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funny
lighthearted
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
lighthearted
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
adventurous
dark
emotional
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
I think my feelings about this book all boil down to a big lumpy mess of I don’t know how I feel about this.
Let me list off the things that I’m not sure how to feel about:
- the two different redemption arcs: one of a mass murderer. The other of Adam’s abusive father. For both persons, the book tries to walk a very difficult line where both redemption arcs end on a note of, “we’re not saying they’re good people, but here’s some insight into why they are the way they are,” and I just don’t fucking care.
- the whole character arc where the good main character realizes that it’s a worse punishment to let the BBG live and suffer with the deeds the BBG has done. It’s a character arc I’m just tired of. Give me more Alex Verus type character arcs where the neutral good main character slowly descends into a true neutral alignment and starts killing people to protect themselves and such. I just think it’s more interesting.
- that chapter towards the end that was just in large part exposition. It wasn’t a BBG monologue but it felt like it, and that just feels cheap.
- there’s parts of this book that take a page out of Nightvale’s book. I wasn’t prepared. I’m still confused. I don’t get it.
- I’m not sure how I feel about the representation here. Mental health wise, I wish the book didn’t lean so hard on the “mental health facilities are evil” trope, but it’s hard to say how much of my dislike of the trope stems a desire to see mental health care better represented and how much comes from the fact that I know places like this book’s depiction of them actually exist and my resulting general disgust for the scum of humanity.
So yeah. I don’t know how I feel about this. There’s large parts of this that really worked for me and I thought were really cool. The narration is great. But so much of all of that is overshadowed by how much better I wish this book had been.
Let me list off the things that I’m not sure how to feel about:
- the two different redemption arcs: one of a mass murderer. The other of Adam’s abusive father. For both persons, the book tries to walk a very difficult line where both redemption arcs end
- the whole character arc where the good main character realizes that it’s a worse punishment to let the BBG live and suffer with the deeds the BBG has done. It’s a character arc I’m just tired of. Give me more Alex Verus type character arcs where the neutral good main character slowly descends into a true neutral alignment and starts killing people to protect themselves and such. I just think it’s more interesting.
- that chapter towards the end that was just in large part exposition. It wasn’t a BBG monologue but it felt like it, and that just feels cheap.
- there’s parts of this book that take a page out of Nightvale’s book. I wasn’t prepared. I’m still confused. I don’t get it.
- I’m not sure how I feel about the representation here. Mental health wise, I wish the book didn’t lean so hard on the “mental health facilities are evil” trope, but it’s hard to say how much of my dislike of the trope stems a desire to see mental health care better represented and how much comes from the fact that I know places like this book’s depiction of them actually exist and my resulting general disgust for the scum of humanity.
So yeah. I don’t know how I feel about this. There’s large parts of this that really worked for me and I thought were really cool. The narration is great. But so much of all of that is overshadowed by how much better I wish this book had been.
dark
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
dark
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
A mix
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
mysterious
tense
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
dark
mysterious
tense
fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
dark
mysterious
tense
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
funny
tense
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Plot
Strong character development:
No
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
challenging
emotional
funny
medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven:
Character
Strong character development:
Yes
Loveable characters:
Yes
Diverse cast of characters:
No
Flaws of characters a main focus:
Yes
A kind, sometimes funny and yet sometimes hard to read story of an addict at rock bottom. Ryan spends a large chunk of this book hating himself for hitting his rock bottom and yet being unable to get himself out, which is both difficult to read sometimes and yet ultimately, I found to be pretty accurate with my own experience with loved ones and substance abuse.
I really loved Ryan. I enjoyed his narrative, which is very dry, sardonic and self-deprecating. There’s large chunks of this where I laughed out loud. It’s honestly a brand of humor I’ve not seen from these authors before but I really enjoyed. And finally, when Ryan does start to pick himself up, it’s very rewarding and very sweet.
The love story between him and Chase is a side plot. Really, the focus here is Ryan’s own character arc and his struggle with addiction.
I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.
I really loved Ryan. I enjoyed his narrative, which is very dry, sardonic and self-deprecating. There’s large chunks of this where I laughed out loud. It’s honestly a brand of humor I’ve not seen from these authors before but I really enjoyed. And finally, when Ryan does start to pick himself up, it’s very rewarding and very sweet.
The love story between him and Chase is a side plot. Really, the focus here is Ryan’s own character arc and his struggle with addiction.
I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.