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104 reviews

This Is Water: Some Thoughts, Delivered on a Significant Occasion, about Living a Compassionate Life by David Foster Wallace

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inspiring reflective fast-paced

5.0

😩 so well-written, so articulate. best spontaneous read, i think.

“The really important kind of freedom involves attention, and awareness, and discipline, and effort, and being able truly to care about other people and to sacrifice for them, over and over, in myriad petty little unsexy ways, every day.”
Thinner by Stephen King

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dark tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Loveable characters? No
Weird, weird premise. Didn’t know Stephen King wrote body horror. His writing here really just hooks you — I couldn’t put it down at all — but it becomes predictable toward the end. Still pretty good horror though.
Leave the World Behind by Rumaan Alam

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mysterious reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
meandrous and kinda gripping ?? somehow it felt weird to read the omniscient pov. i just imagined the author playing the role of some higher being 😅.

for about half of it i was waiting for one of them to die, a twist, something. but i guess this is not that type of horror, just a greatly internal one. can’t say i’m disappointed.
When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advice for Difficult Times by Pema Chödrön

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everyone and their mother seemed to love this book


but i read it for so long that no message had solidified in my mind. I don’t think this helped me push through my tough times in the past year but, for what it’s worth, chapter 18 was profoundly written. The book won’t give you specific steps to overcome your difficult times, it just puts into words some aspects of our being human that we don’t think about as much or as deeply. If anything this is an advertisement for Buddhism, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing.
Manywhere by Morgan Thomas

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challenging reflective slow-paced

3.0

Sa Mga Kuko ng Liwanag by Rogelio G. Mangahas, Ave PĂ©rez Jacob, Edgardo M. Reyes

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dark reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated

5.0

It was said in the introduction to the novel that the story is inherently masculine. And yes, it is masculine, but it’s also human. None of the characters were presented as a dichotomy between good and evil, nothing was black or white. Even the seemingly inexperienced central character would shock you with the things he’d done as the story progressed. 
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“Sa simula, siya'y isang kalansay na nakatalalan sa hangin. Pagyayamanin siya, maglalaman at lulusog sa dilig ng pawis at dugo. At siya'y matatayo nang buong tatag, lakas at tibay, naghuhumindig at nagtutumayog sa kapangyarihan, samantalang sa kanyang paanan ay naroon at lugmok, lupaypay, sugatan, duguan, nagtingala sa kanyang kataasan, ang mga nagpala sa kanya.”

Napakagaling magsulat ni EMR, dito ko nakita kung gaano kaganda ang pagkakahabi ng mga salitang Tagalog ‘pag gamay ng manunulat ang lengguwahe niya. May mga linyang sapul sa puso at talagang tatatak sa ’yo đŸ„č
Si by Bob Ong

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3.0

it’s different! medyo same levels ng Para Kay B in terms of uniqueness relative to other Philippine Lit, pero ang prose mabulaklak at masasabi kong mas formal.
The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion

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4.0

I’m not sure what made this book so hard to finish. Maybe because it’s short but dense? It’s also repetitive, but i think that worked in favor of the book? I mean she’s trying to illustrate her experiences following her husband’s passing, and naturally since she’s full of grief, everything would feel dull and tedious. Didion took the time to write about every facet of grief that she’s experienced no matter how oddly specific she could get. 

Some people said this book made them cry. I think what i felt was the kind of sadness you feel when a not-so-close relative dies, and you see everyone around you grieving. And that makes sense once you read what she wrote about grief: “Grief turns out to be a place none of us know until we reach it.” Because we never truly know something until we experience it ourselves. We can only have so much empathy, we can feel pity, but that’s it.

What I love about Didion’s writing in this one is the way she connected ideas that, on the surface, seem unrelated. Particularly when she wrote about geological phenomena and her nihilistic worldview. She explained how natural disasters just happen, there is no greater meaning behind them and for that reason she feels comforted. She saw these as indicators of the meaninglessness of life, not in the sense that she shouldn’t live it anymore, but in the sense that she could live and be as she wished, because no one is watching. “No eye was on the sparrow.” Same goes for her husband’s death. It just happened, and she has to live despite the loss.