Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
“We do bones, motherfucker.”
With its perfect blend of humor, ominous undertones, and heart-pounding excitement, “Gideon The Ninth” captivated my imagination from the very first page. The novel’s unique combination of hilarity and darkness created an atmosphere that kept me eagerly turning pages, unsure of what unexpected twist or witty remark awaited me next. I cannot wait to read through the rest of the series!
“How long did I have to survive for? Would I ever be able to live without constantly trying to survive?”
Earthlings is a profound read, deeply unsettling as is it riveting and heart-wrenching. Sayaka Murata’s novel skillfully navigated through intense triggers, leaving no stone unturned in its exploration of sexual trauma, familial abuse, incest, isolation, murder, and cannibalism. Despite the uncomfortableness, I couldn’t help but marvel at the sheer absurdity and undeniable artistry with which Earthlings was crafted.
Protagonist Natsuki dares to challenge societal norms and question her place in the universe through a lens of alienation, to the extent that she believes herself to be a magical witch. Natsuki deems all her troubles as natural, something that just happens (a passive hit close to home). Her relationship with her immediate family is strained, and she has overly close affections for her twin-soul cousin Yuu. Her narration is inherently self-focused, powerfully and so personally autistic-coded in a way that makes me wonder if Murata herself is on the spectrum (as apparently this is the case for many protagonists in her other novels).
Earthlings is a truly unforgettable experience that has left a harsh, bruised mark on my soul, one I may just open again one day with a second read.
(re-)read the entire thing in one sitting, first read six years ago. cries so hardddd. shusterman truly portrays psychosis and schizophrenia kindly and respectfully. an old favorite.