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A Study in Drowning by Ava Reid

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emilychristina's review against another edition

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adventurous tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

5.0


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desiderium_incarnate's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

4.5

I think this story will stay with me for a bit.

For most of the book I was unsure how reliable Effy was as a narrator but I think think that might reflect more on me than it does on the book. It really is beautifully written, I just have one issue: Everyone mentions how smart and brave Effy is and of course, yes, she is, but whyyyy did you not go talk to the secretive and reclusive widow of your favorite author when you had the chance? Like you literally did everything including destruction and theft of property and nearly dying in a drowned basement instead of trying to communicate with people that are there and have not explicitly told you to fuck off yet. I was just waiting for them to get to that for nearly half the book so that was incredibly frustrating. 

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chasinggrace's review against another edition

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adventurous challenging emotional mysterious medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

3.5

Upon reflection, this book lived up to its positive social media reputation. I was not expecting the darker themes that are woven throughout the story (abandonment, PTSD, sexual assault, adult/minor relationships) nor did I expect the consistent use of water and architecture analogies. While the FMC character arc was slightly predictable (
a damaged, meek woman finds her voice through further trauma 👍🏼
), I think it was done well, especially when compared to
Angharad’s story


I thought the setting was beautiful and the world building was not overwhelming at all. The themes of colonization, classism, & religious separations were touched on, but were not overbearing. The mystery & folklore kept me intrigued, and I thought the romance was sweet (even though Preston will not be a favorite book boyfriend of mine). 

Unfortunately, I needed to dock .5 stars for the writing, especially in the first 100 pages of the book. While I think similes are helpful literary tools and can be beautiful, they are completely overdone in this text. The author cannot write one singular page of this book without comparing two things and using the word “like.” Try it - flip to any page and you will find a sentence that uses this structure. While I’m not a style critic, I could not ignore it and it tainted the opening of the story. I also found Effy to be quite insufferable, before I understood her trauma. Finally, while I know Preston is self-described as unromantic,
I wish their physical intimacy could’ve been sweeter. This could have been a deliberate choice from the author to denounce the romanticizing of losing one’s virginity, or it could’ve reflected Preston’s stoic nature, but I still wanted a little more from that scene.


All together, I think this is a beautiful story that weaves dark themes with stunning comparisons to the relentlessness of water. It teaches you that you are the only one who constructs the house in which you live, if you can be strong enough to hammer the stakes yourself. 

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maresuju's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious reflective fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.75


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amalas_bookstop's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional mysterious tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Plot
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.0

I thought this was a pretty simple plot. The story opens with Effy who attends the Architecture College at the University she attends. She did test high enough to attend the literature college however the school has an archaic rule that states women are not allowed. After entering a competition she is awarded an opportunity to stay at and design her favorite authors home who is recently deceased. It is through this opportunity she meets the love interest Preston and uncovers secrets that will have the potential to rewrite history. 

Ava Reid is a really descriptive writer. I think she did a really good job of exploring some of the more triggering topics in this novel in a very age appropriate way as this is a YA novel. I also really enjoyed how she described the anxiety that Effy was feeling every day. There was only one scene between the love interests Preston and Effy that seemed to toe the line a little, seemed more like adult content. 

I only have a few critiques. First, I thought the pace of this story was a little slow and very predictable. Once you get to the end the twist (if you could call it that) was not a surprise more of a confirmation. The ending seemed to also drag a little for me as well. I found myself skimming. Secondly, based on the cover and title I thought this book would have dark academia vibes, but this doesn’t quite hit the mark. While the overall atmosphere does seem pretty bleak. The university has a very minor role and I just don’t get the prestigious atmosphere like I have gotten in other dark academia novels. 

Overall it was a great break from my usual tastes, but I will probably never think of it again. 

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emmieanna's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious reflective sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? Character
  • Strong character development? No
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? It's complicated
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.25

I loved the aesthetic of this book and I really felt as though I were in the world there with them. It is folklore fantasy crossed with light academia and the romance elements were really tasteful, complementing the style and tone of the book. I would love to explore this world further with any future spin-offs or novellas. I do feel as though the Fairy King could have featured more as an antagonist.

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bookish_slagathor's review

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adventurous dark emotional inspiring mysterious sad tense slow-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? It's complicated
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

Great book dealing with feminist themes, with a dash of romance on the side (I'll be honest, I could have done without it, but it was okay to have it included in the story). Be aware that the setting is heavily misogynistic, and the MC is dealing with severe anxiety/panic attacks. 

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quechl's review against another edition

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dark emotional mysterious fast-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Diverse cast of characters? No
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

I want to start by saying I really enjoyed this book. the writing is absolutely stunning. im fairly certain the most common thing i annotated while reading is something about the prose. Effy as our pov character is interesting and really does make you root for her. the setting was atmospheric and moody, the struggles raw and emotional; reid as an author is most definitely talented and intentional with her craft.
that being said i definitely have a few nitpicks. preston could have been more fleshed out; i wanted more of him, his thoughts and perspective and we just dont see that. i really liked him as a character, but we dont ever really get to see what hes thinking, which i found to be a real shame. the same can be said about the worldbuilding; i LOVE that stuff, and what we do get is really interesting!!! the different saints, local traditions, cultural differences, all of it really tickles me, and its a real shame that the audience (and by that i mean me) wasnt given much chance to read more about it. i want to know about this world, and i felt like it could have been used to further prestons background as well! we had snippets of him telling us sayings, but that was it!! hes supposed to be a passionate lit major!! let him dump info on us!!! i get why it was done, considering the pacing of the book, but its a real shame nonetheless.
and finally, my most major gripe is that the 'twist' was just... predictable. i thought it was going to be a red herring, but no, that was the actual twist, which i found frustrating, especially because effy thinks about the obvious answer like partially once, and then never again. it felt like these clever characters kept missing the clearest answer, and that annoyed me, because the rest of this book really is great. its moody and enticing and tense, and the blurring lines between real and fake is really engaging.

 
honestly i almost wish she left the reality of the fairy king remain a mystery. part of whats enjoyable is that you dont know how much of the story is truely happening. i understand why reid did, but personally i felt like keeping that mystery and dichotomy between the cynic preston and spiritual effy more potent because we the readers dont know the 'objective truth' as preston puts it.

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4.75


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lauracatereads's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
  • Plot- or character-driven? A mix
  • Strong character development? Yes
  • Loveable characters? Yes
  • Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

To be honest, I went into this book blind with little idea of what was in store for me other than the knowledge that this was considered a dark academia book. Obviously, with most dark academia, a certain level of darkness is expected. Ava Reid 100% delivered that, but in keeping it YA made it what I would consider a suitable level of thematic darkness that a young adult audience would grasp. 

Effy Effy Effy Effy — is there ever a more tortured character who has never been dealt a lucky draw of cards in her life? I will admit for the first 1/4 to 1/3 of the book I truly was grasping for straws trying to figure out how things were ever going to brighten up for her. By the halfway, I was convinced that Ava Reid was going to Addie LaRue her and force her to end up with the Fairy King. Although it would be a bit optimistic to say that her ending is an incandescently happy one (she most certainly has an arduous journey ahead of her), her outcome was far better than I initially expected. I was very pleased with the ending, truthfully. 

My bad boy academic Preston HĂ©loury was nothing short of the perfect MMC for this book in that he was an excellent companion to Effy’s FMC but never, ever overshadowed her. Nor did he dim her light or distract from her story. In fact, he was a necessary building block of her story by (in part) marking the transformation from terrorized, drowned Effy to her reborn, swimming Euphemia. Preston was the perfect companion. While I could see what he brought for Effy, I did find it a bit difficult to see what she brought growth-wise to his character. They do have a lot of pride & prejudice vibes with Preston in the Elizabethan pride and Effy getting off on the wrong food with Preston in Darcian fashion. She did do a good job of calling him out on his erudite pride. 

The Gothic setting of this book??! Creeptastic & well executed. There was not an overt amount of detail spent on the world building here, but rather just enough to get the points across. I did sometimes wonder what this world would look like on a map, but the locations were simply not important enough that I thought it required one. Overall, I loved the concept of the Bottom Hundred and its stark contrast to the north. Hiraeth was serving if Davy Jones had a house instead of the Black Pearl. The Fairy King, although not the only villain here (there are so many!), was fantastically designed.

Overall, my only gripe and the reason this book gets a 4.5 from me instead of a 5.0 was the hasty wrapping up of the plot. There was soooo much build up for the first 3/4 of the novel that by the time the storm hits, you’re expecting a huge drawn out ending. But as soon as the Fairy King is out of the picture, it felt like a race to wrap up this book and move on. Angharad’s story was absolutely vital to the entire structure of the novel, but her telling her story was more or less confined to about one chapter of the book. I definitely think her character could’ve been fleshed out and the reveal of her story and role in it be played out a bit more fluently. I would’ve loved to have seen more Effy & Angharad interaction, and most certainly some Preston & Angharad interaction as Preston struggles with this newfound knowledge (can we call it belief?) that the supernatural is real.

Anyways, I took an incredible amount of words more than usual to say that this was great.

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