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Graphic: Child abuse, Gun violence, Infidelity, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Torture, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Trafficking, Grief, Stalking, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Child death, Cursing, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Infidelity, Car accident, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Gaslighting
Minor: Death of parent, Fire/Fire injury, Alcohol
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Death, Gun violence, Pedophilia, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Slavery, Torture, Violence, Blood, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Stalking, Death of parent, Murder, Alcohol, Injury/Injury detail
Moderate: Domestic abuse, Physical abuse, Car accident
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gore, Gun violence, Infidelity, Mental illness, Misogyny, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Torture, Toxic relationship, Blood, Trafficking, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Body horror, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gore, Gun violence, Misogyny, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Toxic relationship, Violence, Blood, Trafficking, Cannibalism, Death of parent, Murder, Gaslighting, Sexual harassment, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Cursing, Death, Domestic abuse, Gun violence, Pedophilia, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Slavery, Torture, Violence, Blood, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Car accident, Death of parent, Murder, Injury/Injury detail
Graphic: Child abuse, Child death, Domestic abuse, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Torture, Blood, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder
Graphic: Cursing, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Physical abuse, Rape, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Trafficking
Song: You Put a Spell on Me -Austin Giorgio
Oh my fucking god.
What the fuck did I read?
And why did I enjoy it?
Okay, so I think we all know that this is a dark and twisted book with many, many, many trigger warnings. Did we get that? Cool
Now, I gave it 5 stars because I enjoyed it emersly. Do you know the phase of catastrophe tourism? When you slow down so you can see what happened in a car crash, or watch a movie that you know is gonna be awful but that is why it's so fun. That's this book to me.
The writing wasn't the best, and it was kinda sloppy in some places, and the story had some faults too, but it was too interesting and shocking for those things to affect my rating.
I am not writing spoilers, but I will you the smut..the smut is heavenly. Be aware there is non-con, but it's wrapped up in a way where it is forced, but by the end (or more like the middle) we actually enjoy it. It's like BDSM just without the safe word, which is kind of offputting, but the inner monologue helps a lot.
And I swear, the scene that I had my jaw on the floor, that I was the most shocked about... was the fucking <spoilers> gun scene. Maybe I haven't read enough dark romances but when I realised that he will fuck her with his gun... </spoilers> my jaw was on the floor.
I am really interested in the next instalment.
I am also scared, what kind of person I am for loving this book this much?
Well..we will e after I traumatise myself with the second book.
xoxo
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Child abuse, Child death, Gun violence, Pedophilia, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Violence, Trafficking, Stalking, Murder
Moderate: Addiction, Alcoholism, Domestic abuse, Drug use, Murder
Graphic: Adult/minor relationship, Bullying, Child abuse, Domestic abuse, Emotional abuse, Gun violence, Mental illness, Rape, Sexism, Sexual assault, Sexual content, Sexual violence, Suicidal thoughts, Torture, Toxic relationship, Forced institutionalization, Blood, Trafficking, Medical trauma, Schizophrenia/Psychosis , Sexual harassment
Graphic: Bullying, Child abuse, Child death, Death, Domestic abuse, Gun violence, Pedophilia, Violence, Trafficking, Kidnapping, Grief, Cannibalism, Stalking, Murder