A review by betweentheshelves
Acting the Part by Z.R. Ellor

emotional reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.5

Lily Ashton found fame by playing Morgantha on the popular TV show, Galaxy Spark. She loves the show for the queer representation it has, but when she learns that the showrunners plan on killing off her on-screen love interest, she decides to do something about it. So, she arranges a fake dating scheme with her co-star in hopes to drum up support for their relationship.

Though Lily plays a queer girl on screen, she recently has starting struggling with her gender identity and whether the term "girl" really applies to her. Through her online gaming community, she's able to find her true identity. And if she's lucky, she maybe will even find love.

Thanks to NetGalley and HarperTeen for an advanced copy of this book to review! I was intrigued by the premise, but unfortunately the actual book fell a little flat. I think it's partially because there are a lot of characters and things going on in this book that it was difficult for the author to develop any one aspect of the story well.

Before reading this, I didn't know about the author's problematic comments about the lesbian community, but I unfortunately thing they also come out in this book. It's like the author thinks that there's just one way of being queer, and if you don't fit that mold, you can't be a part of that community. There's one moment where, after being dressed up in a gown for an event, the main character says "You can't see a trace of queer on me." While that may be true for Frey, implying that being dressed super feminine somehow makes you less queer is....not great. It's little moments like that peppered throughout the book that really made me inwardly cringe.

However, there is ace representation and I did appreciate the conversations about sex not proving your identity. Those are important in the context of the LGBTQ community, I just wish it hadn't sort of brought down other people who may identify as a part of that community.

All in all, there was potential, but much of this book fell flat. There's lots of other LGBTQ+ YA that I'd recommend instead.

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