A review by oceanebooks
Lie With Me by Philippe Besson

adventurous challenging dark emotional reflective sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

I really didn't expect to almost cry just by reading these 140 pages...
This book definitely reached all my expectations. It was stunning, and gripping and so, so sad and almost tragic in a way. The language wasn't poetic, it was short and "plain", no metaphors, no excessive talking about feelings or details about this and that. And that was fine, like I honestly didn't think I'd like it as much as I did in that aspect. It was different from what I usually love - poetic words that come together and form a stream, a river of emotions and thoughts and actions and all those things in between. But in this case, it really suited the story. I do wish the author had expanded the love story a bit more and show how Thomas also really falls in love with Philippe (because at least to me he really is). I'm also not entirely sure how much of reality and real experiences played into the writing into this book, as I heard and read some things. Looking at the ending I hope it's not too many...
Though the language was, as I said, plain, there were some really beautiful passages and sentences.
examples: "All of a sudden I see a sort of admiration return to his face, but it's painful admiration; what he likes about me is also what keeps me seperate from him."
"I just wanted to write to tell you that I have been happy during these months together, that I have never been so happy, and that I already know I will never be so happy again."

In my opinion the message of the book goes beyond "first love", one really gets to see the struggles many homosexual and queer people in general have when it comes not only to finding but also accepting and being accepted  in their identety. And how it can differ from person to person.
Also, I didn't expect that ending, like I really did not. And when I reached the last sentence, Philippe Besson had done a marvellous job: I'd just gone through a rollercoaster of emotions, was on the verge of tears and my heart was broken into tiny little pieces. If you want a story with a happy ending, go read another book, not this one. But who knew I'd enjoy getting crushed over and over again as much as I did? 100% recommend.

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