A review by nickymaund
And The Stars Were Burning Brightly by Danielle Jawando

5.0

Audiobook reread (2022) -

The impact of this one doesn’t lessen on a reread - and the audiobook version adds to the impact as you listen to the voices of Nate, struggling to understand why his beloved older brother took his life, and Megan as she struggles to come to terms with the loss of her one true friend , which she chose to keep secret, and of course little snippets from Al himself. Given the subject matter, this one is packed full of difficult themes - so vulnerable readers beware.

Boy this one had me crying again. Jawando is great at giving the main characters in her story, who are young teens, such unique perspectives, and they’re all so real. Their stories are just heartbreaking - she really sheds a light on what life is like as a teen, school, peer pressure, social media, pressure they put on themselves…..the list goes on.

Our two narrators bring such innocence and vulnerability to their characters, but the very brief snippets you’re shown of Al are utterly heartbreaking. He’s such a beautiful soul.

I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again - recommended reading for any teen.

Ebook first read (2020) -

First off: reader caution. This book deals heavily with suicide (both the moments after and the effect on those bereaved by suicide), bullying, the effects of social media, body image and mental health.
This is a beautiful and heartbreaking read as Nathan is struggling to make sense as to why his apparently perfect big brother took his own life - in effect he needs someone to blame. He’s left with the unique type of grief that only those who are bereaved by suicide will experience - the anger, the guilt, the questions, the pain and the anguish. Each chapter, which alternates between Nathan and Megan’s viewpoint starts off with Al’s story and he truly is a beautiful person and the bullying that’s he’s subjected to is heartbreaking.

This is an emotionally hard read, but covers the pain some go through when trying desperately to be honest and true to yourself, but the ‘joys’ of peer pressure and fear prevent us from being our true selves, and also prevent us from seeking help. These are important messages - we shouldn’t feel afraid to seek out help when we need it and we shouldn’t feel ashamed to show our true selves. This is hard enough for an adult, damn near impossible for a teen.

Finally a powerful message from Danielle Jawando; “Please remember to always be kind, but, most importantly, know that you deserve to be here. It will get better, and it is never your fault, no matter how different you are. So speak up and seek help – there is no shame in admitting that you’re hurting. Like Al, you were born to live. You were born to shine. But, most of all, you were born to burn bright.”