A review by saf_reads_b00k5
Girlcrush by Florence Given

adventurous dark reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.0

I recently read Florence Given's Women Living Deliciously, saw this in my library and thought "why not?"

In some ways I wish I hadn't bothered as it didn't deliver on what I was hoping and was promised it would be "a hot, dark story" that was layered in mystery until the truth finally comes out. 

I actually enjoyed the first half, it felt more grounded - though Eartha's boyfriend came across as an inflated and unbelievable caricature. Her first queer experiences are touching and I was so invested in seeing how those relationships developed as well as her relationship with her best friend Rose. 

But nope. The second half goes off the rails. And maybe that's the point? I read this in a frenzy and honestly felt I was going crazy myself as I couldn't put it down. I just NEEDED to know how things would turn out and I was desperate for Eartha to pull herself out of the hole she kept digging. 

When I saw I only had a few pages left and she was still deep, DEEP in that hole, I half expected the ending to be "and she woke up and it was all a dream" or that she'd actually been 'plugged in' to Wonderland for the whole experience. Either way, the actual ending was really unsatisfying (and what was with the directors cuts?! I didn't like them at all as they really pull you out of the story). 

Girl Crush also felt incredibly self-indulgent and biographical. I get the whole "write what you know" but having followed Florence on social for a while then parallels between Eartha as herself was just too blatant. 

I've also seen people conspire that she wrote this as an apology or explanation for the plagiarism allegations on her first book. But idk. 

Overall, I feel Florence tried to cram too much into this book - feminism, near future dystopia, queer coming out, cancel culture, social media addiction sexual trauma, anti-capitalism... And without the space to properly explore each of these, we're left with more questions and a bad taste in our mouths. 

Side note: but I liked Women Living Deliciously a lot more!