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All You Have To Do by Autumn Allen

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dark emotional hopeful informative inspiring medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

 Thank you Penguin for this ARC
I went into this book expecting history, and difficult racial experiences. I didn't expect such raw and empathic writing. Allen doesn't just tell you about what Kevin and Gibran are experiencing, her writing pulls you into the story right into their shoes. I've never read a book where the level at which the character is experiencing plot also has the reader experiencing everything to such perfect detail.
The story follows Kevin and Gibran, two young Black men in different time periods facing similar struggles. Kevin's POV leads up to the events of the Columbia University sit in, while Gibran tries to get his school to allow him and other Black students to attend the Million Man March. Both contend with racism, microaggressions, gaslighting, and pushback at the thought that racism is even happening in their schools.
I really love this book. It focuses on very real events of history that doesn't get taught in schools, and if it does it is with a glossy sheen. The relationship that Gibran has with his Mother is executed so well. She is someone who has lived through horrible events and has experienced a level of fear that Gibran hasn't yet. She just wants to protect her family, and has seen what activism has done to people like her brother. The frustration Gibran experiences with feeling like she doesn't understand or hear him, it just was so good. I also really liked the drawings through the book, again it just helped set the scene and visualize what is going on. I promise this isn't the gut wrenching book I fear I am making it sound like. There is so much hope in this, and support. The way Harlem comes together to support the protesters and bring them food, and how Gibran's friends and classmates just want to help him if he would only listen. The way family is so strong in this story and always supports the characters with love, even if they don't quite seem to understand (or like) what has them so passionate. The sense of community and togetherness makes every difficult scene worth reading.
Please make sure you check your trigger warnings before reading. Apart from the racism, the tension in scenes especially with police and protests had me on edge, and it will be difficult for a lot of people to read.
There are certain groups of people who like to think that racism and microaggressions are always loud and obvious, big events that lead to arguments. The reality is that it much more like a slow and steady drip of seemingly inconsequential events. Ignorant and passive aggressive actions actions that just build and build and poke and poke and prod and hurt until everything just builds up and the pressure explodes. And then it is all "why are you so defensive. We didn't mean it that way. " If you fight back you are the problem. Etc. Or you hold it inside of you and it eats away at your dignity and everything you are until you are composed of nothing but bitterness and rage.
This is the third book that I've read this year focusing on the BIPOC experience at predominantly white schools. They continue to be some of the most relatable, raw, and overall excellent books that I will never stop recommending.
I HIGHLY recommend this book, and I can't wait to read what Autumn Allen writes next.

 

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All You Have To Do by Autumn Allen

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challenging emotional hopeful informative inspiring medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Thank you Penguin for this ARC
I went into this book expecting history, and difficult racial experiences. I didn't expect such raw and empathic writing. Allen doesn't just tell you about what Kevin and Gibran are experiencing, her writing pulls you into the story right into their shoes. I've never read a book where the level at which the character is experiencing plot also has the reader experiencing everything to such perfect detail. 
The story follows Kevin and Gibran, two young Black men in different time periods facing similar struggles. Kevin's POV leads up to the events of the Columbia University sit in, while Gibran tries to get his school to allow him and other Black students to attend the Million Man March. Both contend with racism, microaggressions, gaslighting, and pushback at the thought that racism is even happening in their schools.
I really love this book. It focuses on very real events of history that doesn't get taught in schools, and if it does it is with a glossy sheen. The relationship that Gibran has with his Mother is executed so well. She is someone who has lived through horrible events and has experienced a level of fear that Gibran hasn't yet. She just wants to protect her family, and has seen what activism has done to people like her brother. The frustration Gibran experiences with feeling like she doesn't understand  or hear him, it just was so good. I also really liked the drawings through the book, again it just helped set the scene and visualize what is going on.  I promise this isn't the gut wrenching book I fear I am making it sound like. There is so much hope in this, and support. The way Harlem comes together to support the protesters and bring them food, and how Gibran's friends and classmates just want to help him if he would only listen. The way family is so strong in this story and always supports the characters with love, even if they don't quite seem to understand (or like) what has them so passionate. The sense of community and togetherness makes every difficult scene worth reading. 
Please make sure you check your trigger warnings before reading. Apart from the racism, the tension in scenes especially with police and protests had me on edge, and it will be difficult for a lot of people to read. 
There are certain groups of people who like to think that racism and microaggressions are always loud and obvious, big events that lead to arguments. The reality is that it much more like a slow and steady drip of seemingly inconsequential events.  Ignorant and passive aggressive actions actions that just build and build and poke and poke and prod and hurt until everything just builds up and the pressure explodes. And then it is all "why are you so defensive. We didn't mean it that way. " If you fight back you are the problem. Etc. Or you hold it inside of you and it eats away at your dignity and everything you are until you are composed of nothing but bitterness and rage.
This is the third book that I've read this year focusing on the BIPOC experience at predominantly white schools. They continue to be some of the most relatable, raw, and overall excellent books that I will never stop recommending.
I HIGHLY recommend this book, and I can't wait to read what Autumn Allen writes next. 

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Sing Me to Sleep by Gabi Burton

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adventurous dark medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Sing Me to Sleep is fantasy done right! Complex characters, an immersive world, and writing that makes you feel like you are right there in the pages.
The fantasy and magic elements are so interesting to read. Different species being confined to different areas of the city, and each of them having less and less rights as compared to the fae. The premise of a world that is so insulated and so set on teaching a certain narrative about who deserves to be in power was fantastically well done. There is a lot explored in this book, themes of prejudice, bystanders, and doing what you believe is right, no matter the cost. 
Saoirse is so morally grey and such a badass. I really loved how comfortable and confident in herself. She knows how to use her powers and doesn't care what happens. I think she has the highest kill count of any other books that I have read! (In a good way bestie, I promise) Using her beauty and the male gaze to easily hunt and kill is really cathartic. Fantasy books have a way of making fmc's either really pretty and useless, or really badass and uncomfortable in their femininity. Saoirse knows what assets she has, and uses them to her advantage to manipulate, lie, and survive. Her ability to "taste" emotions is one of my favorite powers of hers. Burton excels at writing imagery so vivid it feels like you are "tasting" along with her, and I enjoy that aspect of her writing the most. 
Don't go into this book expecting everything to be cut and dry. Saoirse is very morally grey teetering towards the dark sides for many of her actions. I really like how the topics of doing what is needed to protect your loved ones is explored. I feel like we often see bad guys or villains who are trying to justify their end goal, and not oftentime see that from the main character. At the end of the day she has a huge body count, and I like how her actions weren't just easily forgiven.
Hayes is such an interesting character too. He is a really good example of bystanders, and how they are just as guilty of not doing anything. I have my suspicions about where his character is going in the next book. I don't want to spoil anything, but you know what they say about people who talk big but don't act. (Nothing changes!) He is easily smitten in this book, but I am sure after certain events we will get to see him grow up quite a lot.
There is a sweet budding romance, but I am glad it wasn't the central focus of the book. I think the characters all have a lot of growing and coming into themselves to do, and I look forward to seeing how that changes in the sequel.
Also may I just say I love that this is an ALL Black & Brown cast! 100000% want more books like this.
I love this book, PLEASE READ IT! It is such a great fantasy and I can't wait till the sequel comes out to read it!


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Love on the Brain by Ali Hazelwood

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funny lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

 4.5 stars
Don't ask me why I like this, I just really freaking loved it okay! (Judgement free zone)
This is my first book of Hazelwood's and considering the other reviews I might have felt differently had I read The Love Hypothesis first. I think I should mention that I didn't go into this expecting classic literature, or a complex read critiquing high brow topics. I went in expecting a romance with some spice, and a happy ending. And that is what I got.
Is is true that Hazelwood can't break away from a mold of every character being the same in each book she writes? Don't ask me this is my first one. I found if fluffy and sweet, and humorous.
Listen if I had one complaint from this turn off your brain and read, it would be kinda how weirdly young Bee was written. Lengths are gone to mention how tiny she is and how young she acts. I think there is a fine line between grumpy/sunshine and grumpy/omg she is a child.
I did still really like this though.
I will take no questions on why I enjoyed this.
In my secret heart of hearts I probably would rate this 5 stars but I am in no way ready to accept that. 

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Odd Blood by Azalea Crowley

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funny lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0

Odd Blood is silly slow burn paranormal romance full of laughs and eccentric characters.
Josephine is a burnt out thirty-something year old, and isn't content working at a bakery. When she runs into someone seemingly dressed as a vampire, she soon realizes he IS actually a vampire. She soon finds herself caught up in a world a she never even knew existed, and working as a Thrall. Well it beats helping racist customers at least...
The vibes of the book really remind me of What We Do in the Shadows. The trope of vampires being very out of touch with modern technology and being overall silly himbos is one that I am unabashedly obsessed with. While there are horror elements, it isn't anything scary scary. (Trust me I am a certified weenie and would never lead you astray!) Most of the horror elements revolve around when the vampires are drinking/eating blood.
The story really shines when it comes to the characters! Eadwulf does so many out of pocket things, and I didn't know whether I wanted to laugh or give a lovingly exasperated sigh. I really like how the Thralls are so gossipy. It definitely feels like how vampire allies would act in real life if they were working for real vampires. There is a certain creature of the feline persuasion that ends up being named Taliesin Jaffe and I got so excited. As a critter I felt so seen!
I really like the depictions of race, and how much Josephine struggles with her identity and not feeling "Asian enough". As someone who is biracial I feel totally seen.
At times it did feel like less of a story and more of an exposition dump. I love lore, but I wish it was done in a more seamless way so that it wasn't just *info info info info info*.
I wish we got to see the characters interact more and have more on page moments. Instead there are several times where we just get little one sentence summaries about how they have been spending time together. This made it difficult to be invested in Josephine and Eadwulf's relationship. Instead of a slow build of them spending time together, we just see them have a few brief moments. For me it felt like Josephine's feelings for him really came out of nowhere, we didn't get that anticipatory build up, or more moments of them being around each other to have that natural chemistry.
There are a lot of threads mentioned in this, but they never get explored which felt like a let down. We never learn about Randy and his vampire, nor do we get more information on how Chase is a bad guy. (Though I know there are more books!) I kind of was waiting to see that Chase would end up to be a cheater, or maybe even a werewolf. I was also surprised that Josephine let her bff walk all over her, and really easily forgave her for ditching her. This is a PSA: getting into a relationship, or marriage is no excuse for ditching your friends for your significant other!

All that  being said, I did find it to be a book perfectly suited for spooky season. The moment at the end where Eadwulf says what he says to Josephine had me giggling kicking my feet! How dare the author do that to us! 
I would recommend this book, and I look forward to reading the rest of the series! (Don't expect that to be anytime soon, I have to save up a book budget again!)


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A Song of Salvation by Alechia Dow

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adventurous emotional hopeful lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

5.0

Space books are sorely under appreciated, so let me do my best to endear this book to you so you want to read it.
Space adventure! Trying to stop a war! A reincarnated god as a girl who is highkey just wanting revenge! And of course, my favorite, a ragtag group finding a family in each other! 
My favorite part of this book was the characters and all their interactions with each other. Them going from being mistrustful and staying together out of necessity, to calling each other a family and crying at the thought of them being hurt truly tugged at my heartstrings.
The imagery and description of the world really made me feel like I was flying through space alongside Blobby and the others. I felt like when I closed my eyes I could see Zaira's shimmering marks across her skin. 
Some other aspects I really enjoyed: queer romance, diversity, plus-sized mc, Blobby
My only complaint is this is standalone book! TRAVESTY!
I think this might be the 6th or 7th book I've read this year that have themes regarding colonization, with the main character either trying to combat the effects, or dealing with the aftermath. I must say I continue to *eat* these books up. It is a sad fact a lot of the story reflects the world we live in today as well. Wars go on and people won't do anything until their home is threatened, citing excuses, or trying to maintain the peace while thousands lose everything. 
I wish this was a series. I would love to see Zaira and the others go on adventures, especially because she hasn't seen much of the universe yet. (Plus not to spoil anything, but I want to watch a certain romance bloom a bit more) PLEASE MAKE THIS A SERIES!
A perfect book for fans of space adventures, or just those that love books with the found family trope and great representation. Highly recommend!
I also really love the cover, there is so much great movement and color, and I love how great the lighting is. 


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In the Case of Heartbreak by Courtney Kae

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emotional lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

2.5

I didn't like this book at all, I found it shallow, there is a weird sexulization to the mm romance, and honestly this is a disappointment after Courtney Kae's excellent first book in the series, In the Event of Love. I saw so many people recommending this one, and I was so surprised because the writing quality and characters are such a let down, and there is very little redeemable about it.
Let's start with the good: I liked the depiction of a narcissistic parent (umm that's it)
Now for everything else.
First of all, it is odd this is part of the Fern Falls series, considering the vast majority of the book doesn't even take place in Fern Falls! Part of the charm of the first book was getting to know the small town and its inhabitants, and getting to see how much they all care about one another. Typically in a "small town" series, we get to see bounce around inhabitants as they all find their romance. A bonus is the setting remains the same which allows for excellent character growth, world-building, and sometimes even a overarching plot. (Plus cameos from past books so we get to see how other relationships have progressed!) Instead we are introduced to a new setting, and so many new characters are thrown at the reader, while very little is done to establish a care and love for the new setting.
When I tell you the romance is fast-paced and shallow, I truly mean this is one of the most one dimensional romances I've ever come across.  Ben and Adam truly have that instant love relationship, and there is a ton of miscommunication early on that made it difficult to enjoy. That ends fairly quickly and then they are dating and suddenly everything is hunky dory and perfect? Ben spends most of the book swooning over Adam and being hot and bothered every time they are near each other. It was...very fluffy but not in a cozy way. More of a Hallmark makes your teeth ache and lacks depth way.
There is SO much sexualion of their relationship. Compared to the first book this relationship seems really built on how they view each other, and levels of attraction. Ben spends a lot of time thinking about how many people are attracted to Adam, or feeling smug that he is actually the one with him.  There is a scene involving an elderly "book club" that Ben's G-Ma is apart of, and their whole interaction with them didn't feel funny but instead straight up inappropriate. While sex never happens on page, it feels like the whole plot and so many jokes are built on sex.
Let's address the elephant in the room. While there is nothing inherently wrong about someone who has spent the majority of their live experiencing the privilege that comes with being a white woman, it is something to be taken into consideration especially when it comes to mm romance. If you weren't already aware, there has always been attention given to white woman writing mm romance, and it being made into media and movies while gay men are just overlooked. Is it representation if the representation shown is being decided by someone who is privileged enough to never have experienced the harassment and fear that comes with being apart of that community? (The answer, dear reader, is no) It is very clear that this book is written by Kae, in the sense that relationship is sexualized and lacks depth, and very in line with other books written by similar authors who quite frankly, can't write gay men.
I personally would NOT recommend this book, and I am currently on the fence now about reading any of Kae's future books. 

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Bitter Rain by Kahaula

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emotional lighthearted medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

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Forty Words for Love by Aisha Saeed

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emotional hopeful sad slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.5

 3.5 stars Thank you Penguin for this ARC
Interesting premise, and I enjoy most of the story but slow pacing and a lack of development makes it a hard book to love.
I was so intrigued by the premise and so excited to read it, but the story is so different from the blurb and how it is being marketed. That's not to say I hated it, but if you expect a pizza and you get a hamburger it isn't necessarily bad, but still a disappointment.
What I did like
The premise is interesting, and magic to symbolize immigration and grief is a cool concept. I also like how hate is depicted, as well as racism. I did manage to make it through the story, and I did enjoy some of the writing and fantasy aspects. Everything surrounding grief and moving were my most enjoyable moments in the story.
Everything else
It just felt like most of the book I was waiting for something to happen. And then it feels like nothing really develops or changes. There are only a few scant occurences of magic happening on page, and honestly for a fantasy book there really isn't any fantasy. The fantasy element of the tree and leaf could have easily been taken out, and nothing major would have changed about the story. (Yes some stuff would change, but hugely it is not strong enough to warrant it) I know the leaves and tree are supposed to symbolize immigrants, and the urge to protect your children from the world at large and keep them a part of the community. The book would have benefited more from losing the magical aspects and instead just focusing more on those pieces. It almost felt like the fantasy element was an afterthought.
The characters are difficult to become attached to, there isn't much to any of them and none of them go through a lot of growth.
There really isn't any chemistry in any relationship. Yasmine and Rafay never feel like they have feelings for eachother, it honestly just feels like a friendship for the whole book. I thought it was going to have more romance, or at least an exploration of their relationship building and their feelings. The title itself does feel like the opposite of everything that actually ends up happening.
I do feel like this is more of a book about grief, and the importance of dealing with your feelings before moving forward. If there was more of a focus on those aspects it would have been a stronger overall read.
One of the biggest issues for me is the lack of overall world-building and plot holes. There is something to be said for the reader still having questions, but when there is no explanation or reasoning for anything it really breaks the immersion.
I have mixed feelings about this one, but if the premise interests you please check out a few reviews and see what you think! I might not love it, but I know a lot of other people have.

 

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Solitaire by Alice Oseman

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dark emotional sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

A raw and heartfelt read about depression and growing up.
I saw so much of myself in Tori. I am very much a productive person even in the depths of my depression. Sure I'll alienate my friends and be slugging through everything, but I still show up to school and even an occasional social event. 
I know a lot of people compare this to her later books, but I think there is something deeply personal about reading an author's earlier work, and seeing how much they have really come into themselves as a writer.
I think one of the most interesting aspects of Solitaire is that Tori so clearly reads as being asexual, even though she isn't named as such. While Oseman didn't realise how much she was writing from her own feelings, it was like reading a time capsule of someone struggling with their identity.
If you are trying to read your way through the Osemanverse, I do think this is worth a read. 

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