A review by cassie7e
Motherthing by Ainslie Hogarth

dark tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Dark and obsessive and disturbing.

An exercise in intrusive and spiralling thoughts; the prose crisp, visceral, and lyrical in a way that's both beautiful and repulsive.
Many verbs so clear and evocative yet unusual as if it's part of staccato poetry- examples: 
"Hook a smile"
"[the dog began to] bark fog on the window"
"Cup darkness around my eyes"

Abby's lack of sense of self and need for external construction of it are heartaching; she doesn't seem in love so much as obsessed and, as she says so often, "nothing" outside the context of relationship. She sees people as symbolic, as roles and values, not individual personalities, and that includes herself.

"You have to be real for a man to love you" her mom says - instead of this meaning men love women who are already real, Abby (and maybe her mom too?) believe that a man's love MAKES you real. Proves you're real.

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