fynm 's review for:

The Survivor Wants To Die At The End by Adam Silvera

2.0

dark emotional tense medium-paced

Plot or Character Driven: A mix

Strong character development: Complicated

Loveable characters: No

Diverse cast of characters: Yes

Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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unfortunatly this book reads like a first draft of a fanfiction that noone bothered to edit and contains a lot of serious topics that are at times described in very triggering ways or in ways that feel like bad representation 
maybe it‘s a very personal story or a way to reflect for the author, but to me some parts seem almost harmful 

it was catchy enough for me to want to finish reading it though and it‘s fun to find all the little hints and references to other characters and events from the series
i‘m curious to see what the next book will be, especially with

that cliffhanger at the end

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Content Warnings

Graphic: Alcoholism, Bullying, Child abuse, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Infertility, Mental illness, Miscarriage, Panic attacks/disorders, Physical abuse, Self harm, Suicide, Toxic relationship, Blood, Medical content, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Murder, Pregnancy, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail