the United States. It was interesting that in The Philippines there was no legal recourse for gender or identity changes, but generally there is social acceptance where as in the US, there is legal recognition, but existing comes with the potential of physical danger, loss of jobs, and discrimination. We often think of the US as quite progressive, but this really highlighted how in a lot of ways we're still quite far behind.
And I loved the representation of Filipino culture in this book too. I grew up in a predominantly Filipino neighborhood in the States, so for me elements of this book reminded me a bit of home. In particular, I love the discussion of the role of Catholicism alongside Trans acceptance culturally. The discussion of beauty pageants as a national sport was also amusing/interesting.
All in all, if you want a look inside the world of modeling and pageantry, deep understanding of one individual Trans experience, and a bit of Filipino culture, you'll likely find this book enjoyable. Rocero is an excellent speaker and storyteller and her voice makes this a very enjoyable memoir.
*Thank you to Netgalley, Geena Rocero, and Random House for the E-ARC of this book. Reception of an ARC in no way affects the objectivity of my review.
Content Warnings
Graphic: Panic attacks/disorders, Transphobia, Dysphoria, Sexual content, and Medical trauma
Additional Trigger Warning: Not sure exactly how to phrase this, but a large portion of this book deals with Rocero having to hide her Trans identity.