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That was my reason for the DNF. Could be a me problem, but I was getting major tonal whiplash deciphering what was intentional character + narrative writing and what was the author’s personal opinion seeping through. Erin and Savannah’s voices and thoughts were so similar (granted with Savannah’s irreverence being dialed up to 100) I just didn’t buy it was two different characters climbing onto similar soapboxes during the hamfisted “remember this is a feminist book!!!” sessions.
The mean-spirited digs at lesbians during Savannah’s POV were also very odd. Characters being bigoted and crass as an intentional flaw is one thing— but again, hard to decipher intentionality with the way the book is written. I’m torn on the way
This was definitely a page-turner, and I might come back to it at some point. But for right now I’m looking for a “messed up horror with messed up sapphism” read that’s a little more cohesive with what it’s doing.
Graphic: Gore, Sexual content, Violence, Medical trauma
Minor: Transphobia
Graphic: Body horror, Chronic illness, Confinement, Death, Gore, Gun violence, Infertility, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Sexual content, Terminal illness, Violence, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Excrement, Vomit, Medical content, Kidnapping, Cannibalism, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Death of parent, Murder, Dysphoria, Injury/Injury detail, Pandemic/Epidemic
Minor: Alcoholism, Child death, Alcohol
Graphic: Body horror, Death, Gore, Sexual content, Violence, Blood, Cannibalism, Medical trauma, Suicide attempt, Murder, Injury/Injury detail, Pandemic/Epidemic
Graphic: Body horror, Gore, Infidelity, Sexual violence, Blood, Vomit, Medical content, Kidnapping, Cannibalism, Medical trauma, Murder, Pregnancy
I loved the first half, with the sapphic rep and the body horror during the pandemic, but was a bit disappointed when it turned into everyone sucking up ancestral memories as soon as the cosmic alien gods came along in the second half. "Eldritch cosmic gods did it" is just not my kind of trope, even though I get why it's scary. It just makes me roll my eyes. The ending seemed kind of rushed and I didn't buy that all these people were somehow connected.
Still and all, even if this didn't turn out to be quite what I was hoping for, at least it delivered a good twist on Lovecraftian horrors.
I'd say Erin's chapters were the most interesting to me, while Maeva's felt like it needed a bit more digging into her character. But given where the storyline was by the time Maeva's chapters showed up, it kind of made sense. Savannah came off as a little one-note, but I liked the context she provided to Erin's story and the role she played for Maeva. All in all, a fascinating and fun read (if you're okay with a lot of body horror).