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Luckiest Girl Alive

Jessica Knoll

3.41 AVERAGE

dark emotional sad tense medium-paced
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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The youtuber that recommended it (Laura Crone, who we love) did warn everyone with any trigger of heart or stomach to check doesthedogdie.com. Very apt point. Other than (and in a way sort of because of) that

Biting. Unflinching. Gorgeously written. Daring to have an MC that is not the perfect victim and not even especially "likable". A bit harder to read after a ton of quick YAs and rom-coms, but beautiful. Complex would and did already recommend.


I’m not sure where the hype for this book comes from.

I disliked the main character immensely. I understand she had major trauma in her life as a teen. But this adult woman seemed to be stunted emotionally. She still acted like a 14 year old.

I also really disliked the way she was constantly starving herself to be thinner and degrading other people who weren’t thin. I’m tired of that trope.

I did enjoy learning about Ben and Arthur. I thought that was an interesting insight I haven’t read about before.

I don’t think I would recommend this book to people but I might still watch the film adaptation.
dark emotional medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Complicated

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dark emotional mysterious tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Plot
Strong character development: No
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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dark emotional reflective sad tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: No
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This book if hard to rate because it does some things very well, while failing in other areas.

The good: 
  • it's very hard to talk about
    rape and sexual assault, especially as a survivor. So I definitely give the  author her props for approaching both that and school shootings,
    and depicting them both realistically. 
  • The story was incredibly engaging. Although the characters were largely unlikable and at times insufferable, the plot had me locked in and I couldn't wait to get to the bottom of Ani's story and understand why she turned out the way that she did. 
  • I think it was important to show characters like Ani's mother and
    the planned parenthood nurse
    . Women who perpetuate patriarchy by dismissing, downplaying, and outright ignoring obvious abuse.

The bad: 
  • Right out the gate we are introduced to Ani's disordered eating, but at no point is it acknowledged as such, or as a thing for her to work on. Both times her best friend bright it up, she dismissed her and moved on. 
  • The plot with
    the teacher
    was suuuuper unnecessary, and it was never acknowledged how creepy and inappropriate it was.
  • (A personal gripe, not so much a fault of the author.) I would have liked to see more of how
    the documentary turned out and the fallout for Dean
    . I understand that Ani's closure came from the face to face acknowledgement of his crimes against her, but it would have been nice to see him finally lose.

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dark emotional mysterious sad tense slow-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional sad tense fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging dark emotional reflective sad medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
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DID NOT FINISH

just meh.