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4.5
adventurous dark emotional reflective medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

"[--] when you live long enough, even madness ends."
– Addie

This book took me on a journey with Addie! Her character development and relentless will for agency is inspiring. Addie has experienced a lot and learned more through her long life. Through it all, her one main characteristic is that she has a strong mind of her own, and she isn't willing to give it up no matter what.

As Addie begins her story, she is a girl with no agency in a time period where there is no strong agency to be had as a woman. Addie doesn't accept it, but instead finds her own path. She makes an unfortunate deal with a god no one should make deals with, and still she continuously refuses to yield to the end goal of their deal: her soul being given to the god. Instead, she pushes through all her struggles.

As a result for the deal, Addie has freedom over her own life but is unmemorable to everyone, and she can't leave any mark of herself behind. This brings up reflections on what it is to be a human, to belong, or to love. However, through the centuries, Addie learns the boundaries of her cursed existence and begins to look for ways of going around them.

Addie becomes a cunning and powerful woman with agency – a truly feminist bosslady of her own life. As per Addie's own metaphors, she goes from a ghost to a muse and a witch, when she learns that ideas are stronger than any other marks, and that she can leave ideas behind.

[--] the truth, that ideas are so much wilder than memories, that they long and look for ways of taking root.

As a standalone, the book is somewhat open-ended. Addie gets to
change the terms of her cursed deal, but the reader doesn't get to know if that change gave her the final upper hand
. This kind of ending suits Addie's relentless personality: even without a clear way to win, she still fights for herself. It seems like Addie isn't done trying to best the god she made a deal with even when all the odds have been against her. Above anything else (even love and recognizement), she is adamant on choosing to be her own person. She is a force to be reckoned with!

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