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lyrcheylap's review

4.75
challenging emotional hopeful inspiring reflective tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional lighthearted fast-paced

“i keep fixating on dying, and thinking about why we exist, and how sad everything is. i’ve been starting to think that the only thing that matters is that people feel happy, and i was trying to spare you some sadness.”

girl who is not going to be okay…

this was one of those books i consistently kept putting off (i cannot tell you why), but i’m kicking myself for doing so. austin captures *exactly* what it feels like to be depressed and anxious, and how that shapes the way you think/act for the wellbeing of others vs yourself. the stream of consciousness concerning the mundane and “small” misunderstandings/inconveniences is natural, never does it feels forced, rather it shows how gilda gets from point A to B (i.e., spirals, snowballing). 

i wanted to give this a 4 but the choppy structure threw me off at times, so 3.75 it is

Feeling so conflicted and may come back and change to 4 stars ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I liked this book but found the end very rushed (maybe that was the point?). Either way, I would recommend it.
slow-paced
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
dark emotional funny hopeful mysterious medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: A mix
Strong character development: Yes
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

This felt like reading an AU version of my life where I never got therapy. 

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lea90210's review

4.5
dark emotional inspiring sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Yes
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
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readwithzelda's review

3.5
challenging dark emotional fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: No
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
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ariah_hiapoihilani's review

5.0
dark emotional funny inspiring lighthearted sad fast-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Yes
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes
challenging emotional reflective tense medium-paced
Plot or Character Driven: Character
Strong character development: Complicated
Loveable characters: Complicated
Diverse cast of characters: Complicated
Flaws of characters a main focus: Yes

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