A review by loverofromance
Ashes of You by Catherine Cowles

adventurous challenging emotional funny hopeful mysterious reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

5.0

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Book Evaluation:
Plot: ๐ŸŽž๏ธ๐ŸŽž๏ธ๐ŸŽž๏ธ๐ŸŽž๏ธ๐ŸŽž๏ธ
World Building:๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒŽ๐ŸŒŽ
Cover:๐Ÿ“”๐Ÿ“”๐Ÿ“”๐Ÿ“”๐Ÿ“”
Hero: ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿป๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿป
Heroine:๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
Intimacy Level: ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
Relationship Building: ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ’’
Heart & Feels:๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’ž
Witty/Banter/Reaction of Laughter: ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚
Page Turner Level:๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ“–
Narration:๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽง๐ŸŽง
Ending:๐Ÿงง๐Ÿงง๐Ÿงง๐Ÿงง๐Ÿงง
Overall View: โœจโœจโœจโœจโœจโœจ


First Impressions
Ashes of You is the last book of the โ€œLost & Foundโ€ series with characters hinted at for the next upcoming series. I was feeling so melancholy knowing that this would be the last of the series but also terrified that Lawsonโ€™s book wouldnโ€™t live up to expectation because I have been madly in love with his character and his adorable boys since book one. So going into this one I was so nervous for, because its also the last book but also because Lawson and his boys are characters that deserve the best happiness after the struggles they have had. Ashes of You is the most poignant beautiful masterpieces that this author has ever created. Ashes of You is a breathtaking book that blew my mind. I didnโ€™t know what to expect because lately single dad/nanny books just havenโ€™t worked for me. But I can tell you this book knocked my socks off. It was tender and sweet and packed with so much deep emotion that I can guarantee that you wonโ€™t get enough of it.


First Line
Keep Moving. Keep Moving. Keep Moving.

Summary
Lawson and his brothers found Hallie lost in the woods with apparent trauma, and now its been five years. Hallie and Lawson have never forgotten each other. But Hallie is back in town, learning to cope with the trauma of being kidnapped and tortured and being the only survivor of a serial killer. When there is an opening to be the nanny for Lawsonโ€™s three sons, Lawson and Hallie find a way to make it work for all parties involved. Hallie is still struggling with anxiety and learning to accept the changes that are part of her life, while at the same time dealing with the complex family dynamics with Lawson and his sons. There is some powerful chemistry that is building between Lawson and Hallie, and their story resonates deeply. But Hallie is also discovering the strength in each of his sons and learning to connect with them and bringing them out of the shadows and into the light. As they learn to connect with each other, they become a family where they least expect itโ€ฆ.but there is a danger unforseen that could tear their foundation apartโ€ฆ


What I Loved
Ashes Of You is a book that BLEW my heart and soul out of the water! Honestly, I am speechless in how I am going to be able to adequately convey this story and how well its written. This story resonated with me so deeply and FINALLY a nanny heroine I can actually love. (lately a lot of nanny romances, the heroine has been sarcastic and sassy and just very unlikeable) so it was so refreshing to have a nanny heroine that was softer and feminine and has such a kind heart. But she is so strong, and what I really was drawn to the most was the inner strength Hallie has, and it reflects so strongly in other aspects of the story. The connection that she builds with each of the sons is so captivating. They each have different journeys and distinct personalities and she responds to them in such a way that is so precious. Her patience with them is well captured and I just admired Hallie so much. Definitely one of the BEST heroines I have read in a long while. Then we have Lawson, who is a working dad but trying to get balance with his sons and building something special with Hallie. Lawson is having to learn to trust in himself again so he can trust Hallie. Its not easy for him because he was treated so poorly in the past and once everything comes to light, you have such understanding for the struggle that the hero is having to face with his feelings growing for Hallie and the connection she is building with his sons. There is such a level of respect between Lawson and Hallie that is so healthy in their relationship. In fact, it was one of my favorite aspects to this story. Respect is so vital in a relationship and loved seeing it being represented. The emotion in this book is very heartfelt. You will feel the struggle that these characters go through, but more than that you see their growth and journey together and finding different ways to heal and become more empowered in such a precious way that felt so relatable.


What I Struggled With
Nothing. LOL This book worked for me in every way.


Narration
These two CAPTURED this book perfectly! Honestly, if you love audiobooks, please do this one in Audio. You wonโ€™t regret it. They really reflected the emotion just right and built the dynamics of the relationships involved in a way that resonates on a deep level.


Overall View
Ashes Of You is a romance that will resonate deeply. Its a story of seeing the power of healing and love in a manner that will sing deeply to the heart and soul of the reader. A TRULY MAGNETIC TALE TO MELT YOU FROM HEAD TO TOE!


Favorite Quote(s)
โ€œItโ€™s you, Blue. Youโ€™re the one who brought me out of the ashes. Itโ€™s always been you.โ€

โ€œCanโ€™t imagine doing life without you. Not now. Hallie, youโ€™ve ruined me. But Iโ€™d burn myself to ash over and over if it meant getting you in the end.โ€

I wrapped my arms around his waist, my fingers fisting in his uniform shirt. But I didnโ€™t say anything. Whispers of apologies didnโ€™t come close to being enough. โ€œNeed to know youโ€™re safe. Feel you breathing.โ€ My heart broke for this strong, beautiful man with the best heart. โ€œIโ€™m right here, Blue. Iโ€™m right here.โ€

โ€œWe all have scars. Things that we think might make us weak. But, in reality, theyโ€™re usually the source of our strength.โ€

โ€œHallie, youโ€™re the most stunning woman Iโ€™ve ever laid eyes on. Your kindness and empathy only make you more beautiful. But your bravery? It steals my breath.โ€

โ€œYour eyes. I thought I could drown in all that blue, but it would be okay because there was only goodness there. Safety. Peace.โ€

Book Details (also in my shelves)
Sub Genre: Contemporary Romance, Romantic Suspense
Character Types: Feminine Heroine, Book Boyfriend, Scarred Heroine, Single Dad, Nanny Heroine
Themes: Small Town, Tear Jerker, Kids/Teens, Danger/Suspense, Heart/Touching
Tropes: Slow Burn, Forced Proximity

Book Perspective
Duo POV

Relationship Conflict vs Plot Conflict
A Mix

If you like these authors, I recommend This Book
Jennifer Ryan
Carolyn Brown

Song This Book Inspires
Home by Matthew Hall

Recommendation For Reading Order
Yes I do think to get the most out of it to read in order, especially for this one. But you can read as a standalone if needed.

Steam/Spice Explanations

Warmin' by the fire- a medium level of sexual tension, a balance of sexual and emotional intimacy, lighter on the details in the sexual moments.


Narrators:
Ava Erickson, Sebastian York