Main character (MC) mentions having 2 abortions. MC is a photographer who often assaults her subjects (sexually and physically) and takes photos/videos of them during/after. She also gaslights them and her friends when they express they were uncomfortable. MC mentions accidentally killing a subject, and the process of discarding the body. MC was in a sexual relationship with her teacher while in high school (pedophilia). MC mentions self-harm scars on her hips and how she got them. MC does drugs by herself and with friends throughout the novel, also drinks excessively, and talks about binging her food after eating carbs.