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Boys Weekend by Mattie Lubchansky

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challenging dark emotional funny mysterious reflective medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.25

I JUST KNOW THIS WOULD MAKE A GREAT MOVIE.

This was just fantastic. I didn't have much expectations now did I know a lot about this book. I just knew it was horror and it features a transfemme MC. But wow, this gave me a lot to think about.

Imagine a mystery/horror story in a vibrant, yet eerie setting, and there's a cult, and there are monsters. You're trying to talk to guys, but all you get is misogyny and transphobia and judgment. And then you're trying to understand and save the people who don't even try to understand you. And at the end, it's just hilarious and creepy and touching.

Sammie as an MC is compelling. You see the story unfold through their eyes, but also, you see how the world functions and treats them unfairly. This book shows a fraction of what it's like to exist as a transfemme, queer person in a capitalist, misogynistic, and patriarchal society. It's hard and it's heartbreaking. And yet, this book also shows that Sammie has a lot of things to be proud of and to look forward to. That we don't have to look at ourselves or our past selves and hate them.

Loved the colors and the art of course! My only complaint? Maybe I would have loved more world-building and action. Apart from that, this was so good. And I would really like to see this as a movie.

Exact rating: 4.25 ⭐️

CW: blood, gore, violence, body horror, dismemberment, misogyny, trans misogyny, transphobia

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The Accursed Vampire by Madeline McGrane

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challenging dark funny lighthearted reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

This was a cute, fun read! But I also loved the fact that it has some dark, serious moments as well.

Dragoslava is a vampire kid, and for the most part, they're innocent. But they're also a lot lonely and hurt from the things they went through.

I think to me this book showed that it takes a lot to recognize and appreciate the people that you have around you. Your friends and chosen family, these are what matters.

Love the colors and the art here too! Some panels might just be a little confusing since it jumps from present to past. But I also just love the storytelling in here, and how the illustrations show time passing or the characters bonding.

Exact rating: 4.5

CW: blood, gore, injuries, emotional abuse

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The Salt Grows Heavy by Cassandra Khaw

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challenging dark emotional mysterious reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.75

Read for Trans Rights Readathon! πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ (Buddy read with Sap/citrus_seasalt πŸ’œ)

I'm not going to forget about this book anytime soon 😭 What I thought was a "monstrous duo taking down a cult" story slash "a very twisted Little Mermaid retelling", turned out to be one of the most magnetic love stories I've read. How the author accomplished that in a few pages, I'll never know. But I think I'll always be in awe of it.

The writing style is dark, gritty, and poetic (even when describing gore and body horror). I absolutely loved that. I admit some of the vocabulary can be a little off-putting at times (I had to search the definition of certain words πŸ˜‚). But I think the fact that the story was both unnerving and intriguing is enough for me to overlook the vocabulary. 

That third part was my favorite most of all. I was holding back tears and crying, something I did not expect when I started this book! 😭 It made me see a different kind of love. A love that transcends time and evils in the world. And I was definitely moved.

Exact rating: 4.75 ⭐️

CW: blood, gore, violence, body horror, dismemberment, burning to death

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The Hills of Estrella Roja by Ashley Robin Franklin

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adventurous emotional funny mysterious tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.75

Read for Trans Rights Readathon! πŸ³οΈβ€βš§οΈ

Queer horror is just delightful and this one is no exception!

The Hills of Estrella Roja is atmospheric and fun. Love the art style and the colors of this book. It's a quick read, but it's interesting and mysterious enough. 

The two MCs were fun. I think I even saw a bit of myself in Katβ€”someone who's interested in paranormal stuff, conspiracies, and the unexplained. And Mari's character, on the other hand, felt a little lost to me. But considering her arc in the story, I would say that's fitting. And yeah, the romance was cute too, not going to lie. πŸ˜†

Maybe I just wish there was a little more suspense build up? And there were a few plot twists that I managed to see right away. Still, at the end of the book, I thought it was nicely done. It wasn't that scary, but was really entertaining. Definitely recommended!

Exact rating: 3.75 ⭐️

CW: blood, gore, violence, mentions about murder

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The Prospects by KT Hoffman

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emotional funny inspiring reflective tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.0

Okay I was not prepared for how tender and hopeful this book was going to be 😭 I think this book surprised me, most of all, with the way it showed trans experience, queer love, and optimism among marginalized communities to its readers.

It might just feel dense and slow at times, but I loved the pining and romance. And I cried in one emotional scene, because one line reminded me of Ed and Stede from OFMD, well... there's nothing I can do about that πŸ˜‚

This is all I will say for now! Will be posting a full review on my tour stop (Bookstagram + Blog) with Colored Pages Book Tours!

Exact rating: 4 ⭐️

CW: panic attacks, anxiety, transphobia, homophobia, misogyny, sexual content

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Cross My Heart and Never Lie by Nora DΓ₯snes

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emotional funny inspiring lighthearted fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.75

If you saw me shedding a tear by the end of this book, NO YOU DID NOT πŸ˜‚

I looooveeee the simplicity and profoundness of this book. Yes, it's cute and it's written in a diary/journal format and the MC is a silly, naive little girl. But so much of the story speaks of childhood, girlhood, gender stereotypes, and navigating one's sexuality. Tuva is a young girl who is almost a teenager, and here comes all the "teenage" things and "maturity", and now she (and the reader) starts seeing how young girls are expected to do all of this grownup stuff and fall into harmful and confusing gender stereotypes. Apart from that, there's also the matter of her "falling in love". Young love is so sweet and innocent, but young queer love is also a little bit different and scary, and we see it when Tuva starts to contemplate what it means to be in love and what will happen if she is in fact a lesbian.

Above all, I just also love the friendship and the supportive dad elements in this story. Friends are so special, even when you fight and make up. And seeing a supportive dad in Tuva's dad? I love that 😭

Also yes I really like the diary format illustrations and storytelling! Though sometimes it can be confusing where to read first.

"I wonder... Can you be in love with a girl and still like BTS?"

Exact rating: 4.75 ⭐️ (Might post a detailed review on the blog!)

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It Came from the Closet: Queer Reflections on Horror by Joe Vallese

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challenging dark emotional funny informative reflective tense medium-paced

4.5

Can you believe I've been reading this for 7 months?! πŸ˜­πŸ˜‚ This started out as a Libby loan for me, and now I have a physical copy! And I've finally finished it!!

This book was so good 😭 I love watching horror, reading horror stories. I think as a genre, horror is so flexible and versatile and transcendent. 

This anthology does an amazing job of showing just how versatile and profound horror movies can be, especially when viewed in a queer lens. Reading this, I think I gained a better understanding of how horror functions and what it can serve to the viewers. I learned about gender and sexuality from personal accounts and stories from the authors. I also learned how gender, sexuality, race, religion, and geographic locations can intersect and how that unique experience can be shown in a genre like horror. And as a queer person, reading this book also gave me more insights about the relationship that the queer community has with horrorβ€”why we relate to it, why it gives a safe place, how we can shape it to tell our stories. I loved it and it just reinforced to me how horror is such an excellent genre.

There were a few of essays that seemed dull/drawling, but there were also some that were so well-written and poignant. Some essays that stood out for me are:
  • Three Men on a Boat by JEN CORRIGAN (Jaws)
  • The Me in the Screen by STEFFAN TRIPLETT (Us)
  • Black Body Snatchers by SAMUEL AUTMAN (Get Out)
  • The Healed Body by JUDE ELLISON S. DOYLE (In My Skin)

I also just wish every essay came with specific content warnings. Some of these can be really triggering. It's also why I had to stop every now and then because some essays are harder to digest and process compared to others.

Still, this was an excellent read overall. I can see myself going back to specific essays and reading them all over again.

Exact rating: 4.5 ⭐️ (Might post a detailed review on the blog!)

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Marking this book as part of my reading challenge: <a href="https://app.thestorygraph.com/reading_challenges/fcf9e7dc-39a5-49e2-9f7d-a243f5073985">#ReadQueerly2024</a>.

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The Breakup Lists by Adib Khorram

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emotional funny inspiring lighthearted reflective tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

 "Oh wow, this was so good," I say as I wipe some wetness out of my eyes. πŸ˜‚ THIS WAS SO GOOD!!!

One thing I always I appreciate about Adib Khorram's works is the blend of teenage experience and poignant themes. It was there in his three other books I read before, and this one, The Breakup Lists, is no different.

This was easy to read and follow, the writing is light and funny. And yet, through Jackson, we are offered a perspective of a gay Iranian-American teen who loves theater, who also happens to be hard of hearing, who's falling in love for the first time, who feels underappreciated, and still has some issues he needs to work on. I loved reading this story and in Jackson's POV. He's a compelling and relatable character, and you just want the best for him even if you know, as a reader, that he's not making the best decisions πŸ˜…

Jackson was hard of hearing, and it was nice to read about the experiences of the Deaf/hard of hearing community in his POV. Ableism was also touched upon, as well as mental health. Aroace identity was also featured (confirmed aroace minor character!), as well as other queer rep.

The plot is interesting, and though it may seem formulaic at times, it works and it's good. Adib Khorram still has some surprises for the reader and I love that. Much of the plot and Jackson's storyline revolved around being in theater and I just thought that was fun! I've never been a "theater gay", but I definitely had some flashbacks to certain Glee episodes while reading this πŸ˜‚ I love it all the more!

I love the romance, too. This got me giggling and kicking my feet and I LOVE THAT. (I'm not going to say anymore in case I spoil something πŸ˜‚)

Also, I have to say, Bowie is definitely my favorite character, I love them πŸ˜‚

Overall, this was so so good. I was excited for this one, and Adid Khorram definitely did not disappoint.

Exact rating: 4.5 ⭐️ (Might post a detailed review on the blog!)

Thank you to the publisher and NetGalley for this e-arc! This is out April 2nd! 

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Fugitive Telemetry by Martha Wells

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adventurous challenging funny mysterious reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0

Okay, this was really fun! I wouldn't say it's not as good as the previous ones, because it is good. It still has the same humor and less action maybe? But compared to the previous installments, this one didn't feel like a really wild emotional roller coaster. Which is still a good thing for me, to be honest. πŸ˜‚

I mean, reading Murderbot always has some sort of high-stakes plot, with the prospect of imminent death (or shutdown) for Murderbot always on the horizon. But this felt more like a regular murder mystery story, with Murderbot trying to be helpful and keep everyone safe (even though some people are still wary of its presence). Also, I love the fact that Murderbot got to interact with a lot more bots here. And that again, we see humanity in these robot constructs.

Overall, this was a fun, good murder mystery installment to the Murderbot series. I really enjoyed it

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Anoka: A Collection of Indigenous Horror by Shane Hawk

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dark emotional mysterious reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

This was an impulse read since I saw how short it was and I was in a bit of a horror mood. And wow, I am so glad I picked it up πŸ˜†

This is Shane Hawk's debut Indigenous horror story collection. Some were really short, some were longer than the others. But one thing is for sure, this is a good collection of horror stories imbued with the experiences of Indigenous people. There's something unique in every story, but the Indigenous main characters are always the main focus. I love that this collection didn't really focus on the " scary"factor, but it will haunt you and disturb you as you read the stories. It also focused on the various experiences and horrors these characters see in their lives. I could also argue that some of these stories touch on psychological horror as well.

Some stories were more fleshed out than the others for me. My favorites would definitely be the last two, <i>Dead America</i> and <i>Transfigured</i>. It also helped that the author included Story Notes which helped give a background or perspective on why he chose to write these stories.

Also, another delightful surprise is the queer rep, which I didn't expect! I love that the author confirmed that the character was in fact queer (genderfluid to be exact), as the character only thought about their struggles with their gender.

Overall, this was really good! I can't wait to read more of the author's works, especially <i>Never Whistle at Night</i>! (in which he's the co-editor this time!)

CW: stillbirth, graphic violence, blood, kidnapping, murder, drug use, drug abuse, sexual content (implied), alcoholism, depression, mentions of genocide and violence on Indigenous Americans, body horror (a little bit), animal death, multiple deaths/massacre, murder, car accidents, gender dysphoria (a little bit)