3.88 AVERAGE


More accurately like 2.5/5

Full review to come!

FULL REVIEW NOW POSTED.

holy crap, this book was addicting

tw: PTSD, lots of deaths, suicidal thoughts (minor aspect) -- i'm blanking rn so if anyone has noticed anything else, let me know!

i've had this book on my TBR since 2014 because apparently everyone was raving about it?? i honestly don't remember lmao but with the whole noah shaw series coming out, i thought i should try reading the first book and see what all the hype was about??

and ooooo boy, i didn't expect it to be so GOOD.

i had absolutely no clue what this book was about and i haven't really heard people speak about it so i went in blind and i'm SOOO glad i did. when i read the first chapter i didn't really know where this story was supposed to be going but with every new chapter i just got more and more invested.

this book is about Mara who moves to a new town as a new start after she survived being crushed by a collapsing building (her 3 best friends died tho). she suffers from PTSD and she has visions of her dead friends but she doesn't tell anyone bc she wants to seem ~normal~

lemme just make lists of the things that i liked because i'm lazy:

++ Mara Dyer ++
- oh my god I loved her SO MUCH
- i just,, wanted to protect her all the time like she bottled everything up and had to deal with everything all by herself and i could just RELATE to her so much omg my poor baby :(
- i can already see all the people out there who hate Juliette from Shatter Me hating on Mara because they think she's annoying (ugh y'all just don't GET IT)
- but i thought she was a genuine and relatable character and VERY LIKABLE. i could see myself in her in a lot of ways and I JUST LOVE HER OKaY :')

++ Daniel Dyer ++
- he's Mara's older brother and he was SO NICE
- definitely one of my fav characters in this book
- Daniel and Mara's relationship was AMAZING. he was so supportive of her and he kept looking out for her (mostly without her knowing) AND I ATE IT UP. i love a good brother-sister relationship and this one was perfect

++ Noah Shaw ++
- oh boy,, Noah
- it seemed like he'd be your cliché brooding YA bad boy because he's British and good-looking and he sleeps around and everyone is in love with him (i knOw i was ready to be disappointed)
- and here i thought i wouldn't fall for him..... but he was so CHARMING and adorable and kind and i love him (ugh i hate myself why am i so easy to please)
- he made a few possessive and controlling remarks at times but overall he was so genuine and very SUPPORTIVE and respectful towards Mara and i kinda get why she fell for him??
- i'd definitely read the new Noah Shaw books (if i find out what they're about) because I really liked him and I loved how his and Mara's relationship developed
- I TRUST HIM TO BE GOOD TO HER

++ PARENTS ACTUALLY EXIST!!! ++
- how many books have you read where the parents were either dead or they absolutely did not care what their children were up to?
- too many to count, that's right
- BUT THE PARENTS ACTUALLY EXISTED IN THIS BOOK AND THEY WERE SO SWEET
- Mara's mum only wants what's best for Mara especially after she was in the accident that killed her best friends and she can be a little overbearing at times BUT SHE JUST WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF MARA
- it's honestly too sweet
- and whenever Mara would make an effort to not be so distant, her mother would be so surprised but SO ENTHUSIASTIC
- and she was so cute when she met Noah for the first time :')
- the father didn't play that big of a role tbh but he was still present and always looked out for his daughter!

++ the angst ++
- oh god
- i love angst
- and this book was FILLED WITH IT
- that's all there is to say really

overall, i think this book is BRILLIANT and i can't wait to continue with the series and see where Mara's story goes! the end was a bit of a cliffhanger and i'm a lil antsy to find out what's gonna happen?? I JUST HOPE THE REST OF THE TRILOGY WON'T DISAPPOINT.

i'd definitely recommend this to you if you like INCREDIBLY ADDICTING books. i literally stayed up until 6am to read this, then slept for 3 hours and woke up to finish the rest of the book,, ugh it's so good.

Creepy. Funny. Thrilling. Amazing. I've never read anything quite like it. I was surpised at how into this book I grew. I was supposed to study for school while reading this book and it was almost impossible to put it down. (But gladly I did manage to also read for my tests so I'm not failing yay) I'm not going to say anything else about this book, it's the better the less you know about it really.

“Today, tonight, tommorrow, forever. I was made for you”

insanity is all i can say. I LOVED THIS

SO GOOD OMG

Mediocre

The beginning of this story was intriguing enough - a tragedy that the narrator couldn't remember, sure to reveal itself throughout the rest of the book. Her secret is powerful and cool, and in the beginning of the book you're hooked, needing to know if she's super or just crazy.

The only problem I had with this book was the typical male character. I mean, rich, handsome boy with a British accent who is a player but the female lead can change? It's overdone and it kind of put a damper on the coolness of the other things that were happening. It would have been cooler if Noah wasn't so cool, then the story would have been more realistic.

I give this book a three out of five stars because I did enjoy reading it, but I won't read it again or recommend it to a friend.

spoilers! both mara dyer and noah shaw marry me in the end. the reason is because i said so. /j


Bro... I have never been more baffled in my life. What the fuck. I couldn't tell is she was going through a delusion or if she was just acting bonkers. And then Noah was like "oh yeah it was me". BRO WHAT?! I absolutely love Daniel, lowkey wish I had a relationship like that with my brother. Also, I very much hate Jude. No context needed, but the ending had me so confused and scared. Like, bitch why are you showing up?
Still, this may be one of my new favourites now. God bless Maditales and bookishvee for recommending this.