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onceuponabookcase's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional mysterious sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? It's complicated
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0

While I read the original edition of Ace of Spades that I was given as a gift, on the day of writing this review, I received a copy for free of the one year anniversary edition from Usborne. At the end of this review are comments pertaining to this edition.

I've been wanting to read Ace of Spades by Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé for quite a while, and decided to save it for this year's Pride Month. It's been raved about, so I was expecting great things, but while it mostly lived up to the hype, the ending left me disappointed.

The story is narrated by Devon and Chiamaka. They both attend Niveus Academy, a prestigious private school, but they're from different sides of the tracks. Devon is from the poorer, rougher part of town, while Chiamaka is from the more affluent part of town. Chiamaka is the most popular girl at school, who will do whatever it takes to keep her position to secure the future she wants. Devon, as a scholarship kid, goes under the radar; he has few friends, and no-one really knows who he is. All he cares about is working on his music and getting a place at Julliard. But the they have a few things in common; they're the only Black students at school, and they're the main targets of Aces. Aces is an anonymous bully, sending text messages to the student body, revealing their secrets. They out Devon as gay, and that he used to be in a secret relationship with another student. They reveal that Chiamaka was rejected by the guy she likes, a private conversation between just the two of them. But what starts off as awful bullying, takes a more sinister turn, as it becomes clear they're being followed, more things revealed that no-one could have known.

Ace of Spades is absolutely gripping, but it's difficult to discuss without spoiling the story. I think it's best to go in knowing almost nothing, to feel the full impact of what Devon and Chiamaka go through. What happens in it is terrible, but it just gets worse and worse, until Chiamaka and Devon decide to work together to try and figure out who is behind Aces, and why they're targeting them. Devon is terrified of what might happen if his ma finds out his gay, or the people from his neighbourhood. Chiamaka has secrets of her own that she is desperate to keep burried. But as the story continues, it just gets more and more disturbing. Around two thirds in, it started to feel more like a horror than a thriller.

It's absolutely messed up, and horrifying. When I got to the reveal, my jaw was on the floor. But still, there's more to come. It's a terrifying story, and I was so sickened and upset by what I was reading, and cried at one point. The tension just built and built, the sense of foreboding and how things just got more and more sinister had me sitting on the edge of my seat. It got to the point where I just wasn't enjoying it anymore. That's not a criticism of the story, but this it's about racism and other serious topics. With other thrillers and horrors, you can enjoy how clever they are, the twists you don't expect, the fear the author can make you feel. It's completely different with Ace of Spades, because while the story is fictional, it's rooted in very real issues. I could appreciate Àbíké-Íyímídé's fantastic skill at crafting this mysterious and suspenseful story, how brilliantly plotted it was, and how I had so many theories about who Aces could be that never fully fit, and kept me guessing. Honestly, in that sense, it was amazing! But I just felt more and more disgusted by what I was reading, about what Chiamaka and Devon experience and are put through. It just wasn't possible to revel in excitement over the tension, because it was just so horrific.

But then the ending came, and it was a massive let down. The tension built and built, and I Was on tenterhooks, terrified at what was to come... and then it just all ended and wrapped up in a few pages. I definitely feel like it should have been developed more. And it left me with so many questions and other issues. It felt too easy, in various ways. It almost felt too convenient. There's so much that I'm frustrated about, that I need to talk about, so if you haven't read the book, don't click the button below, as it's full of spoilers.

<Spoiler>By saying it felt too easy or too convenient, I don't mean in regards to Chiamaka and Devon getting out. I mean for Aces and Niveus. Ok, so the school burnt down, and they couldn't continue what they were doing, but where was the justice?! A few people died, fine, but I mean actual justice. Did anyone in positions of authority believe Chiamaka and Devon? Were people arrested? Or was the whole student body and teachers that survived allowed to go on with their lives? It wasn't an ending, it was Chiamaka and Devon surviving. And I suppose that's the point; this is racism on a massive scale, and as is mentioned, Niveus isn't the only school used to bring down Black teenagers, but I just felt like the story was missing a real conclusion. And again, yes, I get that that might be the point, but with how quickly it ended, too, the two together just left me so disappointed! I feel Niveus got off too lightly. And what happened to Devon and Chiamaka immediately after? I liked the epilogue, but I would have preferred there to be just a bit more about the aftermath for them. What were the conversations they had with their respective parents? Where did they go from there in regards to school? Had Niveus screwed things up enough for them that their immediate futures were uncertain? Or did they get help to get back on track? I just wanted so much more from the ending.

I was really, really disappointed in the ending, to the point that it's kind of skewed the way I view the whole story, but I have to admit that it was brilliant. Mysterious, suspenseful, gripping. I couldn't put it down and I was desperate to know what was going to happen next. But I also really appreciate how Àbíké-Íyímídé dealt with racism in this story, how it wasn't like normal thrillers, how it wasn't a story you could turn away from, how you had to face exactly Chiamaka and Devon went through. In that, I feel it's also a really important and powerful story, and one I definitely feel everyone needs to read. So yes, I'm disappointed. But do I recommend Ace of Spades? I do, yeah. And will I read Àbíké-Íyímídé's next book? Absolutely.

An aside: On the day I sat down to write this review, having finished my copy with the original cover that was given to me as a gift - after actually writing everything above - I received a copy of the one year anniversary edition from Usborne. This edition comes with three extra chapters set nine months after Ace of Spades finishes, set during Pride, Terrell's playlist that they listen to on the way to Pride, and a letter from Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé about Ace of Spades' first year. Plus there's that stunning cover. They're really awesome additions, and the extra chapters answer briefly some of my questions, which I appreciate. So thank you to Usborne for the review copy.

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limiwh's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5


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bornachoker's review against another edition

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adventurous dark informative mysterious tense
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated

5.0


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kerrygetsliterary's review against another edition

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dark mysterious reflective tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.0


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sophie42's review against another edition

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dark sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? No
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

2.25


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neverlandpages4's review against another edition

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adventurous dark hopeful informative inspiring sad fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

5.0

• It had me hooked from the beginning & every chapter ended with a sentence that made me want to immediately know what happens next

• This book is PACKED. In almost every chapter something is happening which makes it very hard to put down

•  I’m aware that it’s popular but I still think it’s criminally underrated. Compared to the other books that get so much hype but then fall flat, this one definitely lives up to the hype. And the messages that this book delivers deserve to be heard

• The main characters were trusting anyone and everyone at the beginning and this book is the epitome of “you can’t trust anyone” no matter how well you think you know someone

• There are so many unlikable characters which is understandable but I genuinely don’t think I’ve ever read a book with this much gaslighting in it. It was crazy and I felt so bad for the main characters because if I were in their shoes, I’d go insane.

• There was a character that said that being racist was a “family tradition” and acted as if they had no choice but to be racist…..I really wanted to slam the book shut because wtf?? 😭

• However, the main characters were really lovable and my heart was just breaking for them throughout the entire book. They really didn’t deserve any bad thing that happened to them and when Devon said “I think we deserve a happy ending” I was in tears because THEY DO!!

• I had so many theories as to who aces is but I never expected that reveal. It was both shocking and horrifying

• If you haven’t read this yet, I highly recommend it! 

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hyliansee's review against another edition

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challenging dark fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

3.0


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tinana's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging dark emotional hopeful mysterious sad medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0


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ellasara's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

5.0


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toofondofbooks_'s review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious sad tense fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? N/A

5.0

This truly started my February with a bang. Y'all - I can't believe this is this author's debut. I'm stunned. I barely even have the words for how remarkably paced, written, and set up this entire book was. This was one of those books that I knew I was going to be in love with, but was so scared that it would fall below my expectations, so I kept putting it off. I'm so glad I stopped putting it off.

For a YA novel, Ace of Spades is fucking horrifying. The drama is constant, it does not let you breathe for even a minute. Every single person every page is a suspect. I've been describing it to friends as "Get out" meets "Gossip Girl" meets "Pretty Little Liars" meets "Elite," because it has vibes of all of those particular works. It's a thriller that checks all of my boxes and even has queer representation. However, it goes so much deeper than just those things. At its core, this isn't just a story about an anonymous texter trolling these two students (Chiamaka and Devon). It is a harrowing tale of Institutionalized racism. The horrors within these pages are deep and dark, and worst of all, real. I loved it. If you're late to the hype train like me, I highly suggest you pick this up.

I hope this was a coherent review, my brain isn't at full working capacity. I'll add edits to this if I need to!

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