chrstnbrndtt 's review for:

Debt by Nina G. Jones

4.0

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"Fate is a cruel bitch, and when she sets her eyes on you, you cannot escape her plans."

I don't even know how I even started reading this. I have a faint heart; I stray away from very abusive kind of books as much as possible, but I was just so intrigued about this one that I had to read it. Now I want to cry. No, I'm actually in tears, at work, and smudging my eyeliner.

What the hell did I just read? Debt is the kind of book other people should've warn me about. No one's around to warn me though, so I read it anyway. Dark, twisted, crazy, dirty, disturbing, abusive; but it's also exhilarating, erotic, wild, euphoric - just like how Mia described Tax. I have so many feels right now I don't even know how I will move on from this one. It's hot- really hot- though sometimes dirty.

Who hires a rape prostitute just coz she's bored? Who plans to kill but eventually fucks that person? The complexity of this story was too much for me to handle. It's so fucked-up I feel.. I don't know..traumatized? But these fucked-upness, violence, revenge, vendetta - are fillers to make up a well written story. You'll hate Tax. You'll hate him that you won't easily understand where he's coming from; but a look to the past will make you see it. Those pasts made me cry really. It's sick. Really sick. That's why Mia's forgiving. She understands. I understand. But it still left me hanging even though it's like the perfect ending to a really fucked-up story..