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The Bad Beginning by Lemony Snicket

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adventurous dark funny mysterious fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? N/A
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

The Wide Window by Lemony Snicket

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adventurous dark funny mysterious fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.75

Reread - this was absolutely wonderful, but. 

I feel very disheartened about the henchperson of no clear gender. I've tried to do a bit of reading around this, and I believe that handler is a strong queer ally with better representation elsewhere, but I'm not sure if the right balance was met between "there are horrible people in this world including transphobes" and "children are scared of this person because they can't figure out this person's gender." I would be concerned with a child reading this in terms of instilling the idea that being trans is not favourable - which is such a shame considering the other diversity on display within this book. 

It also does not keep in line with the characters of the triplets, who are very neurodivergent coded, very intelligent and absolutely would not fear a trans person for being a bit mysterious. 

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Midnight for Charlie Bone by Jenny Nimmo

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adventurous medium-paced
Used as an audiobook to help me sleep so will pass on a rating! 

This was a childhood favourite of mine, it does feel a bit younger but a good replacement for another well known wizard boy series. I will also add that I easily read through and enjoyed these as a child when I couldn't with the latter after a number of attempts. So they are definitely better written too! 

If I have to be reallyyy picky I do think I  love Nimmo's "the snow spider" series a little bit more :) 
A Good Girl's Guide to Murder by Holly Jackson

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dark mysterious sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

2.0

Edit: changed from 3.5 to 2*

Tldr review: "Its a book for teenagers/children/babies/young people" is not a good enough excuse for bad writing. Everyone should have the right to good fiction regardless of ages, and it already exists in the world.  

I'll be the one to say I'm disappointed in this book. So much potential that fell at my feet. So many promising moments that immediately disintegrated into pure frustration. I wasn't expecting a 5 star read, but I also wasnt expecting to feel so insulted.

The Good Bits!
  • Raj/Sal/their whole family tbh were so well characterised 
  • I had some strong emotional reactions and at one point gasped out loud on the bus!
  • loved the format of the book, pulling together different mediums was very interesting!
 
The issues:
  • The book had a huge issue trying to find the right tone. The jump to darker parts were not transitioned well and felt very sudden and 
  • The protagonist was completely insufferable, starts immediately breaking rules that are initially very sensible and ethical (i.e. her teacher gives her ethical approval for a school project on the condition that she does not speak with the families whose children DIED or she will immediately fail and get a zero??? and on getting approval she IMMEDIATELY does that?? and then no one really disqualifies her anyway because she's suddenly a 'local hero' who solved a murder case???
  • Pip is just insensitive in general, persistently stalks and harrasses people who clearly do not have the capacity to be talking with her including 
    calling her best friend 16 times and wondering why she isn't answering... AFTER LITERALLY GETTING HER DAD ARRESTED FOR MURDER?
    . This girl is not likeable at all, and comes across not only deluded, but as someone who is not supportive to her family and friends in the slightest if it doesn't allign with what she wants to do. 
  • Some things are completely left open. Leads that ultimately had no resolution or purpose at all, which is fine when they're addressed and cast aside. in this case, when it is clear they are no longer relevant, they are completely dropped.
  • Ableism :  I feel this wasn't immediately obvious, but I left this book feeling a bit sick about a disabled character being used purely as a plot device. 
    It's andie's "double", she appeared out of nowhere quite conveniently, with "the mental age of a child" and disappeared once the plot device was used. its explained who she is and where she comes from, but she doesn't get an ending past that. Does she get a care home, does she get left back on the streets? its an afterthrought, and the protagonist doesn't care.
     
  • Inappropriate Age Gap relationships made me feel uncomfortable throughout. I don't mean the 
    secret older man
    storyline, but the relationship between Pip and Raj. Raj is a great character and very likeable, but he is an adult that she looks up to (and likely has a crush on), and considering some of the other content within this book, you would think this would be more of an issue! a child is spending a lot of time with an ADULT MAN, but he's nice so its cool ig. but cool let this be an ideal relationship for the target audience (teenagers/ya!)
  • Characters for the most part were not fully actualised, and I found myself not feeling strong emotions towards them past annoyance or missing many of them by the end. 
  • There was missed powerful social commentary that could have been made. My favourite scene was 
    the confrontation with Becca, where Pip realised that a difficult life had lead to the outcomes that andie and becca faced. This could have been an excellent moment to view Becca as a victim, and change her future path, before a vilifying moment.
     
  •  
    The entire thing with Barney was completely unnecessary
     

I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy

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challenging dark emotional hopeful inspiring reflective sad medium-paced

5.0

Tbc! 
Playdate by Alex Dahl

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dark mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

Pleasantly surprised by this one!

This was a book club suggestion - someone discovered that my work is being used as a filming location for a police station (exciting!). It has only just been commissioned, but quite excited to be ahead of the curve and looking forward to watching the adaptation to see how it stands up!

In not knowing much about the book beforehand, my internal biases were at play with this one. a child abduction story written by a man was not filling me with great confidence in capturing a mother's emotions accurately, and I was expecting at best a cheap american holiday thriller. Within the first few pages I dive into the deep nordic setting (written by a woman!) and knew I had missed a trick. That showed me!

Note I wanted to raise: It is easy to wonder how this kidnapping could even happen - to a non-scandinavian reader it feels so negligent! I would advise all readers to consider the culture context of this book first before pulling judgement - Dahl wrote a fascinating article about the "surprising scandinvian approaches to child-rearing" here: https://www.frostmagazine.com/2020/10/the-surprising-scandinavian-approaches-to-child-rearing-by-alex-dahl/

Things I loved about this book: 
  • Mental Health representation: there is some Excellent coverage of mental health within this book, one specific character is established almost immediately to have ADHD, and is possibly the most prominent and accurate account of a character with this that I have read so far. It was nice to resonate with her excessive hyperfocus and burnout, decision paralysis, dealing with rejection sensitivity, and unquavering sense of justice. Other characters present (unlabelled) OCD/Anxiety which also came across to me as a good understanding of these conditions.
  • The Book Structure: This book jumps between a number of narratives to view the incident through different perspectives, which keeps the story incredibly addictive and exciting! This pieces together in a satisfying way.
  • Character Psychology : I was so pleased to see the women in this book all incredibly unique, with their own very human flaws and sympathy. No woman was fully demonised, and the characters all had a thoughtful psychology that left you disagreeing with them often, but understanding their rationalle behind what could appear to be a bad decision.
  • The Location and Setting : Dahl's wanderlust was very apparent to me, her loving and detailed descriptions of the various locations she knew well were very obvious and well researched. 

Things I am hesitant about:
  • Lucia's POV - Although Lucia's POV chapters were much needed and an interesting perspective, I felt they didn't really read like how a child would write the chapters? It felt very much like someone obsessed with her was writing about it,  which led me to the wildest theory of all - 
    that perhaps Selma in her obsession in the case was writing the whole story how she felt it had happened.
    .
  • Selma - As much as I loved Selma's character and ADHD representation, there were a lot of fears with where her character was going. 
    Ultimately this was okay in the end, but there are so many books ending with the disabled character being in the wrong and this was constantly a worry when reading this, as possibly her characters obsession was pushed slightly too far?
     
  • Pacing - for the most part, the book was very difficult to put down. but I did feel a dip around 3/4's through where it felt like some of the story could have been shortened slightly. however after this the pace immediately raced forward again and I was reading for hours!

Did I guess the mystery correctly?
I guessed everything that was revealed- but there were some wacky theories that were completely wrong! In the end everything ties together in a wonderful way.

Spoiler question about this: 
I guessed that Elisa was the one who killed the baby and husband- while this was revealed to be marcus driving, I am still unsure if this is correct as I felt Elisa kept stressing she had too much to lose by admitting the truth. We also do not see a chapter in her perspective after the final interview with Selma, and so I wonder with Elisa's history of lying if she was actually the one in the vehicle driving after all and Marcus took the fall as he was so in love with her?
 

Questions for Reading Club: 
  • What could have been the best case scenario for Lucia?
  • How would this storyline change if based in another country?
  • What does "playdate" suggest about the effectiveness of crime and punishment institutions? What does it suggest about criminals and those who are involved in crime?


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The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka

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emotional informative mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.25

Another "book that I couldn't bear to finish so I left it 90% read for months" 

There are so many things I love about this book: the detailed characters and their morally grey complexities, luscious and rich descriptions oozing with depth, complex commentary on difficult subjects from white saviours to colonialism. 

Writing this makes me want to bump up the score! It's a deeply emotional yet darkly funny read, that has taught me so much about the plight of Sri Lanka. Shehan made a strong case throughout that this was an expertly researched book, very thoughtfully structured and layered with careful and intelligent literary influence (including my beloved favourite book- cloud atlas). You can feel the time and care and passion he took into writing this book. 

I read the last of this via audiobook, which immediately made me sad that I had not chosen that route to begin with. the audiobook is INCREDIBLY performed, and added such a strong and emotive voice which in my opinion connected the reader even more to the country the events took place. 

I find I'm wanting to bump up the score again, but I'll restrain myself. The main dilemma is one of personal opinion: I am not thoroughly convinced that the writing style is 100% to my specific tastes. But this is a flaw on no ones part, and I wouldn't choose to change it. This is absolutely a book I would put on everyone's bucket list. 




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Reckless: Reckless, Book 1 by Lionel Wigram, Cornelia Funke

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Did not finish book. Stopped at 23%.
Struggling to follow the story via audio book, I'll return to this at some point  but definitely liked the initial vibe of what was going on! 💕
Marry My Husband by sungsojak, Studio LICO

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emotional funny hopeful reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0

The best revenge story I have ever read 😭😭 anyone with literally any trauma should read this

Twists at every corner, incredible characters... And the ending?? 😭😭

I have been tempted many times to spend coins on a comic but this one took the cake tbh. 

I kept thinking "this can't possibly be it, there has to be something more sinister afoot",  but this is what it is. It is not out to trick you, but to give the good guys the most perfect ending for them. As for the bad guys... 

On Chesil Beach by Ian McEwan

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challenging reflective sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

It has taken me a long time to find the right time to read this.

I watched the film when it came out, so already knew what to expect. I have never ever cried so much in a cinema. I initially watched it at a time of crisis, hoping for an answer on a long resolved question. Reading this now felt very cathartic, and in some ways more painful than before as I continue on in the world. 

Edward is so much more horrible than I remember him. He represented to me all of the things I hate about the attitudes of men that I have come to know since, especially those that are raised by emotionally illiterate parents. 

Florence seemed more empowered than I remembered her. Absolutely, she is naive and absorbed the messages that the world will push into young women, but she knows what she wants and ultimately gets it.  Not in a girl-queen boss way, but in a silently marching on and smiling way. 

We meet these two all too real characters on their wedding night. This is not a happy story, but a cautionary tale on the importance of communication, and the inability to communicate in a time on the cusp of an era of freedom, that still witholds all of the previous guilt and oppression of the generation before. 

I was very impressed by mcewan's writing throughout, his gross metaphors integrated into everything that could make you feel uncomfortable about the topic yourself. It felt very much that he understood both Florence and Edward extremely well, with incredible anxiety ridden pacing which felt like a sequence of events unfolding in real time. 

Its a short book, and just like the marriage of Florence and Edward there is so much more to say. 

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