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- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Published in 2020, Clown in a Cornfield is what must have felt at the time an extreme, worst case scenario version of what was playing out at the time during Trump's first term and second campaign cycle. Unfortunately, reading this in 2025, it feels almost realistic. There's a pretty massive generational divide, culturally, especially in rural areas. The political divide that comes up between generations seems to be becoming quite the gulf in a lot of places, and this book explores the extremism of that in a bloody, often anachronistically funny way.
I think it was a really unique take by Cesare to have a slasher feature the nearly teens of the generation that grew up with regular school shootings and lockdowns -
I'm so glad Rust survived, and I really enjoyed how the expected love triangle between Cole, Quinn, and Rust was circumvented. I love rural queerness so much, as a rural queer person.
Graphic: Body horror, Child death, Confinement, Death, Drug abuse, Gore, Gun violence, Mental illness, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Police brutality, Medical content, Grief, Mass/school shootings, Death of parent, Murder, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Fire/Fire injury, Toxic friendship, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Xenophobia, Suicide attempt
4.5
Graphic: Addiction, Alcoholism, Cancer, Domestic abuse, Drug abuse, Misogyny, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Grief, Death of parent, Injury/Injury detail, Classism
Moderate: Child abuse, Mental illness, Medical content
Minor: Racism, Xenophobia
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
I really loved getting to know Emily better in this book
One of the things that I find interesting and admira le about the way that Seanan McGuire writes, is how she is able to integrate very tender and often vulneravle moments like coming out narratives, bigotry, and discussions of the impact of bullying with direct vocabulary into these stories without making those moments and conversations seem out of place. Nancy's coming out was the first time I saw an asexual person in a piece of media, who was respected as is. She was the first time I saw myself and my identity that wasn't as the butt of a joke. Cora's portrayal on the page makes me remember how sensitive I was as a young child, hitting puberty before my peers, and being constantly aware and reminded of how the size and shape of my body differed from the norm - how even as I've trended towards average as my peers caught up, the anxiety of being ridiculed or perceived as taking up too much space still remains.
Moderate: Child abuse, Grief
Minor: Racism, Violence, Blood, Toxic friendship
5.0
I found it interesting that Franke stayed devout to her Mormon faith through everything she endured, as it played a large part in the damaging aspects of her upbringing. Still, as she expands on the community she's had and the ways in which the church emotionally and financially supported her mental health needs when her parents wouldn't, it makes sense. In the section discussing her mother and Jodi Hildebrand's sexual relationship in the span of time Jodi was living in Shari's bedroom, she is transparent about the issues she sees in the Mormon church that may have lead to the women's nightly semi-secret sexual liaison while they spewed virulent anti-LGBTQIA+ rhetoric in daily videos. Shari Franke expands on the differences in beliefs held by the younger generation of Mormons and the shifting beliefs of the Mormon church, wondering whether a more accepting church can help as a stop gap to keep more people from turning to hate and violence when they feel that they cannot be themselves.
Amid all of the sorrow and pain in this book, Franke is funny. This book reflects a lot on Franke's childhood, her family's history, and the ways in which her internal life differed from what she shared online. She integrates portions of her old journals and Mormon scripture to help differentiate between sections of the book. Overall, it's well written and engaging. It's one of the best nonfiction books I've read about recent events, in a long time.
I am like 50% sure I watched one Shari Franke school day vlog when I was a teenager, and even then, I found it weird that she was allowed to share so much of herself publicly on the internet at such a young age. I wish her parents had protected her and her siblings better, and I wish there was more done to protect the rights of children to bodily autonomy and privacy, but I hope her testimony can be a step towards taking down family channels and other online platforms that exist solely off the exploitation of children.
Graphic: Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Mental illness, Misogyny, Stalking, Gaslighting, Abandonment
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship
Minor: Medical content
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? No
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Christopher's "be sure" moment to bring him to his door home comes from him questioning whether he is ready to die, whether he is ready to never see his family again. While it's tempting to root for the hero, to have Christopher returned to the skeleton girl to be killed and revel in his (after)life in Mariposa, I am glad that McGuire chose to give him a moment of pause, pausing the snowballing adventure in its tracks for a breath that lasts years. He wants to return, but much like Lundy, there is a draw to the world of his birth that keeps him from being able to be fully sure. Change in these books is often irrevocable.
I wouldn't want to be in Mariposa as anything other than a tourist. It seems beautiful, but I also find the soft animal of my body to be an integral part of myself. That dissonance from my own comfortability with that of Christopher's sense of home is what makes these books so special. These worlds are tailored for the children who are pulled into them. Christopher's story is unique, because what he needed and found in Mariposa was his health. The skeleton girl pulled the cancer to a single bone and then pulled it out of him, turning it into a flute with which he could join in their song. He found love, yes, but that love and the need for his world may have only been situational. His devotion so far in the series says otherwise, but I look forward to seeing more of his story. The further this series goes, the more complexity is added to the need to be sure.
Graphic: Body shaming, Child death
Moderate: Terminal illness
Minor: Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, Blood
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.0
I don't know that I like the way Alexis is characterized at this point in her story. She read as a little one-note for me, flirting with Jack right after being killed by a phantom love with whom she had intended/desired to spend her afterlife. Though she, too is a teenage girl. Up until this point I had only ever experienced her as a traumatized young adult and through a lens of Jack's love of her. It was interesting to see her without the haze of love. The drama inherent to most things done by teenagers, as people pretty new to the world, and people who are very new to the prospect and processes of adulthood, was very present in the final conversation between Jack and Alexis.
I don't know if it makes the world richer or just complicated to have had Dr. Bleak's dead lover be the shade who killed Alexis.
Overall, it was interesting to have more detail, especially in the development of Jack's maintenance/treatment of her OCD in a world without mental health care, but it didn't add much we didn't already know.
Graphic: Body horror, Child death, Death, Mental illness, Medical content
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
This novel is the first time readers get to see a world within which the adults who feel as if they are supposed to be safe harbor for the traveling children actively take advantage of them. We catch glimpses of stories like Antsy's and worse with the false headmaster's story of his world and the revelation that Rowena's door only stole time from her with nothing in return, in Where the Drowned Girls Go. In Lost in the Moment and Found, the rules for visitors to be able to give informed consent to go galivanting through doors that appear in Shop Where Lost Things Go are actively and intentionally disregarded by Vineta and Hudson for the sake of their own greed. Antsy trades away her childhood, unbeknownst to herself. The days Vineta has Antsy open over a dozen doors, early on in the book are horrifying in retrospect.
By the end of the novel, though she should only be nine years old, Antsy is astoundingly responsible and mature in her actions. When she proves to herself that she cannot go home and that her family is safe, Antsy makes the decision not to try to force herself back into a role that no longer fits her as she has been made. She is kind to her mother, though I and so many other children her age would have screamed and cried, and begged their mother to recognize them. Instead, she is kind, and she finds herself a new home.
This novel is remarkably heavy for all that it is balanced out by lightness. It is a cohesive part of the series, but it also feels like something more. The other characters' worlds were unique in their own right, but Antsy's has a gravity to it beyond.
I greatly appreciated the content warning in the author's note, though that, paired with the dedication were enough to make me cry.
The dedication reads:
"For the child I was. I will spend my entire life trying to make up for the fact that when I was you, I didn't run soon enough. I'm sorry."
The author's note reads:
"While all the Wayward Children books have dealt with heavy themes and childhood traumas, this one addresses an all-too-familiar monster: the one that lives in your own home. Themes of grooming and adult gaslighting are present in the early text. As a survivor of something very similar, I would not want to be surprised by these elements where I didn't expect them.
I just want to offer you this reassurance: Antsy runs. Before anything can actually happen, Antsy runs."
Graphic: Child abuse, Misogyny, Grief
Moderate: Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Blood, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Child death
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
As the novel progresses, the setting takes on a role more akin to character, and we see the overarching plot of the odd-numbered novels progress as the characters uncover the nefarious nature of the Whitethorn school. The crumbs of further door lore dangle the promise of more. I'm very glad I'm reading this series with a back log of books to catch up on. I'm looking forward to seeing how the rescued characters fit into Eleanor West's school for wayward children, and how further door lore will be revealed.
Graphic: Body shaming, Bullying, Confinement
Moderate: Injury/Injury detail
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
I really love the intersex representation! Regan is a girl through and through, and the repetition of the truth that "there is no wrong way to be a girl" was fantastic to see in a piece of media. The exploration of childhood friendships, comparing Regan's relationship with Laurel to her relationship with Chicory was really insightful. Watching Regan and Chicory grow up in parallel, changing how and who they are, and the shapes of their bodies diverging further from each other, but neither shape ever being wrong was such a beautiful exploration of a healthy girlhood.
Graphic: Toxic friendship
Moderate: Kidnapping, Injury/Injury detail
Minor: Death, Blood, Cannibalism, Fire/Fire injury
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Gore, Mental illness, Violence, Blood, Vomit, Medical content, Grief, Medical trauma, Death of parent, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Sexual content, Suicide attempt, Dysphoria
Minor: Animal death, Body shaming, Fatphobia, Cannibalism, Pregnancy