4.14 AVERAGE

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adventurous dark emotional inspiring mysterious tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This is literally one of the best books I’ve ever read.




THE END!?!?! I NEED MORE.
challenging dark emotional sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated
dark emotional tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
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DID NOT FINISH: 38%

I listened to the audiobook and didn’t like the narrator’s voice. The protagonist’s POV was tiresome. I thought I would’ve liked a second POV character to balance the protagonist’s religion-indoctrinated viewpoint, but I didn’t like being in the other character’s head either and I didn’t feel like we had much time to get comfortable with him. 

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dark sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

Yeah theyre not lying about the body horror, it is intense. I did really like this book, I think I would’ve liked it more and cherished it closer if I read it while I was a teen, I’m glad the age group is getting such a wide span of books these days, because I can feel that many people will appreciate this and books like it.

Gruesome, perilous, hopeful, disheartening, and devastating all at once.

Overall I really adored this novel and found a kinship in many of the characters. However, I did find it hard to be in media res and felt as if I was playing catch up entire story to get on the same page with terminology that was used.

I also feel that Nick and Benji had an obligatory romance when they could’ve existed just fine as friends or even have a queer platonic relationship.
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dark emotional medium-paced

One of the best YA books I’ve read in a long time. Gritty and dark yet hopeful and kind. You can tell this book was written with care taken for all of the different subject matters it tackles. A queer kid experiencing religious trauma is definitely not an unfamiliar position to me and the fantastical and post-apocalyptic elements are really just used to the advantage of the present themes. I rarely find myself crying at books but there were parts of this that just rang so true that I couldn’t help but tear up. Also, the narrator who read for Benji POVs was great. Super excited to read more by this author!
adventurous challenging dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated