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You Made a Fool of Death with Your Beauty by Akwaeke Emezi

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sarahmcg's review against another edition

challenging emotional hopeful lighthearted tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.5

How did I read this book and end up cheering for the messy af FMC and the dad???

I guess for as much as I love a trope-filled rom-com, I can also really appreciate a complicated lit-fic love story, romance but also an exploration of grief, friendship, and art/creativity.

Read this if you love MESS, taboo/forbidden/age gap romance, finding love after loss, complicated FMC.

The writing was very beautiful; poetic, with gorgeous descriptions of the tropical island mountain home, art, music, and food. This was my first read by Emezi and it won’t be my last.

The only critique I have is I totally understood the emotional connection that Feyi and Alim formed, but for some reason I still had a little bit of difficulty with the believability of their chemistry (not sure if it was maybe the age gap or something else?) - but overall I’d give 4.5⭐️

I want a book about Joy!!!

CW/TW: discussions of loss of spouse (in past but discussed throughout - 1) car accident 2) drowning), sexual content, descriptions of blood, domestic incident.

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just_one_more_paige's review

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emotional hopeful reflective sad medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

This is one of the most polarizing love-hate reaction books I've seen recently. So, of course, I had to see for myself. It's a little late, as far as the peak timing of the conversation about it (it was published two years ago now), but I'm ready to weigh in. And, spoilers, I am so glad I read it for myself!

It's been five years since Feyi survived the car accident that killed her husband and love of her life. And she's finally starting to live again: living with her bestie, Joy, creating art in her own studio, and maybe getting back into the dating scene. After a steamy encounter at a party gets her back into things with a bang (#sorrynotsorry), she finds herself talking to another guy, Nasir, who invites her to spend some time with his at his family home on an (unnamed) Caribbean island *and* show her work as part of a major show. She goes (like, who wouldn't?). And in addition to the luxury home and offer for a major break in her artistic career, Feyi meets Nasir's father, a world-renowned chef, Alim. The connection between them is strong and hot and, though both try to ignore it, the pull is too much to resist (and things get a bit messy after that).

Alright y'all. I see why everyone had such strong reactions to this book. I had one too. And you can officially mark me as "Team Feyi" - I'm falling on the "love" side of this love-hate dichotomy. At about twenty percent of the way into reading, I wrote this: "More than anything I’m impressed with this nuanced look at getting over a love lost traumatically. Balancing the need to be close to someone else versus the fear and guilt of letting that happen again...and the (much) easier option of keeping things light/unattached/in no way reminiscent of what the past held." I kept waiting and waiting for the other shoe to drop, for the part where I was like "oh no, Feyi, cringe." But, it just never happened. Did things get dramatic and messy? Oh, big yes. There was no way to avoid that with a setup like this (it would have been disingenuous and a much worse story). And yet. I never stopped being impressed.

Mainly, I got so emotionally invested in Feyi and Alim. The small (and then growing) moments between them were so touching. It hurt to read their pain, and that absolutely leaned me into "cheering" for them (just the idea of losing my own love in that kind of traumatic way, in any way really, leaves me devastated so I am inclined to support pretty much any style of coping/recovery, tbh). But it was also soothing and hopeful, the way they were able to connect through and because of those shared experiences and feelings. (The sexual tension was top notch.) I mean yes, a few times, knowing that they knew the draw between them was powerful, they did make some slightly questionable choices. And mayyyyyybe Feyi "led Nasir on" a bit, but also let's talk about how friend-zoning and her "owing" a feeling somehow (one she hoped would develop, but just...didn't) is BS and I'm disinclined to feel bad for him in that respect. However, I also feel like Feyi and Alim did recognize how difficult things would be for Nasir and the way things fell out was a bit outside their control? Also, Nasir's reaction was a lot and honestly didn't help me feel any more sympathetic towards him. For me, it came down to the fact that the connection between Feyi and Alim was so clear and deep and bound up in some tender and painful parallel memories. They bonded on a deeper level and, to me, it makes sense that it’d be difficult to resist that.

Also, beyond Feyi and Alim, there were so many other aspects of this novel and reading experience that I loved. Joy is a chaotic bestie and was entertaining AF to read. I loved the way Feyi used art to cope and express (and I loved the pieces that she made!). The installation especially, it hit hard and raw and leaves behind, as one of the “curators” said, a very real ache. I was here for the bisexual rep from characters who had both had more hetero-looking relationships previously and here, with each other, while also sharing, on-page, same-sex experiences they'd had. Sort of on that topic, I very, very rarely read anything with a parent coming out to their children, especially in a situation where it doesn't go well. (It sort of happened in All My Mother’s Lovers, but that was a very different vibes/situation style novel.) It was (surprisingly, though idk why I feel that way because it wouldn’t have felt like a surprise if the ages were reversed…maybe I hope for more acceptance/inclusivity from younger generations as a rule, maybe just because it’s an unfamiliar story) particularly heart-wrenching. And, though I would expect nothing less from Emezi at this point (after reading Freshwater and The Death of Vivek Oji) the writing was gorgeous and original and poetically descriptive and, overall, really stunning.

To reiterate, in case there was any way you missed it, I loved this book. I have already recommended it to numerous people, and I will continue to do so. #sorrynotsorry

"I think we’re just figuring out how to survive a world on fire… that it’s okay to be alive.”

"Everyone had a right to keep some hurts buried and private."

"...they were turning her into a woman who wanted so loudly that it was drowning out the logic of a choice, and that terrified Feyi. That felt dangerous, fast and menacing. She had to get away from it."

"She was hers; she was alive; there was so much to do."

“I used to try to capture it in a camera when I was younger. It was… so futile.” He laughed. “Some things are only meant to exist in our eyes, I think.”

"She let too many secrets fall into the syllables, a foolish accident that threaded a vein of hunger into her voice..."

'"...there are so many different types of love, so many ways someone can stay committed to you, stay in your life even if y’all aren’t together, you know? And none of these ways are more important than the other.”

"Feyi’s heart beat wildly against her ribs as the taste of mango detonated in her mouth. She felt like she was leaping off a waterfall, the rush of a river clamoring in her ears."

"Showing work like this felt a little like screaming out loud in a public place, screaming and screaming until someone understood what the fuck had happened to her, until it drove them to silence because there was nothing, nothing any of them could say to make it better."

"None of this mattered, except the parts that did."

"I want you—I want us to know that this is real. That it survives the mountain, that it can cross the sea and still be there, in our hearts.”

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ebartsch85's review against another edition

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emotional hopeful tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? It's complicated

5.0

I can feel the weight of this book sitting in my chest. It feels like an open wound that has begun to heal from the beauty and rawness of this book. I honestly didn't know what to think when the book began but this book feels like life. As our main character says its "messy and alive." This is truly beautiful.

“You were like light. I couldn’t help but to turn my face to you if I wanted to keep living.”

"We're doing this?"
"What...setting our lives on fire? Sounds fantastic."
"I'll burn with you."

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ronjabjoerk's review against another edition

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emotional lighthearted medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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ali1311's review against another edition

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adventurous dark emotional hopeful medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? Yes
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.75

This book was not only beautifully written but such a unique story. Heartbreaking and heartwarming--it had it all! I loved the depictions of food and art, and the whole thing felt very physical. As in, I could taste the foods, feel the emotions, see the scenery, all that. It was really visceral while also having beautiful prose, so I have no choice but to award it the ole 5 stars!

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tamaramo's review against another edition

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challenging dark emotional reflective sad tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? A mix
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.25

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alfalky's review against another edition

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adventurous emotional reflective tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? Yes
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? No

4.75

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amford's review against another edition

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dark emotional reflective tense medium-paced

Diverse cast of characters? Yes

3.75

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jane_bee28's review against another edition

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emotional sad medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

4.0

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iftheshoef1tz's review

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challenging emotional tense medium-paced

Plot- or character-driven? Character
Strong character development? It's complicated
Loveable characters? It's complicated
Diverse cast of characters? Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus? Yes

3.5

I was excited to read this book because it was billed as “messy characters being messy” and I saw two reviews that said that every character in the book was awful. I do think they were messy, as promised, but I don’t think they were as awful as I was expecting. I don’t agree with Feyi and Alim’s choices, but I think I understand why they were made. Out of a different type of grief, I did some shady things when I was younger. Two people I know from university were in separate relationships (one of them was engaged) before they met each other, then they left their current partners for each other. It caused huge scandal, but they had apparently found what they were missing in their other relationships, and they’re still together, ten years and four kids later. I think this kind of thing can and does happen.

My biggest beef with this book is that the set-up felt like it took forever (although I just checked the book and it’s not that many pages) and then Feyi and Alim fall for each other super fast. I am always a fan of a slow(er) burn, so maybe that’s my issue here, but I would have thought that Alim, at least, as Nasir’s father, would have really hit the brakes on anything for longer than he did. So much of the end was also not what I was expecting? A lot of it felt very pat and trite (

Milan calling randomly? For the first time, like…ever?

) and I really didn’t care for the way

Nasir and Feyi build this rapprochement by the end

, but it had only been, like…a couple weeks or something.

There was a lot of beautiful writing in this book though, as well as thoughtful prose on grief and mourning. Just didn’t quite stick the landing for me.

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