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Moderate: Homophobia, Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide attempt
This was the first book I read from Rina Kent and this book definitely works as a stand-alone. You do not need to read the previous books in the series to understand the story.
Graphic: Self harm, Sexual assault
Graphic: Mental illness, Self harm, Sexual assault, Sexual violence, Violence, Blood
Oookay! I think itās far past time we stop using descriptions like āmorally greyā for characters that just do straight up evil shit. And Iām not even talking about the violence, unaliving, or mafia connections. Iām talking about their āfirst timeā which is just black and white, cut and dry Niko sexually assaulting Bran. Bran is drunk, his inner monologue confirms he doesnāt have autonomy, he says variations of ādonātā and āstopā and āplease donāt do thisā more times than I could count. Niko ignores all of them. WTF?!?
I thought, āwell maybe heāll reflect and apologize for it.ā NOPE! Far from being introspective (especially given what he learns about his partnerās past), he hypocritically says things like āI canāt believe you would compare me to this Greek god rapist.ā And āUnlike [other couple], I never forced you to do anything.ā And has the audacity to be enraged on behalf of his partnerās past without ever looking in the mirror to see how he at the very least triggered Bran if not completely retraumatized him.
As if that wasnāt toxic enough, Niko is a possessive narcissist who uses Bran to feed his supply. He goes hot and cold on Bran (which wrecks the latterās mental health). Niko likes it when heās needed or getting to do what he wants. In the process he makes Bran dependent on him. Then says jealous stuff like, āJust know that Iāll slaughter anyone you let near you and fuck you in their blood.ā And āYouāre never allowed to leave me.ā Classic abusive behavior.
The stars this book gets are mostly for the depiction of Branās mental health, even though it had a very rushed ending.
Given how hyped this book is, Iām going to propose alternative MM romances Iād recommend instead:
- For the often violent struggles with mental health, check out The Foxhole Court series
- For the element of rivals with benefits with a side of gay awakening, I highly recommend Heated Rivalry
- For an exploration of sexuality and taboo after surviving CSA, read For the Fans
Major CW for graphic depictions of: Self-harm, suicide attempt, sexual assault, rape of a minor, and violence.
Graphic: Mental illness, Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Toxic relationship, Stalking, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Homophobia, Pedophilia, Violence, Blood, Acephobia/Arophobia, Injury/Injury detail
I love Bran and Nico so much, and I loved how they relied on each other so much/ how they both had their own problems.
Graphic: Cursing, Mental illness, Panic attacks/disorders, Self harm, Sexual content, Blood
Moderate: Adult/minor relationship, Physical abuse, Sexual assault, Medical content, Kidnapping, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicidal thoughts, Stalking, Suicide attempt
Graphic: Self harm, Suicide attempt
Queerness: Bi MC , Demi/Ace/Gay MC
Associated Song : Call Your Mom by Noah khan
Content Warnings: Narcissistic Sc , OCD MC. Drug use , self harm in MC along with suicidal ideation, suicide attempt, and body dysmorphia stemming from grooming and rage ( mentions towards the end of the book as well as description)
Extra warning to audio listeners : The narrators did an amazing job, but this also means the scenes are intense
Wow, okay, a lot to unpack from this book - firstly, i didn't know what this was about , it was blindly recommended, and Google told me it was YA
NEWS FLASH GOOGLE - NO ITS NOT
this is my second dark romance (I think , unsure if garron Park and Captive Prince counts ), and I was a bit concerned for a while - it started out ... hard to grasp, unsure if it was reluctance or denial ( it was very much denial )
It was a lot more emotional and heavy than expected, and the ending was so cute ! They both did so much personal growth - this is what should happen in a dark romance GROWTH !
ALREADY have kissed the villain on standby
Also, to add the Narrators? Jesus christ , the narrator for Brandon was ...very good. I didn't expect him to start moaning and had to pause the book š³
Graphic: Rape, Self harm, Suicide attempt
Moderate: Violence, Murder
Minor: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts
Graphic: Child abuse, Homophobia, Self harm, Sexual assault
Moderate: Self harm, Sexual assault, Suicide attempt