1.0

Firstly, I really didn’t like the writingstyle. It felt too much like the narrator in tvshows, like gossip girl, where it was too self aware and all knowing and almost like looking back at this, whilest being in the present. It just didn’t read well for me. It also was timed weirdly.

But all that aside, lets talk about my real issue with this book. I read a lot of dark, and I do not have a lot of triggers or just stuff that makes me go nope. But, the MC raping the other MC, is one of them. And in this one, he repeatedly rapes her, a lot of the times whilest she is sleeping or passed out on meds.

I dont care if someone tries to tell ke that oh but she didnt hate it or she kinda liked it or was into it. Because as long as she has no way to tell him if he takes it too far and he does not care about her consent or emotional wellbeing, it is rape. Had this been kinkplay done right and safely for both parties, she would have had a way to say stop. But this being a bully trope, she obviously doesnt have that.

There is just no coming back from that.
And im not even talking about everything else the mmc does or allows to happen to the fmc and what happens to her in the end.