Rich world building, queer cast of characters, people being outright terrible and weird. All stuff I love.
I got really into the world and all the parallels used to discuss themes of autonomy, control and isolation. The language was a bit of a stumbling block for me but I adapted to it.
I really enjoyed the first half, it's an interesting, morally dark concept but it should have been left there. The second half turned it into a very plain 'catch the bad guys' action and it fell off and got pretty boring.
the relationship between Rachel and Pete felt unnecessary, like it only happened because they were the two opposite sex protagonists. They should have kept the love platonic. Also the villian being the only character (to my knowledge) mentioned as queer didn't sit quite right.
Because I only enjoyed the first half I'm giving it the first half of 5 stars.
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Definitely want to get a physical copy, I listened to the whole book over the course of a shift and I think that was the best thing to do. It's one of those books you need to read in one sitting.
This is a classic weird girl book. I'm still not entirely sure what was going on beneath the plot.
Loved the Devotion to the northern accents and colloquialisms, it's nice to hear my own voice being represented. This book is complicated and i love that about it. It's hard not to read it through a feminist lens, Devon is given the ability to question her rights and privileges, we can see her perspective and tone shift each time she moves and gains more access to knowledge and understanding, eventually giving herself the vocabulary to criticise it.
I wish I got to see more of Salem though. I though she was largely forgotten about after Kai until her mention a the very end. It felt like a loose tie.
I felt so much more engaged in this book than any other romance I've read currently, representation was definitely the reason. It felt so nice to read a trans romance for once because we're taught so much that we're undeserving of love because of our bodies and over the years part of you starts to believe it.
I will admit i am clearly not the demographic for this book, This is marketed to teens and I it's written for them, emotionally driven, simple language and shorter chapters and it's a nice read.
all the mentions of Bengali culture, the good stuff, the bad stuff was all done brilliantly and very earnest, however the narrator of the audiobook was monotonous so all of the scenes felt the same tonally.
I think the audiobook I was reading was the American version, or edited for the American narrator because at one point narration mentions Irish autumn weather being a "chilly 37 degrees". Ireland uses Celsius and so does Bangladesh to my knowledge so hearing 37 degrees as being chilly confused me. 37 Celsius is heatwave level hot. I also think that the outing was too quickly forgiven, I don't think it really sunk in how dangerous being outed can be.
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
it is a really good book really, it was great for it's time... buut reading it today with the secular education i have and the knowledge of the satanic panic the scenes mentioning black mass, satanism and witchcraft just make me roll my eyes.
After also reading Michelle Remembers for grimoire research I can attest to the similarities.