loved loved loved. even writing this review feels weirdly meta and ironic after finishing it. i hate june hayward and the entire time i was hoping she got what was coming to her, yet felt so badly when it did. the way kuang was able to create such a detestable set of characters while still making them whole, vivid, and tangible will keep my head rolling for WEEKS.
there are certain things about this book that i really loved. i think sarah rose has an amazing ability to say something punching, vivid, and visceral. for me, this book lacked the umph i wanted from it. i struggled with the Believers aspect, it felt too "oh i'm so different", which, coming from a white main character, i immediately got my year of rest and relaxation vibes. is it the same? no. was i reading it almost as though it was satire? probably yes. i will say i liked the ending, it gives you what you want. i guess? maybe i'll reread? maybe i won't???
no you don't understand. i'm in love with this book. about 1/4 of the way in i knew i needed to read it again. and then again. this book has everything. EVERYTHING. melissa manages to take one thing and veer it in the opposite direction. oh you're crying? now you're laughing. oh you're scared? here's a wholesome, gorgeous, poetic moment. i wanted this story to be six hundred pages longer. i want this book etched into my headstone.
okay so the beginning had me pretty quickly but about halfway i was starting to teeter off. eventually i accepted the circumstances and tried to finish and i'm so glad i did- this book is all about unreliable narration and what actually happened versus perception. the end had me biting my nails and kicking my feet. highly recommend!
so funny, so raw, so real. jen does this thing where every single thing in her books are characters: the setting, objects, feelings. everything she writes has this strong presence and that's nothing but true in this book. while a quick read, it definitely gets super heavy at parts. i already want to reread it. i love jen beagin's brain.
incredible amazing so fun. jen beagin is HILARIOUS and this book was such a fun obsessive journey. it's amazing how she can make every single character (down to the animals) so specific, nuanced, and likable. what a journey. ahh!!
she's a master. she's incredible. i couldn't put this down. carmen is a titan and this work is something i wish i had picked up years ago. it is something i will constantly come back to. to have been able to break herself open and paint with her torment to create this absolute masterpiece is something i admire, worship, and hope to one day come close to achieving. an absolute must read (if you are in a healthy and stable place to receive it)
none of these stories are the same. they are all so incredibly different in tone and type of horror. in the beginning it's a bit more forthright, but as you continue to go on it begins to sneak up on you. by the last story you're waiting for it to creep up on you. bora chung is a master of storytelling and a weaver of terror. incredible!
SO !! FUCKING !! GOOD !! i read this in like four days and it is just incredible. i didn't know when i was rooting for her and when i wasn't but boy did i feel BAD for her. an incredibly gripping story about loss, grief, and how we cope with it all. so real so raw so so SO incredible