The author's messaging got lost in the cracks, and the theme and character development felt forced and hollow. He wrote the 21-year-old protagonist more like a 15-year-old pickme who suddenly realizes she's just as unique as everyone else. I was planning on giving this ~3 stars, but the writing really went off the rails at the end. The mystery that I'd stayed to unearth, the mystery of Penny's missing father, was solved in yet another hollow, empty fashion.
And please let characters be autistic. Penny's accident gave her autistic traits - more than just the acquired savant syndrome - and another character explicitly asks if she's autistic. It could have been a commentary on the time period, women going undiagnosed despite clear symptoms, but it wasn't. The author wanted a quirky genius without the dirty label of autism. It's a tired trope.
Couldn't get immersed in the writing style. Should have read a sample first, maybe can try again if I'm more accustomed to/in the mood for older classics like this.
This book, and this series, explores morality and forgiveness in the complex shades of grey they always are. I rarely see such an accurately nuanced perspective - books in this genre especially will often cast people and actions in black and white, purely good or purely evil, with a nicely packaged resolution. Like a fantasy. Laura Sebastian paints a real world, warts and all.
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
I enjoyed the writing style and the book itself and plan on reading the sequel, but the author struggled with telling instead of showing for almost anything that wasn't Villanelle's character/personality, most notably things centering Eve. Her character and personality was only proven much later in the book; her growing distance from Niko and mirrored growing obsession with Villanelle felt very abrupt, without basis, and I reread previous pages trying to see if there was something I missed that would explain it. This disjointedness was distracting enough to bring the overall rating of the book down.
Also, as someone coming to the book from the show, I wish we had more Konstantin.
I enjoyed the writing style, but the pacing killed me. As a post-apocalyptic book, it took 1/3 of the book for things to start feeling apocalyptic. I kept pushing forward, hoping for action to start, but got almost halfway through before deciding there were too many other things I was more interested in reading.