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ansch05's review against another edition
5.0
Maybe because it’s 3 am and I just read this in one sitting but this is one of the best books I’ve ever read
girlinthepages's review
5.0
You know how every so often you pick up a YA book that is so quiet, yet so excellently crafted, it just really speaks to you? That's how I felt about What I Carry, a contemporary YA novel that follows Muir, a seventeen year old girl who's been in the foster care system her entire life. I can't remember how I initially heard about the novel, but I remember it sticking on my radar after seeing it compared to Far From the Tree, another well written YA novel that tackles foster care/adoption topics in YA. I then saw it was blurbed by Deb Caletti who wrote one of my favorite YA contemporaries of all time, and I was thrilled to find What I Carry resonated with me in a similar way while still being a unique story in its own right.
As mentioned previously, What I Carry follows the story of Muir, a teenager in foster care who despite cultivating the "perfect file" for a foster child (no behavioral issues, great grades, has never missed a day of school, etc) she has bounced around to 20 homes throughout her short life. When she's finally just one year away from aging out of the system, she finds herself staying with a single woman on a small island off the coast of Seattle. Thinking this is just another temporary placement, Muir goes into the situation with her guard raised but slowly starts to break her own rules, from making ride or die friends, to falling in love and standing up to bullies. She starts to learn that maybe she doesn't in fact have to focus solely on survival 100% of the time.
Muir's story was heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. From learning about her being abandoned at a hospital the moment she was born to the botched adoption attempts she suffered throughout her childhood, Muir's story is one of resilience and maturity beyond her seventeen years. It also provides an understandable foundation for her habits, from describing "what she carries" (a nod to the title) in her 1 suitcase (never owning anything that can't fit in it) to her careful emotional distancing of everyone in her orbit. When she settles in on the island and finds people who manage to sneak through her barriers, such as her friend Kira or love interest Sean, it makes it so rewarding because it happens slowly, gradually, and not without resistance from Muir. It's tragic and believable and just the right amount of hopeful.
While I haven't read too many books that focus on the the institution of the US foster care system, I do appreciate that this one approached foster care from a different angle than the typical, problematic stereotype of it being full of horrors and being full of broken, maladjusted kids. Muir herself even references that it's possible to have an OK (if not great) life in the system, and throughout the novel she gives little tidbits of previous foster homes she was in that range from straight up weird to safe and comfortable. She also has a social worker to works hard to advocate for her and who has been the one constant her entire life, and it was refreshing to see many different types of adults portrayed, from those who were indifferent to Muir to ones who actually wanted to help her. Muir also has a wonderful ally in Francine, her foster mother she's placed with on the island who's battling her own loneliness in life, and who was the perfect mix of compassionate and loving but not afraid to be stern or strict and place boundaries on Muir when needed. I don't want to spoil the ending of the story, but it's a well balanced portrayal and offers an alternative perspective into to the world of foster care, while not devaluing the not great experiences of foster care as well.
Well written characters and plot aside, Longo creates a vivid setting in this story that had me yearning to go backpacking in the Pacific Northwest (and I am not a backpacking kind of gal). Muir is obsessed with her namesake, naturalist John Muir, and through her studying of his works over the years has become passionate about nature and the environment. Muir finds an internship leading student groups through a national park and explores many of the beautiful, natural environments of the Pacific Northwest, which is honestly a setting I wish was present in more stories, it's so lush and beautiful. I learned a lot about John Muir and his writings and contributions to the American National Parks system, so bonus points for a story that educated me on top of entertaining me!
Overall: If you're looking for a story that's full of found family, the beauty of nature, and a look at human bonds and attachments, I cannot recommend What I Carryenough! It could very well end up being my favorite contemporary of the year!
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As mentioned previously, What I Carry follows the story of Muir, a teenager in foster care who despite cultivating the "perfect file" for a foster child (no behavioral issues, great grades, has never missed a day of school, etc) she has bounced around to 20 homes throughout her short life. When she's finally just one year away from aging out of the system, she finds herself staying with a single woman on a small island off the coast of Seattle. Thinking this is just another temporary placement, Muir goes into the situation with her guard raised but slowly starts to break her own rules, from making ride or die friends, to falling in love and standing up to bullies. She starts to learn that maybe she doesn't in fact have to focus solely on survival 100% of the time.
Muir's story was heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time. From learning about her being abandoned at a hospital the moment she was born to the botched adoption attempts she suffered throughout her childhood, Muir's story is one of resilience and maturity beyond her seventeen years. It also provides an understandable foundation for her habits, from describing "what she carries" (a nod to the title) in her 1 suitcase (never owning anything that can't fit in it) to her careful emotional distancing of everyone in her orbit. When she settles in on the island and finds people who manage to sneak through her barriers, such as her friend Kira or love interest Sean, it makes it so rewarding because it happens slowly, gradually, and not without resistance from Muir. It's tragic and believable and just the right amount of hopeful.
While I haven't read too many books that focus on the the institution of the US foster care system, I do appreciate that this one approached foster care from a different angle than the typical, problematic stereotype of it being full of horrors and being full of broken, maladjusted kids. Muir herself even references that it's possible to have an OK (if not great) life in the system, and throughout the novel she gives little tidbits of previous foster homes she was in that range from straight up weird to safe and comfortable. She also has a social worker to works hard to advocate for her and who has been the one constant her entire life, and it was refreshing to see many different types of adults portrayed, from those who were indifferent to Muir to ones who actually wanted to help her. Muir also has a wonderful ally in Francine, her foster mother she's placed with on the island who's battling her own loneliness in life, and who was the perfect mix of compassionate and loving but not afraid to be stern or strict and place boundaries on Muir when needed. I don't want to spoil the ending of the story, but it's a well balanced portrayal and offers an alternative perspective into to the world of foster care, while not devaluing the not great experiences of foster care as well.
Well written characters and plot aside, Longo creates a vivid setting in this story that had me yearning to go backpacking in the Pacific Northwest (and I am not a backpacking kind of gal). Muir is obsessed with her namesake, naturalist John Muir, and through her studying of his works over the years has become passionate about nature and the environment. Muir finds an internship leading student groups through a national park and explores many of the beautiful, natural environments of the Pacific Northwest, which is honestly a setting I wish was present in more stories, it's so lush and beautiful. I learned a lot about John Muir and his writings and contributions to the American National Parks system, so bonus points for a story that educated me on top of entertaining me!
Overall: If you're looking for a story that's full of found family, the beauty of nature, and a look at human bonds and attachments, I cannot recommend What I Carryenough! It could very well end up being my favorite contemporary of the year!
Blog | Twitter | Instagram | Goodreads This review was originally posted on Girl in the Pages
stralins's review
5.0
Loved this. I studied education policy in college and took a class on child development, adoption, and foster care. this was so beautifully written and I loved the perspective of symbolism, and hopefulness.
pjewel's review against another edition
5.0
one of those shout "this book is IMPORTANT" from every rooftop kind of books
calypsogilstrap's review against another edition
5.0
This was so good. I stayed up way past my bedtime reading it. Excellent example of an Alex Award winner. Young adult book that adults will enjoy too!
tarugani's review against another edition
3.0
Great beginning and the structure of telling part of the story through a collection of items works well. But it lost steam and grew pretty heavy-handed as it went. John Muir fangirling in a YA romance is fun though >.<
kthornette's review against another edition
5.0
"Adopted is not an adjective."
Come on, average 4.27 rating, don’t let me down.
Muiriel was such a charming character and a perfect narrator to tell this story (which is her story but you get what I mean). I loved reading about her journey entering adulthood after being raised in the foster system. I think it would’ve been more interesting if there was something about her upbringing that made her a little worse-off so that her story would be about recovery, but it was refreshing to read a story about a foster child who turned out alright.And her nerding out over Teddy Roosevelt is literally me.
All of her relationships were so wholesome — friendship, foster siblings/family, relationship. Francine and Kira were just the best. (Also her and Sean nerding out about various things? Also Sean in general? So loveable).
Also, the summer camp-esque setting? Hell yes.
All in all, wholesome book that nearly made me cry in the end.
Come on, average 4.27 rating, don’t let me down.
Muiriel was such a charming character and a perfect narrator to tell this story (which is her story but you get what I mean). I loved reading about her journey entering adulthood after being raised in the foster system. I think it would’ve been more interesting if there was something about her upbringing that made her a little worse-off so that her story would be about recovery, but it was refreshing to read a story about a foster child who turned out alright.
All of her relationships were so wholesome — friendship, foster siblings/family, relationship. Francine and Kira were just the best. (Also her and Sean nerding out about various things? Also Sean in general? So loveable).
Also, the summer camp-esque setting? Hell yes.
All in all, wholesome book that nearly made me cry in the end.
zbrarian's review against another edition
5.0
Amazing! A wonderful story, a different story of a teenager and her path through foster care. I liked the fact that the story was not told in a negative light. Muir is a girl who just wants to make her way out, keep her head down until she is 18 and aged out. One year is all she has ...what she doesn't expect is to discover a different path, one filled with friends, friends who become her family. The symbolism for all the items she carried connected throughout the story, especially the necklace. All tangled up until she sees that these people are her family. I will admit I teared up as I read. This is a must read for YA readers.
bibliobethica's review
5.0
YA at it's finest. A coming-of-age story about a teen about to age out of the foster care system. She's a fantastic protagonist that is deeply committed to the environment. Living on an island in the Puget Sound, she faces her future and how to decide whether to trust her newest family and friends.