This book is a masterpiece. It's real, grounded, and hilarious at times. Melissa Broder has done something truly rare with with book and I highly recommended reading it.
This was a book I went into with an intense nervousness due to my own struggles with eating disorders and my very recent recovery. I will flag that this book does list numbers ie. Weight, calories and eating disorder mannerisms and honestly it did trigger me and made some portions difficult to read. But I am glad I read it, never have I felt so seen so understood. Jeanette exposed eating disorder habits that i resonated with even with those that quite honestly make me embarrassed to this day because I never thought other people had ever resorted to them before. The struggles with a mother who endorsed her eating disorder and fixated on her body and it’s size also resonated with me. I appreciate her vulnerability with the anger and betrayal she so rightfully felt. It was cathartic to read this book and anything under a 5 would do a disservice.
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.25
This book is simply the story of a married police officer who is in love with another gay man in the 50’s. The peaks into their love is beautiful and the turbulence within the novel feels rooted in the reality of being LGBTQ+ during that time. While I had sympathy for Marion she is also infuriating at other times for reasons that will become clearer near the ending of the book. I do wish the story focused more on Patrick and Tom and less on Marion. I understood why her perspective is important but it should not have taken up so much of the story. But on the whole the story does move at a very slow pace but is beautifully written and is a good read for those who prefer books that focus on characters rather than plot (aka me).
This book is truly unreadable, the main character is an insufferable pick me girl who’s own self hatred leads her to judge everyone around her harshly. Truly I can not read this for my own sanity.