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livlamentloathe's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Benji, my sweet sweet boy. I love him but his body horror was a lot for me. I had to mentally turn off my consciousness (thanks, autism!) whenever the book described the gore and horror of it because it was too much for me. But I enjoyed the full acceptance Benji had for his body, choosing not to bind despite some of his peers not understanding. It was beautiful to see all the individual unique ways that the kids of the LGBTQ+ center held and identified themselves.
Nick’s autism was so well done. I really appreciated the genuine representation of his neurodivergence.
Speaking of Theo, he was hard for me to accept. I like people to be good or evil in fantasy novels so the complexities of him being queer and genuinely supporting Benji in his transition and then also being brainwashed was hard. His POV would perk me up a little cause he was so set on Benji being a boy that even his mind never betrayed Benji’s pronouns or identity. But life is complex and so is the life of a religious cult member raised on bigotry and genocide. In a better world, maybe Theo and Benji could’ve had a beautiful life together.
Overall, I really enjoyed this book. The world was well-sized for the scale and scope of the book. I do wish there were a second book to handle the trauma from after. But it was great in and of itself. Well worth the read if you’re in a place to do so.
Graphic: Pandemic/Epidemic, Gun violence, Body horror, Genocide, Religious bigotry, Transphobia, Fire/Fire injury, Death of parent, and Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child abuse, Chronic illness, Dysphoria, Gaslighting, Murder, Gore, Death, Vomit, Deadnaming, Homophobia, Torture, and Violence
Minor: Medical trauma and Medical content
pixeluce's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Physical abuse, Deadnaming, Blood, Panic attacks/disorders, Injury/Injury detail, Gore, Vomit, Body horror, Transphobia, Religious bigotry, Dysphoria, Death, and Gun violence
Moderate: Grief, Medical trauma, Medical content, Death of parent, and Cursing
dummehure's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.75
Graphic: Transphobia, Vomit, Violence, Homophobia, Physical abuse, Child death, Domestic abuse, Death of parent, Death, Dysphoria, Gun violence, Misogyny, War, Eating disorder, Sexism, Body horror, Deadnaming, Grief, Hate crime, Medical content, and Murder
meganpbell's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.5
I found some of the world-building and the last hour or so confusing, and I expected more flashbacks/backstory, but I am so grateful this book exists and wish I’d had it as a teen myself.
Graphic: Blood, Transphobia, Body horror, and Deadnaming
Moderate: Dysphoria, Grief, Religious bigotry, Toxic relationship, Death of parent, Fire/Fire injury, Genocide, Gun violence, Vomit, Homophobia, Hate crime, Medical content, and Murder
Minor: Animal death and Body shaming
five_rats_in_a_trenchcoat's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Character
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
5.0
Graphic: Genocide, Confinement, Death of parent, Child abuse, Injury/Injury detail, Transphobia, Religious bigotry, Body horror, Gore, and Deadnaming
Moderate: Homophobia, Physical abuse, Eating disorder, Murder, Medical trauma, Child death, Grief, Misogyny, Dysphoria, Panic attacks/disorders, Medical content, Racism, and Self harm
cheshiredownunder's review against another edition
Graphic: Blood, Body horror, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Gaslighting, Homophobia, Kidnapping, Medical trauma, Mental illness, Outing, Sexism, Transphobia, Abandonment, Deadnaming, Domestic abuse, Murder, Physical abuse, Religious bigotry, Ableism, Eating disorder, Genocide, Grief, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Hate crime, Violence, Biphobia, Chronic illness, Death of parent, Dysphoria, Gore, Death, Misogyny, and Gun violence
caseythereader's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.0
Graphic: Vomit, Fire/Fire injury, Transphobia, Cursing, Deadnaming, Death, Homophobia, Injury/Injury detail, Medical content, Murder, Violence, Death of parent, Genocide, Blood, Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Gore, Grief, Gun violence, Dysphoria, and Sexual content
ktkeps's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? It's complicated
- Loveable characters? It's complicated
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
3.75
Graphic: Fire/Fire injury, Panic attacks/disorders, Grief, Injury/Injury detail, Transphobia, Deadnaming, Death, Dysphoria, Gore, Medical content, Death of parent, Medical trauma, Body horror, Religious bigotry, Toxic relationship, and Violence
onf's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? A mix
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated
4.5
Graphic: Injury/Injury detail, Religious bigotry, Blood, War, Body horror, Deadnaming, Transphobia, Death, Death of parent, Gore, Violence, Gun violence, Cursing, and Vomit
Moderate: Child death, Emotional abuse, Grief, Murder, Terminal illness, Confinement, Medical content, Suicide, Dysphoria, Genocide, Medical trauma, and Panic attacks/disorders
Minor: Drug use, Ableism, and Eating disorder
anna_brawn's review against another edition
- Plot- or character-driven? Plot
- Strong character development? Yes
- Loveable characters? Yes
- Diverse cast of characters? Yes
- Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes
4.25
Graphic: Murder, Dysphoria, Emotional abuse, Death of parent, Death, Medical content, Gun violence, Confinement, Religious bigotry, Vomit, Transphobia, Grief, Deadnaming, Child death, Blood, Violence, Body horror, Injury/Injury detail, and Gore