The thought that kept coming to me throughout was “how did this get past alpha/beta readers??” Followed quickly by “I cannot believe that if I hadn’t just invested my soul into 17 previous books to get to this point, I would have DNF’d it.” 😳
I am so disappointed in how many things I disliked in the series. Let’s make a spoiler-free list in no particular order:
1. Open plot points from HOSAB were just effectively dismissed and no actual meaningful resolution occurred. 2. Where the fuck was Fury and why was she not a bigger part of this? 3. 75 perspective changes inside of a single chapter with no indicator (especially bad in the audiobook format) this made an already 30 hour book take literal HOURS of extra time rewinding and listening again to try and figure out who did what and when it changed. 4. Dumbass characters making reckless stupid decisions. Sub point here: it really felt like in the early stages of TOG where people are young and reckless and immature but instead of them having the time and lived experiences over 8 books to grow and mature into the better version of themselves (which was 👌🏻) the entire “arc” occurs crammed into one book and feels thin/baseless/disingenuous. 5. I never thought I’d say an 800+ page book should have spread things out more but it should have been two separate books (á la Eos & ToD). There were just too many ambitious plot lines/characters/stories competing for page time and so instead of trimming some to fully flesh out the ones you keep or splitting into two books, they’re all sort of chaotic and rushed which makes the story feel disjointed and inauthentic. 6. Kind of related to 5, but SJM is famous for her character growth and well balanced storylines with beautiful relationships, but she just didn’t give herself the space to do that with this novel or really CC as a whole. 7. The crossover infodump. 8. SJMs famous “why didn’t you just tell her that in the first place.” 9. SO MUCH HEAD ST@BB1NG 10. Hunt/Bryce seem like a couple who should really just break up…. 😬 11. Bryce in general (weakest SJM FMC in terms of how well they’re written as leads). 12. Other main cast characters who aren’t even in this book. 13. Characters who only appear when SJM needs them for a plot function so they feel like tools and not people. 14. Questionable science “oh yeah, let’s just hold the _____ ____ open!” 😒 15. The rumbly in Baxian’s tummy that only hands can satisfy.
Now. A much shorter but MAY CONTAIN VAGUE SPOILERS list of what I loved:
1. Ruhn/Lidia - they got snubbed like Lorcan/Elide from more page time 2. Jessiba 3. The sprites 4. The message of unity 5. Patricide 6. ……it’s not a good sign that I ran out at 5 things?
Honestly, my thumbs are tired but if you want a more comprehensive and, frankly, hilarious review that is literally all the thoughts in my head too, here is another amazing GR reviewer’s thoughts: https://www.goodreads.com/review/show/4553540457
TLDR; didn’t DNF because I was stubborn but it tried to be too many things at once and so instead it was successful at nearly nothing. Very disappointed 😢 1.75⭐️
Graphic: Slavery, Emotional abuse, Genocide, Drug abuse, Child abuse, Gore, Fire/Fire injury, Child death, Torture, Sexual violence, Blood, Cannibalism, Kidnapping, Injury/Injury detail, Confinement, Addiction, Abandonment, Drug use, Death of parent, Death, Cursing, Murder, War, Violence, and Medical trauma
4.5 ⭐️ First, check every single trigger warning and make SURE this is what you want to read.
Then REVEL IN IT OH MY GOD. 🥵🥵🥵 I have never enjoyed playing in the mind of a psychopath more. This is my first Rina Kent book but now I need her whole backlog. Killian gives Glyndon courage and strength, and she gives him a focus and a tether to humanity. I loved them as a pair. 🖤❤️
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.0
This book was a SOLID four stars until it just…ended? We get no resolution to the emotional build up and I’m so disappointed by the ending. Quin was 100/10. But how the hell do you just end like that? 😤
KAWAAAAAAIIIIIIIII 😻 also, seriously laugh out loud funny moments. I want to know what the secret is that Itsuomi isn’t telling Yuki. There is SOMETHING going on.
Cute start to the series, the pacing is a little slow, but I have hope that the series will improve as I keep reading. Itsuomi is a hard to read character where at times he feels very aloof and at others he’s sweet/kind. Yuki is absolutely adorable. Seeing how the Mangaka depicts sign language in an illustrated format is fascinating. I’m hoping we will see even more movement illustrated as we go on.