A review by annettebooksofhopeanddreams
Only a Monster by Vanessa Len

4.0

For authors it must be frustrating sometimes. All those posts on Twitter and they never actually know if they actually sell the book. Well, in this case I requested this book on Netgalley BECAUSE I saw an awesome graphic on Twitter. I think it was a retweet. And every word in that graphic screamed my name. All the tropes listed, every sentence used to describe this book, screamed my name. I'm therefore really thankful that Hodder & Stoughton granted me this arc.

I have to admit that I needed quite a few chapters to truly get into this story. However, it's so worth it to read through. With every page I turned the story got more exciting, thrilling and interesting. New characters were introduced, new families and powers were thrown into the game, new twists and turns were revealed. In some ways this book reminded me a little of Kerstin Gier's Gem Stone Trilogy, but this story focussed on the drama and didn't contain that much humor and much less romance.

And this story being mostly a more modern drama is what I loved most about it. Of course, there were quite some action scenes, it only took the book a few chapters to present us with a massacre, and yet this book was not so much about that action. All the action and the bloodshed was serving the characters, their emotional development and their growth. And it all leads to a heartbreakingly intense finale that will haunt me for days to come.

Because even though I needed a few chapters to truly click with the story, I really started caring about Joan. I think it's because usually in Fantasy settings the 16 year olds act older than their age. Mostly because circumstances forced them to grow up way too soon and way too fast. With Joan it's different. She's quite innocent and pure at the start of the story. She doesn't know anything about her family and the world she's a part of. And it makes her journey all the more amazing!

I can't wait to hold a physical copy of this book in my hands.