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this taints the book a lot for me. it's one of Meltzer's best written books that I've read, with a story which transcends the romance plotline alone. I very much saw the 'twist' coming but I think maybe someone who is more of a bootlicker might have not. like all other books by this author I've read, the protagonist is a disabled Jewish woman, and I think there are peripheral queer characters. I think the magical plotline is interesting and I like that it's left open to the reader whether there's something truly magical going on or not. there are a lot of extreme coincidences.
I also find the unite against hate rally that they do where they have a cop speak at it so ridiculous but it makes sense for people who have otherwise not done anything particularly radical. I finished this book like a week ago so I can't remember if it was this one or a different book that said they got a "permit" to protest. but if it was this book: lol
Graphic: Antisemitism, Medical trauma, Stalking, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Child abuse and Genocide
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
there were other issues involved but it kind of feels like typical early 00s white author problematic
Graphic: Sexual content, Blood, and Trafficking
Moderate: Emotional abuse, Misogyny, Torture, Murder, Alcohol, and Sexual harassment
Minor: Genocide, Sexual violence, Religious bigotry, and Colonisation
- Strong character development? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? No
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
I'm still figuring out how I feel about this book. It's rivals to lovers and there's a lot of unhealthy dynamics in this and some shamey stuff that's projected onto these girls that gets worked through a bit.
Graphic: Body shaming, Chronic illness, Mental illness, Sexual content, Abandonment, and Alcohol
Moderate: Fatphobia, Toxic relationship, and Vomit
Minor: Addiction and Drug use
When I was coming into myself politically, around age 14-15, I read so many books on this topic. I was trying to figure out who I would be in the same circumstances. What does it mean to do good, what is evil (if evil exists). Now, 15 years later, I read this, and I am analyzing it for how to survive a fascist, genocidal dictatorship. When to leave, when will it feel like a point of no return?
One thing I do want to bring up is that Hannah Pick-Goslar was also a zionist settler. There's a lot of nuance to the fact that people were made to feel like there was no place to go, and in her case, her father and grandfather who were all killed in the Shoah were also zionists. And zionism before the Nakba meant a different thing. But also, the Nakba happened, but it wasn't acknowledged here. But I genuinely don't know what information Hannah Pick-Goslar would have known, and if she would have believed or rejected it. She also did make the active choice to go there, when her remaining support system was left in Europe. I sympathize with the trauma around being a minority in Europe that she must have felt, and the fear for her life. But, expectedly, I have trouble squaring that with the genocide of Palestinians, initiated by the British but taken on by the zionist state. Anyway. Colonization, oppression, genocide, are bad. The British have seldom, if ever, made a good choice when it comes to international politics.
Graphic: Body horror, Child death, Confinement, Death, Genocide, Hate crime, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Suicide, Terminal illness, Torture, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Police brutality, Antisemitism, Medical content, Kidnapping, Grief, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Murder, Sexual harassment, War, and Deportation
Moderate: Vomit
4.0
I'm not going to tag this with spoilers because it's a historical investigation, but the fact that it's implied to be a Jewish person who turned them in feels like it makes all the more sense why this info wasn't made public. If everything in here is legit, and Otto and Miep did in fact know who did it, I'm glad they at least got the closure of knowing.
Graphic: Child death, Confinement, Death, Genocide, Hate crime, Forced institutionalization, Police brutality, Antisemitism, Religious bigotry, Murder, and Deportation
Moderate: Cancer, Xenophobia, and War
5.0
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
4.5
Moderate: Child abuse, Infidelity, and Blood
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
5.0
Graphic: Sexual content and Abandonment
Moderate: Alcohol
5.0
- Diverse cast of characters? No
3.25
- I think this is the first time I've known of the word penis specifically to be used in a smut scene. (value neutral statement.)
- dragged on a bit a lot in the beginning.
- audiobook narrator sounded kind of AI? every sentence felt like it had the same cadence and pitch progression.
- yes there's blood drinking from the butt at one point
- I do feel like the smut felt a bit sudden sorta. like I was almost waiting for it to be a wet dream scene that is woken up from in the beginning.
- not really a lot of dwelling on the emotional aspects of stuff happening in the end. which like, is fine, but it's weird that there wasn't a conversation about what happened to [redacted character].
- was a bit unclear about whether that one character was like.... scalped????? like...
- maybe most of my beefs were because I was listening at nearly 3x speed but I felt like it was necessary to get to the point, and with the narrator
Graphic: Gore, Forced institutionalization, Blood, and Murder
Moderate: Confinement, Death, Eating disorder, Suicidal thoughts, Forced institutionalization, Death of parent, and Fire/Fire injury
Minor: Homophobia, Self harm, and Suicide attempt