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The Heart of What Was Lost by Tad Williams

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adventurous mysterious medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.0

A solid little novella, acting as a nice epilogue for the Memory, Sorrow, and Thorn series. I enjoyed coming back to Osten Ard. It's such a lovely fantastical world. And we actually get a Norn POV character here which was quite intriguing. Liked getting a little more of Duke Isgrimnur as well.

Although I didn't find Tad's prose as immaculate and captivating as it was in the actual series. Which is unfortunate, but not a major gripe considering this is a small novella. I also just didn't feel very immersed nor as invested as I wanted to be, which is not completely the books fault, I'm simply struggling a little with my reading lately. But I still have to consider that in my rating, thus the 3 stars (maybe 3.5 after some reflection and when I start feeling locked in again). But it's definitely worth checking out. I implore everyone to read Tad Williams if they can; as I've stated before, he doesn't receive the recognition he deserves for his impact and influence on the fantasy genre.

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A Game of Thrones by George R.R. Martin

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adventurous dark mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

"Winter is coming."

Finally, I have begun my plunge into the world of A Song of Ice and Fire, something I've been extremely excited about for a while. I had very high expectations, which may have resulted in myself feeling rather "whelmed" in some areas of this first book. But overall, I had a good time with it.

"What is honor compared to a woman's love? What is duty against the feel of a newborn son in your arms...or the memory of a brother's smile? Wind and words. Wind and words. We are only human, and the gods have fashioned us for love. That is our great glory, and our great tragedy."

I quickly found myself satisfied with Martin's prose, but more specifically his dialogue. He writes such great dialogue. It flows perfectly and elevates the abundance of political intrigue and the relationships between houses and families. He writes solid banter as well, especially with Tyrion early on. I love the worldbuilding too, despite it being pretty generically medieval. But no matter how many times I have heard about the North and knowing what lies beyond the Wall, it always managed to still pique my interest, and I love the way Martin describes it; it's chilling.

"A craven can be as brave as any man, when there is nothing to fear. And we all do our duty, when there is no cost to it. How easy it seems then, to walk the path of honor. Yet soon or late in every man's life comes a day when it is not easy, a day when he must choose."

Now, my main reason for feeling "whelmed" with this, or simply not loving it as much as I had hoped, was really a severe lack of emotional investment in the characters. I had already known the fate of so many of these characters, and I knew the plot twist that happens at the end of this book. Therefore I could not find myself connecting to them enough, nor did I really feel any of the tension that I should've felt with the politics and subtle machinations of characters. I guess I completely overlooked how knowing the fates of characters could've detracted from the experience of reading the books, which it unfortunately has.

Though all that being said, I still found myself pretty attached and invested in Jon and Ned (especially Jon, I just love his character archetype), and other characters for certain chapters or moments. But not thoroughly as I would for some of the other series and characters that I love. Regardless, it was still nice to get inside the head of these characters. Martin writes nice inner monologue for each them, bringing out depth and nuance to who they are. I think most of the characters are well-written, that's for sure. I simply didn't connect with them as I had hoped/naively expected I would. And another element to this could've been the ages of characters as well. I've simply grown a little tired of very young protagonists in fantasy, especially in darker stories. But I do expect my attachment will begin to grow the more I read, as the books divert further from my preexisting knowledge of the characters and general plot of the TV show.

Something else which resulted in a bit of dissatisfaction is the way Martin began some his POV's. Or maybe it was the way information was seemingly transported around Westeros? I'm not entirely sure, but it has to do with characters reacting to information. That's always something I like to see, but it felt lacking here. There's some of it, but most of the time a POV would begin a few chapters after a major event with the character having known what transpired via messenger, and then touching upon it a few brief times in monologue and having dialogue about it with those present. I just wish I could actually see them receive the information and their following actions and thoughts. That seems pretty standard in most fantasy books, especially medieval based ones, so it stuck out to me when I noticed Martin wasn't doing this and I realized it's something I really enjoy. It gave a slight sense of disconnect throughout the whole book. But in the end, it's also not the biggest deal to me because the overall writing was good enough to make up for it.

Anyways, apologies for this review focusing on my middling feelings. It's also just what more can I say about this book that already hasn't been said? It's pretty good. I'm very glad I finally read it and I remain excited to continue through ASOIAF.

"The High Septon once told me that as we sin, so do we suffer. If that's true, Lord Eddard, tell me...why is it always the innocents who suffer most, when you high lords play your game of thrones?"

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Hogfather by Terry Pratchett

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adventurous funny mysterious medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.75

Took me way to long to read this than it should've thanks to holiday plans and a bit of a reading slump from my last two reads being incredible. But even considering a really slow and almost difficult start due to my own lack of immersion, I did enjoy the majority of this book. Susan's arc was so fun and intriguing, and everything with Death and Albert was very entertaining and often thought provoking. Ridcully and the wizards had some expectedly ridiculous and amusing moments too. 

Though I do believe I set my expectations a little too high for this one, and I didn't laugh as much as I usually do with Discworld, I still had a good time. Especially with the second half of the book. Just wish there was a little more time spent with Teatime and his motley crew of thieves he hires. This is definitely one of the Discworld books I'll want to reread someday, especially to devote more time to reading and finishing it in a timely manner rather than getting slowed down by a lack of reading desire.

Anyway, a good time. Ho. Ho. Ho.

"Getting an education was a bit like a communicable sexual disease. It made you unsuitable for a lot of jobs and then you had the urge to pass it on."
Kingdoms of Death by Christopher Ruocchio

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challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

Perhaps the most aptly titled book ever? That was dark, likely the darkest book I have ever read. And it's a complete masterpiece of misery. It might even be better than Demon in White, a top ten SFF book for me. Not sure yet though.

"I had defied the Prince of Princes, and all would see the consequences of that defiance.”

The beginning of this book wasn't actually very captivating, which was surprising coming off the triumph of Demon in White. (Picking this up after Wind and Truth definitely played a part in that too). But as soon as Hadrian reaches the Commonwealth, I was incredibly immersed and intrigued. The book never lets up. So many dark, unsettling twists and turns. More bone-chilling cinematic moments. Time spent in a deeply disturbing totalitarian society, which I almost thought could rival the treachery of the Cielcin. The book quickly put that thought to rest. The amount of times I had to pause my reading to process the heinous things happening on the page. I have never been so utterly disgusted and distraught. It's hard to convey just how difficult it was to read at times. You didn't have to be so cruel mister Ruocchio. (Also gotta say that said cruelty felt kinda gratuitous at times, mostly in the latter half with character deaths. But one must consider the impossible odds and forces faced, so it simultaneously makes sense).

"Time is the Mercy of Eternity, or so the poets say. But the mind makes Eternity of Time. When Milton's monster said the mind might make heaven of hell, it was the father of lies who spoke those words-the very devil whose image my ancestors took for their sign. Great though the mind may be, even in its capacity for self-deception, it has limits. No mind can make heaven of hell, not even mine. You cannot dream your way out of prison, not truly, nor think your way from the camps. No one would say to those suffering under the Lothriad that they could simply imagine a better world. It is one thing to tell the slaves of the Cielcin to shoulder their burdens and fight to survive, quite another to tell them to imagine they wear no chains."

Though there is a bit of light at the end of the tunnel after the climax, which takes place a little earlier than you would anticipate. This was all very welcoming after the onslaught of pain endured. A beautiful, bittersweet ending.

Previously I have expressed one of my main criticisms of the series and Ruocchio's writing is the lack of compelling side characters besides Valka and Gibson. But he's obviously doing something right because he made me emotional on several occasions in this book. I believe that's proof of quality character writing, even if it didn't feel evident beforehand. And I think Ruocchio was able to evoke such emotion because of Hadrian's brilliant narration and his own immense devastation as well.

"In writing, I dissolved my madness and my sorrow both, for it is the peculiar nature of words to trap feelings larger than themselves, and so reduce those forces and passions which might overthrow us to objects we can handle and name. Sorrow. Grief. Fear. Pain."

This book has a ton of incredible worldbuilding too. The Sun Eater universe proceeds to leave me in awe so often. Ruocchio just continue to impress, four books in, with marvelous worldbuilding and sheer depth and fascinating lore. This world is so rich, simply such a joy to spend time reading in it. He's crafted something truly special, truly ingenious.

Altogether, such an amazing, powerful book. So much excellence and impressive writing. I continue to be so enamored by Ruocchio's prose and the story of Hadrian Marlowe. I say this seemingly after every Sun Eater review, but I cannot wait to see what comes next for the Halfmortal.

"The future?" I echoed her words, shook my head. "No. Not like you think. I remember time. Things that haven't happened, or won't. And things that might happen." I tried not to think about the water, about how I failed. The vision was gone completely then, no possibility flickered on the edge of human sight. "If I try, I can choose what happens. Just for a moment."

The witch blinked at me, gray eyes like the shutters of camera eyes. "The beam. On Berenike. You're saying you can perceive the possible world states and... collapse the waveform how you choose?"

I told her I did not know, but her eyes grew wide. I know now. The ancient mystes teach us that-unobserved-light acts like a wave, that it is the eye of the beholder that collapses light into coherent beams of energy. So it is with all things. So it is that all conscious observers collapse the potential universe, condense reality, make history with their eyes. It is only that my eyes-my mind-sees more than other men.

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Wind and Truth by Brandon Sanderson

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adventurous dark emotional hopeful inspiring mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

Honestly, I had my doubts about whether or not I'd enjoy this book. I still considered The Stormlight Archive my favorite series of all time up to this release. Though it has been a long two years since reading the first four books, so I wasn't sure if my reading taste had changed or if I still had the same connection to the characters and the world. I'm also not sure I'm a fan of the way the Sanderson's Cosmere novels are trending, becoming more overtly interconnected (in way that feels damaging to the writing of whatever the latest singular novel is, or at least that's how I felt with Sunlit Man). But safe to say, I certainly remained connected to this cast of characters, and I had an amazing time with this behemoth of a book. It is spectacular. Though it is probably my least favorite of the five published thus far because it is not perfect by any means. Let's start with my criticisms, all of which reside in roughly the first half of the book, most of them being technical.

I never used to care much about prose, but that is a portion of my reading taste that has slightly evolved. Sanderson's prose in the first half of the book, mostly during Kaladin and Dalinar's viewpoints unfortunately, felt like a noticeable step down from what I had remembered with his writing. And throughout the entire first half of the book, some of his word choice he uses feels shockingly modern and frankly quite lazy because there are instances further into the book where his word choice and description of objects feels appropriate for the context and present technology on Roshar. Additionally, most of the significant themes he's presenting feel extremely heavy-handed at times. Again, mostly in Kaladin's viewpoint which was very frustrating. Though I like the themes themselves and what Sanderson is attempting to convey and how it fits Kaladin's arc and really the entirety of the cast. The problem merely lies in how Sanderson was choosing to communicate them to the reader. Finally, the dialogue also felt stilted and sometimes slightly out of character. This was less frequent, but still noticeable and affected my enjoyment of the first half of the book. Overall, I can definitely agree with much of the discussion about Sanderson needing a stricter editor.

However, even with some technical hiccups, Sanderson remains the strongest plotter out there. The actual events happening throughout the course of the narrative had me thoroughly engaged. I think this was a result of great pacing as well thanks to the book being split into ten days, not four or five parts as the last four have been. Days 1 and 2 were on the slower and less intriguing side, but I maintain that I was still captivated and then things really took off with day 3 and onward.

And with all this being said, criticisms especially, the second half of the book is absolutely magical. All my problems begin to fade away as the writing becomes more polished and Sanderson starts firing on all cylinders. The number of questions finally answered and the clarity behind Roshar's history is magnificent. The flashbacks for Szeth are moving and present even more fantastic worldbuilding and revelations. Sanderson subverted my expectations with the climax so many times in such fantastic ways. I think I truly love where every character landed at the end of this book, several being very bittersweet. This book feels like such a satisfying and fitting conclusion for the first arc of Stormlight, while expertly setting up the second arc with massive implications and changes for not only Roshar, but the Cosmere at large.

In the end, my criticisms also cannot change how this book, and this series, has impacted me. It has genuinely changed my life. The power and emotional impact of the journey these characters embark on cannot be understated, and I'm forever thankful for Sanderson's ability to write in such an inspirational and touching manner. The mental health representation means everything to me. I have hardly been as moved by any other story I've experienced, and to me that's possibly the most special and important aspect of experiencing a story: simply how it makes me feel.

What a journey, what an epic conclusion. I will remember these characters forever, and I cannot wait to see some of them again in Stormlight 6, which is already so painful to wait for. 

Life before death. Strength before weakness. Journey before destination. Thank you, Sanderson. 

"You know what first drew me to you, Kaladin?' Wit asked. 'You did one of the most difficult things a man can do: you gave yourself a second chance."

"I took that second chance... maybe a third," Kaladin admitted. "But now what? Who am I without the spear?"
 
"Won't it be exciting to find out?" Wit said. "Have you ever wondered who you would be if there was no one you needed to save, no one you needed to kill? You've lived for others for so long, Kaladin. What happens when you try living for you?" Wit held up his finger. "I know you can't answer yet. Go and find out." With that, Wit bowed to him. "Thank you."
 
"For what?" Kaladin asked.
 
"For the inspiration," Wit said[.]

 "Your pain," the voice said. "All men have the same ultimate destination, Dalinar. But we are not creatures of destinations. It is the journey that shapes us. Our callused feet. Your callused feet. Our backs strong from carrying the weight of our travels. Your back strong from carrying the weight of your travels. Our eyes open. Your. Eyes. Open. You kept the pain, Dalinar. Remember that. For the substance of our existence is not in the achievement, but in the method..."

(I've been sitting between a 4.5 and 5 star rating for this, so I'm just leaving it at a 4.75 for now (down to 4.5 as of 1/5/25). But really I don't see it going below that in the future. It may even go up to 5 stars soon after continuing to process. I'm also curious to see how my eventual series reread will affect my perception of the first half of the book. Might add more to this review too, hopefully it's concise enough. Anyways, a flawed, but incredible book.) 

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Rogue Protocol by Martha Wells

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adventurous lighthearted fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

2.5

Didn't care for the first half but the second half was at least a bit entertaining thanks to Miki, plus Murderbot's snide inner monologue and their usual introversion and hatred of humans. But unfortunately, this is certainly my least favorite in the series so far; the plot was extremely bland. Though I'll still continue since these novellas are so short and nice palate cleansers.
Speaking Bones by Ken Liu

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adventurous challenging emotional tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

"'I am not wise enough to know the will of the gods or the right course in life," said Thoryo. 'I only know that the world is too large, too beautiful, too interesting to let one act define us. Death only triumphs when we stop learning and growing. So long as our lungs sing with the gift of life, we cannot cease to give back to Life.'"

After a relatively lackluster experience with The Veiled Throne, I was really hoping Speaking Bones would be a return to form and blow me away to conclude this series. Unfortunately that wasn't really the case. But I did have a good time, and I am mostly satisfied with this ending and the journey through Dara across these enormous books. 

There were so many great moments and segments throughout this conclusion. There's a returning sense of tension and conflict between Dara and the Lyucu, which felt almost lacking in the previous installment. There's great character moments and some impressive battle sequences. The political landscape and maneuvering recaptures it's charm and delivers on several accounts, and is especially excellent during the falling action. 

Though I do have to admit I did become a little exhausted with the structure and the length of these last two books. I loved the first two wholeheartedly, but these last two both felt excruciatingly long sometimes. I personally found the engineering to get way out of hand; I just don't want to read about the constructive process for creating every single invention ever mentioned in thorough detail. I simply don't care enough. And while the worldbuilding is incredible, the same kinda goes for aspects of that element too. I eventually didn't care enough to read about the various writing systems in detail and all the subtleties and different interpretations. I didn't care enough to read in depth historical background of every single gods or significant cultural item. There's a point when I think such detailed and meticulous worldbuilding becomes overwhelming and, in my opinion, unnecessary. I don't need to know every little fact for the worldbuilding to be compelling and captivating, it can do so without becoming so grueling and strenuous to read. But maybe that's just me.

Anyways, I digress. This book is still a good conclusion regardless of it being a little frustrating. I do wish I enjoyed the final two books as much as the first two, but alas. Ultimately I'm happy I read the series and experienced more of Ken Liu's writing. The Dandelion Dynasty is certainly unique and unlike anything I've ever read, and for that alone I would recommend giving this series a shot.

"'In Dara, it is said that there is often little to divide the madness of tyrants from the grace of kings, and heroes and villains alike demand sacrifices of others. The difference, if there is one, lies in why the sacrifices are being sought: to satisfy the ambition of the few or to secure the freedom of the many.'"

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Tales of the Sun Eater, Volume 2 by Christopher Ruocchio

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3.0

An improvement over the first volume of short stories, mostly for Valka and Crispin's stories, but I did enjoy Hadrian's very short one too. Crispin's story in particular is exactly what I was hoping The Lesser Devil would explore to some degree: House Marlowe discovering Hadrian is alive. I was really pleased with that, especially because Lady Kephalos was in it too hehe.

Ruocchio's prose did feel more up to par across the board as well. Overall a fine short story collection, exploring more of the Sun Eater universe which I have come to love so dearly.
The Veiled Throne by Ken Liu

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adventurous challenging slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

"Some of the most important decisions we make in life are not derived from reason, from weighing the fish, from an evaluation of the pros and cons—but from a simple leap of faith, of love that needs no evidence, apology, or argument."

Unfortunately The Veiled Throne is by far my least favorite entry in the series so far, largely due to the fact many of my favorite characters are no longer present after the events of the previous book. And between Théra and Zomi, two of my favorites remaining, one of them is sidelined which was quite frustrating.

However, two new characters stepped into the spotlight for me by the end of the book, those being Princess Fara and Kinri. I really enjoyed their dynamic and especially the study of inner turmoil and yearning of understanding within Kinri.

There's also a tremendous amount of worldbuilding for a penultimate book in a series which I found a little tiring, but Ken Liu still excels in this department. Although the last third of the book was a restaurant competition which I found completely monotonous and ridiculous.

The book does end very well thematically though, but I certainly feel it could've punctuated that note with far fewer pages, which I'm not one to usually claim a book could've been x amount of pages shorter. But I really felt it with this one. And admittedly there were probably some external factors that affected my overall enjoyment as well.

A decent but disappointing read, nonetheless I remain excited for Speaking Bones and the conclusion of this epic series. I know this book and Speaking Bones was intended to be one book but was split apart, so I am curious how that'll turn out.  

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Demon in White by Christopher Ruocchio

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

"'Are all the stories they tell about you true?'
The stories, I thought, and in my mind a bloody fountain splashed against a stone wall as darkness swallowed the world. Though he did not ask the question like so many others had done, I heard it all the same.
Is it true you can't be killed?
Still not looking back, I answered, 'I'm afraid so.'"

What a book. The best entry in the series by far and simply one of the best sci-fi novels I'll ever read. It's the first in the series to captivate me entirely from page one and maintain such tremendous quality all the way through. And I'm happy to say I quickly no longer found myself bothered by the massive time jumps considering how well Howling Dark was crafted. I'll say parts of the ending were a little messy and started feeling slightly exhaustive, but that was also due to the overwhelming science fiction contraptions and phrases being thrown at you in the midst of an intense battle. By no means did that diminish my experience. In fact, some of the best moments take place during the final 100 pages of intense warfare.

"The Cielcin were not the angels I had prayed for, though humankind had proved herself the devil I knew."

In particular, I enjoyed this so book so much thanks to Ruocchio's spectacular character development with Hadrian Marlowe. He's come so far from book one, experienced so much. I love his narration and the introspective, thought provoking perspective on this galactic conflict and greater mystery he's at the center of. I must also admit I quite enjoy his melodramatics, both in the prose and his actions.

"As a child, we believe the world enchanted because age has not killed the magic we are born with. As we grow, the simple spells of new sights and far-off places no longer work on us, and we grow cynical and cold. But I was old even then, a young man of one hundred ten-one hundred fifteen years? I no longer recall. But in age once more the magic returns, if you are willing and open to it. Though young wood does not burn for the moisture in it, as a lonely cinder may catch in old, dry wood and spark a great burning, so do such small things kindle the hearts of those with eyes and time to see."

I adore Valka as well, and her relationship with Hadrian. She's just so awesome, capable, intelligent, and I love her personality. She's really just a fantastically written female character, she's the best(yes I'm down bad too).
Although I'm 99.9% sure their relationship won't end well and I'll be jumping off the nearest bridge whenever that happens. And I swear if she isn't okay after getting that virus uploaded to her brain...you will pay Ruocchio if she doesn't fully recover.
The introduction of Lorian Aristedes was a pleasant surprise too as he turned out to be one of my favorite characters. The side characters overall felt more compelling in this book which was great because I think that's been perhaps Ruocchio's biggest weakness with this series thus far. And oh man did I get emotional with a certain reunion...

"Every place is the center of the universe. Everything matters. Every one of our actions, every decision, every sacrifice. Nothing is without meaning, because nothing is without consequence."

There's just so much that happens in this book. Flawless political intrigue, amazing fight sequences, unsettling science fiction horror. So many mysteries, big plot twists, and revelations. Moments that got my hyped up and gave me goosebumps (the Colosso scene oh my goodness), along with heartwarming and tender scenes that made me smile or tear up. The scope of the series became infinitely larger and I enjoyed every second of it. Demon in White is one wild emotional ride. A masterpiece by Christopher Ruocchio. I've really come to love his writing, and the Sun Eater is now most definitely up there for my favorite series of all time. Hail the Halfmortal.

"No sword can cut the Devil down..."

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