A review by mindsplinters
To Gaze Upon Wicked Gods by Molly X. Chang

challenging emotional medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.0

Thanks to NetGalley and Ballantine for an Advanced Reader Copy - pub date 4/16/2024. Just going to get it out of the way here - This is one of the prettiest darn covers I have seen in a long time.  It is absolutely breath-taking.  Now for the story... Heroes die, cowards live.  It's one heck of a power statement to build a story on and to set in front of a character.  For one thing, it drives home that this is not going to be a standard Hero's Journey and you can expect a lot of grey shades.  The core of this book, of the story Chang offers, is not an easy or even a palatable one at times and, for that, it is strong.  Wars (even fantasy wars) are not neat and tidy.  Rarely do you have a side that is purely good and one that is purely evil.  Fantasy might work like that but not reality and so this book bridges the gap a bit more than most.  You have the grit and the grime and the misery, the collaborators and the oppressed and the oppressors.  

Even our main character Ruying is a wavering bundle of human wants and needs.  Actually, strike that.  There is no "even" about it.  More than most other characters in the book, Ruying shows the hard choices and compromises that a person might need to make in an oppressed nation.  The survival of her sister and grandmother comes first, full stop.  She herself is low on the totem pole of People To Protect.  In fact, her deeply seated self-value issues put her lower than just about everyone.  When your Gift is Death, though, and your mom died giving birth to you and your addict dad blamed you... I suppose it's easy to see how her ego is rock bottom.  Equally as easy to see how she can react so well to the slightest bit of respect or praise.  (Of course, that does not mean her reaction to a certain someone is HEALTHY.)

The best parts of this book are the descriptions - lush and graphic and powerful - and the growing moral questions and ambiguity.  Chang makes it hard to know what the "right path" is and you are right there with Ruying in trying to decide how best to navigate the dangerous world.  So many of the choices are no-win, an emotional gut-punch of damned if you do but damned if you don't.  Very much like I imagine living in a land under the thumb of another would be.

However, working against these high points, you have a very slow start.  Pacing was a weakness of the book, especially in the first half, and I felt like I was constantly revisiting the litany of "Romans are evil and vicious and hateful" and "I am cursed" and such.  The second half picks up but then the last 50 pages are a race to the end combined with a sudden science infodump.  Very odd.  

Two other more personal points.  I had to deal with a rather violent dislike/distaste for Ruying's sister but that might be a Me Thing.  Also the sudden chapter from Antony's POV was a very odd stylistic choice.  After 43 chapters of Ruying's POV, a short 2-3 pages of Antony was more than a little jarring.  

All in all, I look forward to reading the second book to see what happens and who betrays who... Because it is definitely going to get worse before it gets better for Ruying.  I also am willing to bet that the pacing issues and repetitiveness that interrupted my total enjoyment of this first book will be resolved since the world will be fully fleshed out already.

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